Thursday, December 19, 2019

Operation Skytrain


Lt. Commander Brigid Colding faced the ocean from the lee of the hanger, waiting for the sun to rise over it, knowing it never would. A charcoal wall of clouds confronted her as it had the entire east coast of the state for the past five weeks, low, looming and ominous, yet unmoving. A sheet of rain curtained off the sea several miles offshore. Hurricane Alpha.

Sparse traffic darted along the coastal highway, most of it official. While many residents remained, few ventured out unless absolutely necessary. Under a hurricane watch for over a month, with two mandatory evacuations set and called off, even the diehard remainers had settled into a siege mentality. Once a week like clockwork, they checked their shutters and topped off their supplies. Batteries, water, food, fuel, the nation’s production had only recently been able to overcome the shortages from stockpiling along five hundred miles of the eastern seaboard, despite both state and federal admonishments against hoarding and now official rationing.

The Air Force base sat eerily empty, almost abandoned. The regular airwings and most personnel had evacuated to the points north and west weeks ago. Even the C-130s her plane ran recon for had retreated across the peninsula to a base situated beside one of the three major ports in the state. Miami was all but closed to civilian cargo traffic. Interservice rivalry had ruled out the Naval Air Station near Mayport. NOAA had transferred operations here temporarily to cut back on their flying time, and to facilitate coordination with the Air Force Hurricane Hunters even if they weren’t a unified command. Not yet, anyway.

The two Orions in NOAA’s squadron had been the last to arrive, bringing the total number of planes up to twelve. Normally, her crew was based half an hour west. That they’d been transferred to collocate with the Air Force said that militarization would not be far behind. The corresponding State of Emergency had been in place for weeks. All it took was the stroke of a Presidential pen, one that was rumored to be forthcoming any day. And that was the least disturbing rumor she’d heard in O-Club since she’d been on base.

Colding suspected more than a few of those rumors were true, at least from the informal inquiries she’d received. For weeks, the Administration’s proxies had been quietly pushing a debunked sixty-year-old Plowshare plan on social media. She hadn’t taken them seriously until senior Air Force officers started asking her probing questions in security briefings that she couldn’t answer. But with a little internet research, she put pieces together. The crew did not yet know nor would they unless the plan was put into effect. If that happened, a lot of people would die. She wanted no part of it.

Not that the O-Club would last much longer either. A tattered gale advisory pennant whipped on the flagpole anchored next to its long-abandoned lifeguard platform. The wind whistled out of the northeast, drifting sand across the highway and driving the relentless longshore surf that had begun to undermine both the road and the building’s foundation. The older sergeants whispered that the club was cursed. Sixteen years ago, a fire had burned it nearly to the ground. Now, Alpha threatened to reclaim it along with half the barrier island for its mistress, the Atlantic. The port, just ten miles up the road, ran dredges weekly just to keep critical supply convoys moving south after they’d repurposed the cruise ship terminal for cargo to partially compensate for the loss of Miami. They dumped the spoil off the south jetty hoping it would run down the coast. It barely made a difference.

Between the shore and the slowly advancing rain curtain, Colding watched a cutter begin its long crawl south from the port to take up station for patrolling off West Palm. A Dunkirk armada of civilian boats held anchor in the Intercoastal, ready to deliver aid and evacuate survivors if Alpha ever moved. The Coast Guard plucked at least one impetuous captain and crew from the 30-foot seas at the outer buoys each day.

“Alves is ready to pull onto the tarmac,” Lt. Friedel almost shouted in her ear. Her navigator’s entrance had been masked by the relentless wind.

Colding stepped back into the wind-shadow of the recess by the door where they both could hear.

“Who’d we draw today?” she asked, not moving to return inside.

“Strand and Zuma,” he replied.

Colding managed to contain a grimace. Strand was a Texas-sized lozenge that always seemed to lodge sideways in her throat, one she just couldn’t seem to swallow. With him, everything was bigger and better, including his opinions, especially of himself. He was an academy grad who’d washed out as a pilot so felt he had something to prove. He was more interested in ideology than meteorology, a combat supply specialist with experience in hot drop zones overseas. Security over science was the official Administration watchword he personified. He had only minimal qualifications as a flight meteorologist. Zuma was amiable enough, at least when she wasn’t around Strand, and more than competent. That command had stripped Colding of her own meteorologists in the name of interagency cooperation was yet another indication that change was on the wind.

“How’s the crew holding up?” Colding had spoken to them only briefly since the transfer. Most of her time had been consumed in mission updates and mandatory briefings about how to integrate into life on the empty airbase.

“Honestly, they’re wondering about our situation.” No rank, no ma’am, no sir, just their normal informal conversation when no one official was around. Their new Air Force hosts had more formal expectations. “Any word on our status?”

“Nothing new,” she said, wishing she had something concrete. “Remind them that they can submit their resignation paperwork to the Director conditionally. Anybody with their time in will get an early out. She’s got a VERA in her pocket from the cutbacks last year. She says she’ll waive the advanced notice requirement and sign off on everything on her desk as soon as she gets a heads-up the transfer is coming. That should prevent DoD from stop-lossing anyone. If it never happens, she’ll hold everything in a drawer unopened and burn it if anyone changes their mind. No judgement.”

“What about you?” Friedel eyed her intently. “Sent yours up?”

Colding turned away to watch the cutter battling the waves. They were ten feet lower near shore than out by the buoys, yet still dangerous enough. If other rumors were to be believed, the State of Emergency would formally transform the Coast Guard’s mission from search and rescue to interdiction. Not that any foreign evacuees had yet set foot on American soil.

Colding turned back to face her navigator. “I didn’t sign up to join the Air Force,’ she stated bluntly. “Feel free to discretely tell the crew I’ve put a contingency in place. If they are concerned about saluting the likes of Strand, they should, too. But it’s a personal decision. No judgement here, either.”

Friedel nodded, then headed back inside. Colding didn’t follow.

She’d give him time to spread the word. If anyone was holding their papers in reserve, they still had time to drop them in interagency mail. They would land with the Director tonight. She hated the thought of leaving anyone in a lurch, but equally hated the perversion of a job she loved.

Once again, she faced the storm, trying to fathom what might come next. Up to now, the scientists had kept the worst ideas at bay. Recently, they’d been sidelined or intimidated into silence. Desperate and unstable voices within the Administration increasingly held sway. But if someone actually implemented one of the debunked plans from the 50s, blame would flow downhill like a dam burst of untreated sewage until it slammed into everyone who couldn’t dodge out of the way. No one further up the chain than the Director had their backs. And serving at the pleasure of the President meant that she likely couldn’t continue to when push came to shove.

The problem was that none of the scientists understood how Alpha had maintained the newly established Cat 6 intensity for five weeks without moving. The energy within the ocean should have been long exhausted. Replenishment through the Florida Current was the only working theory they had. Sea surface temperatures in the Gulf and Western Caribbean were both at record highs. Alpha had sucked up all the moisture and cloud cover for hundreds of miles around. All they knew for certain was that anyone surviving on the islands desperately needed help.

When Operation Skytrain had ramped up, the Air Force brass had slated four sorties a day, which the 53rd’s ten Hercules alone couldn’t cover. Even with NOAA’s extra two Orions, that schedule had pressed their functional limits between mandatory rest and maintenance. With at best a three-day rotation, the extra roundtrip of flight time from Biloxi or even Lakeland had become critical, not for range, but for time on station. Not for the cargo planes, for the Hunters who guided them in.

Colding’s job was recon, finding weak spots in the wind fields the C-130s could slip through. Their best opportunities came during eyewall replacement when the worst winds temporarily broke down. At least that portion of the science hadn’t collapsed. But with four daily runs needed to keep the islands minimally fed, they didn’t have the luxury of waiting. So, the Hunters found seams for the cargo giants to drop supplies onto whatever islands were within the dead-eye calm. Alpha’s center wobbled slightly, expanding and contracting, though the storm’s position didn’t officially move. In five weeks, they hadn’t lost a plane, a Hercules or an Orion. Not that they hadn’t come close.

Colding glanced at her watch. Time to go to work.

The metal door almost got away from her as she retreated back inside. She struggled to close it against a sudden gust of wind. The hanger door stood open, waiting for her plane to emerge from its metal cocoon and take flight. Lt. Garcia, her flight engineer, waited at the nose of the plane. Together, they circled the WP-3 slowly, doing a visual inspection. They found no anomalies.

As they approached the ladder to the midline door, Colding heard raised voices from inside. She entered to find her copilot, Lt. Alves, in a confrontation with Captain Strand, barring his way to his duty station in back. It was still strange to see anyone on her plane in an Air Force green instead of NOAA blue. Even their rank structure contrasted, Army versus Navy. She continually had to stop herself from calling Strand “Lieutenant”.

“What seems to be the problem here, gentlemen?” Colding asked in her best command voice as she stepped inside to clear the way for Garcia.

“Strand seems to think this is a combat mission,” Alves replied. Working his ever-present chewing gum, he pointed the pistol holstered on the belt of Strand’s two-piece flight suit, its grip tucked just beneath his flight jacket.

“You will not wear that on my plane, Strand,” Colding ordered.

“With all due respect, Commander, we’re flying over unknown, potentially hostile territory,” Strand drawled in what she found to be an insufferable Texas twang. “New regs allow it.”

“Air Force regs, maybe,” Colding countered, though she doubted even that was true. “But this isn’t an Air Force plane, at least not yet. And if I have to repeat myself, Captain, I’ll see you grounded with that gun.”

Reluctantly, Strand unhitched the holster, wrapping it in his web belt. He brushed past her toward the door. Colding scanned the remaining crew. It was eerie to see ten of the twelve meteorologist stations empty. But their mission was reconnaissance not research. Fewer personnel meant fewer lives at risk.

“Where’s Zuma?” Colding demanded. If she grounded Strand, she couldn’t afford to lose her only other flight meteorologist. Calling up a replacement would take time. Though technically her flight director could fill in. Redmond was top-notch.

“Entering the hanger now,” Garcia answered from the doorway.

Colding nodded, closing the subject in her mind. “Prepare for rollout. We’re wheels up in fifteen.”

She turned toward the cockpit. By the time she and Alves had performed their preliminary checks, her flight director reported the door was closed and locked with all crew aboard and accounted for. Final gear strapdown was complete.

Colding signaled the groundcrew they were ready. The ramp-rats connected the tow tractor and pulled the plane out onto the rain-slick tarmac. They were the only one on the ramp, wind and weather keeping the few other remaining planes on the base under cover. The hanger door rolled shut behind them.

Soon she and Alves were consumed in executing, coordinating and crosschecking the preflight checklist with the rest of the crew. All systems green, she radioed the tower for clearance. When she received a hold short, she taxied down to the holding apron of Runway 30, nearly two miles away.

While she awaited clearance for takeoff, Colding tuned in for a final weather report. The wind was strong and steady from the northeast at twenty-five knots, gusting to thirty-seven. Rain lashed down with worse on the way from the approaching squall line. If they didn’t beat it out, there would be a half-hour ground-stop. As it was, they’d have to bank and climb directly after takeoff to avoid the worst of it.

Another day in the Commissioned Corps. In the past five weeks, she’d seen worse.

“November-4-3-Romeo-Foxtrot,” Colding heard in her headset, “you are cleared for takeoff. Good hunting. Keep our airmen safe.”

“NOAA-4-3 copy,” she responded with her informal squawk out of habit. “Don’t worry, tower, we’ll bring ‘em all home.”

She pulled onto the head of the nine-thousand-foot runway. Fully fueled and loaded, she’d need almost half of it to get into the air. She and Alves performed their final checks. By the time she set the flaps and released the parking brake, she couldn’t see the far end of the runway for the rain.

“Hang on, people, this could get a little rough” she announced to the crew over the intercom. She couldn’t help but tweak Strand and Zuma. “Our guests might want to keep their airsick bags handy.”

She throttled up the Orion’s four turbo-props. They began to roll. Rain sheeted against the windshield. As they picked up speed, she felt every knot of the fifteen-degree crosswind.

Halfway through her minimum takeoff distance, something began to feel off. The ride felt too smooth, the sounds too muted, as if they were already in the air. Alves identified the problem first.

“Commander, we’re hydroplaning,” he informed her.

Shit, he was right. They were slewing sideways along the strip. One good gust and they’d lateral off the runway at speed. If she aborted, there was no guarantee she’d regain control. Any sudden course change could spin them sideways. Her only option was to get air beneath her.

“Rotating,” Colding announced calmly. “Hang on.”

She gunned the engines and pulled back the yoke. The airframe bucked from the added power. The wheels bounced once, twice then settled again. The side of the runway slid closer. It was up or off. Come on, Missy, she coaxed her plane silently. Catch some damned air.

Reluctantly, the Orion crept off the runway. Colding could almost feel individual blades of grass tickling the port wing wheel before she corrected her heading and gained altitude. Only when they had climbed a few hundred feet with ocean beneath them did she slowly let out the breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding.

Alves blew out a more audible sigh before he started chewing his gum again. He smiled over at her broadly. “Nice flying, Yeti.”

He used her callsign, the one she’d been anointed with soon after she’d first shown up on base. She wanted to take it as play on her name and her calm, professional demeanor, but she suspected it had something to do with shooting down more than one amorous advance, including Strand’s. Female pilots still had more to prove.

“Let’s hope that’s the last of our bad luck for this mission,” Colding replied.

As she turned away from the feeder band before them and rose to cruising altitude, she had Alves check on everyone in back. No problems reported, no airsick bags required.

Colding informed Redmond they’d be on station in half an hour. Their C-130 flight wing had taken up a holding pattern over Avon Park, waiting for the Hunter to guide them in. First, her crew would need to identify an acceptable flight corridor. That meant slowing to 200 knots at about ten thousand feet and flying a butterfly pattern through Alpha’s eyewall while Strand and Zuma mapped it out under Redmond’s direction. Which would put them through the thickest part of the wall about a third the way up. With sustained surface winds at 185mph, it would be another nasty flight at best.

There was no training for this kind of flying. It was all OJT.

Hopefully they could map out a wind seam so the Air Force could deliver supplies. The C-130s could take a lot of beating. They were the Air Force Hurricane Hunter alternative to NOAA’s WP-3s. But airdrops had fairly particular requirements in course, altitude and speed. They were compressing those limits already. But without any replenishment of supplies, it was doubtful anyone on the islands could survive.

Operation Skytrain had been an internal Administration compromise. The internecine infighting between FEMA, USAID and the Air Force for control had been brutal. Homeland Security, State and DoD all wanted to stake a claim to the credit but to deflect all the blame if the mission slipped sideways.

With heavy seas offshore, airdrop had been the only viable resupply option. That fit the Air Force’s continual push for standalone air operations. Their Chief of Staff had convinced the Administration to approach it as a training exercise, against the Secretary of the Air Force’s advice. The loss of the Space Corps functionality still stung the upper brass. The PR didn’t hurt. But operation and maintenance costs were adding up with little sign they were doing any good. Morale had begun to fray.

The authorization of aid to the islands hadn’t diminished the Administration’s fixation on containment. Parachuting in aid Berlin Airlift style served to justify their continuing interdiction of “undesirables” from the country’s shores. Refugees had been transferred to the lower islands, or had disappeared behind tall cyclone fencing in southeast Cuba. They were all gang members, drug runners and rapists anyway if the official press releases were to be believed.

On the islands, reserves of batteries, power and gasoline had been long ago exhausted. One by one, day by day, week by week, intermittent signals had gone silent. Low sunspot activity now limited shortwave traffic to line-of-sight. Rain, clouds and constant lightning attenuated and interfered with most other frequencies. A perfect storm. With no way to get word out, there was little measure of Skytrain’s success or failure.

Five weeks later, the American public had grown restive. They wanted the resources redirected to Miami, West Palm, and Lauderdale, any of which might be next. The rain down there was measured in feet, not inches. King tides had reclaimed vast tracts of shoreline, lowlands and barrier islands. The coast was littered with inundation zones and fresh breaches. AIA had become more of a concept than a functional road. Long sections of U.S. 1 required Humvee snorkels to traverse.

With no sign of a reprieve or an exit strategy, and relentless pressure from the conservative media, the Administration’s patience was wearing thin. The Air Force Chief of Staff had been relieved a week ago. He had been the last compassionately conservative adult in the Presidential briefing room. Homeland First voices had begun to reemerge, and with them, long discredited plans to dissipate the storm.

Quietly, various agencies had begun repositioning satellites away from the area in preparation, limiting the information emerging even further, likely by design. American airwaves were now flooded of self-serving propaganda that no one on the islands could have survived. Continued operations were counted in days. Hers could be the final flight. The militarization of NOAA would be the Rubicon leading to a brave new phase of operations, one refocused on dispersal rather than relief.

There was an insidious calculus behind those Homeland First voices. As Katrina and Maria had clearly demonstrated, black and brown faces mattered less to them. Garcia and Alves knew that from experience. Zuma probably did as well, though she didn’t show it.

The Orion bounced around in the outer reaches of Alpha. The storm didn’t want to make this mission easy. No storm ever did.

Something flickered in Colding’s peripheral vision. She glanced down at her instruments just in time to see her turbulence radar come back online.

“Did you see that, Alves?” she asked her copilot. “My radar display went dark for a second.”

“Yup,” he confirmed, “Mine, too.”

So, it wasn’t a cockpit issue. It had to be the feed.

“Garcia…” Colding started.

“On it,” the Flight Engineer replied. Behind her, Colding could hear her issuing instructions to her engineering and electronics specialists. 

Both cockpit displays continued to stutter. If they fully lost the radar feed, they would be forced to turn back, which would scrub the flight wing over Avon. It was unlikely a replacement plane could be scrambled before their time on station ran down.

“Let’s try to get above as much of this as possible,” Colding said. Alves acknowledged.

She climbed toward the plane’s ceiling. She couldn’t get over the eyewall itself but she could get above the rest of the cloud cover. Alves informed Friedel of their new altitude, speed and course. In the compartment behind Colding, Friedel and Redmond began to consult on adjustments to the mission profile. Redmond relayed the new parameters to Strand and Zuma so they could coordinate. It was a small plane. Everyone was in the loop.

Colding delayed reporting back to air traffic control until she had a better outline of the problem. ATC would want to scrub the mission. Colding had dealt with glitches like this before. WP-3s were old planes that had taken a lot of beating recently despite the ground crew’s best efforts to keep them fit. Like an aging athlete or boyfriend, they needed a little massaging now and then to stay in the game. She had confidence Garcia and her crew would straighten out the issue before they had to abort.

A minute later, Garcia broke in by intercom. “We need to swap out a cable on the radar feed, Commander. It should only take a couple seconds. We await your go-ahead to proceed.”

“Colding copy. Proceed.”

Both of the turbulence radar screens in the cockpit again went dark. A moment later, both sprang back to life in a mottled pattern of orange, yellow and green. They could see again.

“Commander,” Redmond said over the intercom, “I have a request to update to our mission plan.”

“Go ahead,” Colding responded.

“Strand requests we make our first run at altitude. Since we’re already up here, I see no reason to object.”

That was Redmond’s way of passing the buck up the chain of command. Strand, like all the new Air Force regime, favored higher altitude drops. They were somewhat safer for the aircrews but the dispersal pattern meant fewer supplies would land within the intended zones. Simulations and observation from the cargo planes themselves indicated that up to seventy-five percent of supplies were lost in high altitude drops, which struck the planners as excessive. But with no groundside confirmation of whether sufficient supplies were actually getting through, that argument had worn thin. As the heated exchange in this morning’s briefing had confirmed.

But Colding thought a high-altitude recon was more likely a trial run. Based on the questions she’d been asked unofficially, she suspected the next stage birds could fly right over the eyewall and would need no guidance in. Their target was large enough that they literally couldn’t miss. But while they wouldn’t need guidance, they would still need data on the wind fields before deploying. She suspected the Air Force’s real objective in militarizing NOAA was to limit disclosure of the science and that data before, during and after the operation. A signature on an interim security clearance would silence a lot of sins. The ultimate NDA she refused to sign.

Even so, Colding could think of no reason to decline the request without it appearing as straightforward bias. Which Redmond knew as well. He was just hoping she might come up with something he’d missed.

She couldn’t.

“Friedel,” she ordered her navigator, “update our initial butterfly to accommodate the Flight Director. Keep our subsequent passes according to flight plan. Inform ATC of the change.”

That was as much of the baby as she could split.

By now, they had risen above all the clouds except the high cirrus shield of the storm. They no longer needed the wipers to clear the windshield. They dodged around dark cumulonimbus anvils sprinkled through the feeder bands. Lightning danced erratically below. Ahead, the inky eyewall loomed, veined with more strobing blue-white bolts.

“Strap in, people,” Colding said. “It’s going to get bumpy.”

The wall of darkness drew closer. The high clouds condensed and curdled, blotting out the sun. In a series of seconds, the windshield went from clear air to mist to sheeting rain. Turbulence jolted the plane through three degrees of freedom, pitch, roll and yaw, as well as every conceivable combination of displacement along each axis, vertical, horizontal and 3D diagonal. Pelletized precipitation began bouncing off the windshield. Rime ice spiderwebbed in from its metallic edges.

And this is along a crease in the wind-field, Colding thought.

With terse efficiency, her crew began to do their jobs.

Mere moments into mapping, Colding’s controls began to feel sluggish. She fought to maintain their course after each bounce and slew, and return to their flight plan. Their airspeed slowed, requiring more throttle to compensate.

Alves noticed her adjustments and craned his head to look through the side windshield. “I’m seeing signs of icing,” he notified her. “That might account for the increased drag.”

Colding nodded without turning away from the forward view and her instruments. She interrupted the coordination over the intercom. “Friedel, Redmond, give me a visual assessment of the wings.”

Her navigator was first to call out a report. “I’m seeing significant ice buildup on the control surfaces of the starboard wing.”

Redmond echoed that to port, adding, “Positive confirmation of ice crystals on the number two engine intakes.”

That tore it. The adjusted flight plan was too high. They either had to shed altitude or risk dropping from the sky. The upper air layers of Alpha were just too cold.

“Descending to previous flight plan altitude,” Colding informed the crew as she pushed the yoke forward into a rapid but controlled descent.

“Can’t you press through it?” Strand questioned her unprofessionally. “My display indicates there may be an upcoming break in the wind fields. The C-130s won’t have a problem with this.”

“Negative, Captain,” she responded flatly. “This crew’s safety is my primary concern. We’re returning to our flight path from the briefing. The birds behind us won’t know the difference. Friedel, update our flight plan. Redmond, coordinate with ATC and our guests.”

The intercom chattered back to life. Colding detected more than a note of professional disapproval in Strand’s acknowledgements. Which was likely one reason he was not a pilot.

Before they achieved their new cruising altitude, they hit a sudden downdraft. The bottom fell out. They plummeted several thousand feet in a matter of seconds. Colding heard a crashing sound somewhere behind her. She hoped it was just equipment breaking loose, not unsecured personnel.

“Everyone ok back there?” Alves inquired over the intercom. “Report by station.”

Even as affirmatives came rolling in, an eye-piercing flash-boom across the entire windscreen whited out Colding’s vision and left her ears ringing. Her forward radar screen went dark again. She glanced over at Alves’s station and found it dead as well.

She interrupted the rollcall. “Garcia, our radar glitch is back. I need you on it, ASAP. We’re flying blind up here.”

“Flight engineer, copy,” was her only reply.

The intercom erupted in new coordination between Garcia and her specialists. Eternal minutes later, Colding’s display flickered back to life.

“Oh, crap,” Alves interjected, staring at his screen. “Where did that come from?”

“I see it,” Colding responded, her eyes moving methodically between her instruments and the rain-shrouded forward view. The radar display indicated a wall of wind in front of them rising vertically.

She issued a warning over the intercom. “Buckle up, everyone. We’re headed into a roll-vortex. There’s no way around or over it. Our only path is through. This will not be pleasant.”

Colding angled the plane to face the vortex nose on to avoid getting slewed or rolled when the tornadic winds hit. She climbed as steeply as she dared, but there was no way to clear it in time. With any luck, she could use the updraft to slingshot over it, straight into the storm’s eye.

When the plane slammed into the vortex, the wings vibrated uncontrollably. It took all of her and Alves’s combined effort to keep the plane from entering a spin. Something on the exterior audibly snapped.

“Commander, we’ve lost contact with ATC,” Garcia informed her. “Radio is offline. Attempting repairs. Lack of signal strength indicates possible antenna damage.”

A moment later, that was the least of their problems. Rain mixed with the seawater the roll-vortex had dredged up from the ocean. The forward view entered whiteout conditions. Colding and Alves flew by instruments alone. Salt rime encrusted at the edges of the windshield where the water ice had receded.

Within moments the plane began to buck and stutter. The background noise of the engines changed tempo from a consistent yet comforting whine to the chatter of a poorly-tuned car engine. They shed altitude as the decreasing updraft no longer overcame the effect of gravity on the multi-ton airframe.

“Garcia,” Colding called back over the intercom, “we’re losing power.”

“The mixture’s all wrong,” her flight engineer replied. “Number two, number three, and number four engines are running too rich. I tried overriding the choke. No effect. The intakes might be clogged. I can cut back fuel to get the mixture right but we’ll lose even more power.”

“Do what you have to,” Colding responded. “Just keep these engines lit. I need everything you can give me when we hit the downdraft on the other side.”

“I’ll do what I can,” Garcia said, sounding haggard. “No promises.”

Colding knew that meant it was bad. She felt the drag increase as the winds shifted from beneath to behind them. The engines developed a full stammer. Each of the four blanked off and on before firing back to life. The wind’s buffeting increased.

“Alves, coordinate with Strand and Zuma,” Colding instructed her copilot with a calmness she didn’t feel. “See if you can find a way through this. We need a seam to flush the intakes with rainwater. Friedel, Redmond, search for a contingency landing strip within the eye.”

The plane lurched as she lost a quarter of her remaining power. What little lift they had went missing.

“Number two engine offline,” Garcia informed her. “Attempting restart... No joy.”

“Keep trying,” Colding ordered, knowing it was redundant. She adjusted the plane’s trim to compensate for the missing engine. In ideal conditions, they could stay aloft with just one. Their current situation was far from that.

The plane rocked again as they suffered another drop in power, this time by a third.

“Number three engine offline,” Garcia stated flatly. “Attempting restart… No joy.”

Now they began a steady yet controlled descent, a combination of loss of power and the roll-vortex turning downward. They hadn’t climbed nearly far enough. The salt rime continued its creeping incrustation from the edges of the windshield. Colding angled the plane to attack the wind and create as much lift as possible. Their decent barely slowed. At this rate they’d emerge just a few hundred feet off the deck. That didn’t leave much margin.

That changed when Colding’s stomach climbed into her throat. This time their power dropped by half. If it happened again, all she’d have was glide.

“Number four engine offline,” Garcia intoned before continuing her mantra. “Attempting restart… No joy.”

Please, please, please, just let us keep the last one, Colding thought.

The number one engine sputtered and coughed, seemingly oblivious to her prayers. Their descent continued precipitously. Colding glanced at her altimeter. Unless they emerged from the vortex soon, they’d either find themselves skimming the waves or clipping them if they were higher than thirty feet.

“Strand, Zuma, where are we?” she asked as levelly as she could.

Zuma broke into the intercom. “Commander, forward radar indicates a potential crease fifteen degrees starboard.”

Colding didn’t even glance at her radar or request confirmation from Alves. She banked the aircraft as much as she dared, shedding even more altitude she couldn’t really afford. But if they didn’t emerge quickly, their scant margin would no longer matter.

The number one engine blanked into silence then spontaneously jump-started back to life.

Come on, Piggy. Stay up just a couple minutes more.

And just like that, their descent ceased. The sudden press beneath Colding's seat felt as if they’d bobbed up like a cork, even though her instruments told her they were barely maintaining altitude. They immediately leveled off.

The un-encrusted circle of the windshield cleared from sheeting rain to a halo of stark blue sky. Along the entire horizon, another black wall of clouds loomed before them, as if they’d somehow emerged like a drone skimming the flooded field of Raymond James stadium. Spray from the wavetops not twenty feet below brushed against the wings.

Colding tried to get as much lift as she could from their lone rattling engine. As if to register a dissent, it idled for a cycle at a time. Slowly, excruciatingly they rose beyond the reach of the spray.

“Friedel, Redmond, tell me you have something,” she called into her mike.

“Nothing yet, commander,” her navigator answered. “We’re still syncing up exactly where we are. No IATAs within our forward cone.”

“Ok, people, man your windows” Colding called out to the entire crew. “Visual flight rules from this point forward. I’ll get us as much altitude as I can. If you see anywhere viable for landing, sing out. Even a straight shot of highway will do if it’s clear. I’d rather not put us into the water. It’s a long swim home.”

Garcia broke back in. “Number one engine is running too rich, commander. Leaning the mixture.”

“Is that absolutely necessarily?” Colding asked, though she already knew the answer. Garcia was working a minor miracle just to keep them in the air. But any less power and they’d only be able to maintain their current altitude.

“It’s that or risk stalling. Without an intake flush, I’m not sure how long I can keep it running.”

“Do what you have to, Garcia,” Colding responded. “Just keep us aloft.”

“Attempting restart on the other three engines in regular rotation. No go, not even a tickle. Don’t count on them until we set down.”

Alves interjected to the rest of the crew. “You heard our Flight Engineer, everyone. Let’s help her out. Eyes sharp. Find us a temporary home.”

Then to Colding directly, covering his mike with a hand, he said, “You ok? You look like you could use a break.”

Colding smiled wanly. She very much could. But if they had to ditch, she wanted it on her record, not his. Not that they’d likely survive long enough to file a report. “Thanks, I’m good. Just double-check me on the instruments.”

They circled within the storm’s eye searching for any strip of sanctuary where they might land, regroup and, with any luck, return to the air. Former islets that now were mere shoals zipped beneath them, showing up as muddied aqua against a deeper, turbid grey-green-blue. Reefs of roofless cinderblock disrupted the surf just offshore of the larger islands. Colding spotted several bright yellow parachutes submerged in the inundation zone. Debris and detritus littered the roads and spaces between half-covered buildings that looked more like medieval ruins than a contemporary civilization. She wondered if Strand and his kind were right, that no one on the islands could have survived.

Then movement caught her eye. From behind empty eye socket windows half covered by shattered plywood, from beneath the remains of roofs stripped bare of tiles and shingles, from between the fissures in partially collapsed cinderblock, dark faces cautiously peered up, following the sound of her lone stuttering engine against the high whine of distant winds. Men and women, young to old, some sheltering toddlers and children, others supporting grey-haired pensioners. All shaded their eyes with a hand, tracking the plane across the sky. Probably thinking she was the first of their long-awaited rescue, when in fact she and her crew would be lucky not to share their fate.

But she spotted no waving hands, no celebrations, just stone-cold, hollow eyes bordering on exhaustion, emaciated with hunger and disbelief. Most receded back into the shadowed spaces quickly. One man, beyond shock or awe, shook a fist at them, in anger or defiance she couldn’t say.

“Not much of a welcoming committee,” Alves observed.

She nodded ruefully. “At least we can confirm they’re alive.”

A silence stretched between them, neither wanting to share or acknowledge their private thought: For how long?

“Commander, I think we’ve got something,” Friedel interrupted over the intercom. “Four o’clock, on the high ground on the far end of that medium island. Might be private airstrip. Not on the charts, anyway. Can’t quite tell, but it looks clear.”

Colding circled back for a closer inspection. At first, she didn’t see it. Then she spotted the flat, straight, unnatural cut flanked by trees and brush, all surreally green instead of expected dun and grey.

“Is that sand?” she asked no one in particular. She couldn’t set down on dirt. Even packed, the Orion’s wheels would punch right through. They had better odds of surviving with a water landing, though that would be mission terminal.

“Looks like just some blow in,” Redmond said. “I see asphalt.”

“Concur,” Alves said. “Sand around the edges but the center looks solid.”

Colding didn’t have time for another pass, not while trying to keep the plane in the air. She’d have to rely on everyone else’s eyes, as much as that violated every rule of piloting. “What else do you see, Alves?”

“It’s short,” he said, peering intently out the side window. “I don’t see any debris. We can set her down but getting her back up might be a trick.”

The number one engine stuttered and blanked one more time before coughing back to life.

“Ok,” Colding said, “unless anyone sees a better option, we’ll set down here. We’ll figure out takeoff after landing.”

Even that depended on having more than one engine. Two was the minimum for takeoff under ideal conditions. On a short strip, all four was their only realistic option.

“Someone give me a wind report. Are we better off landing one way or another?” Hopefully there wasn’t a crosswind. There was no tower, no windsock. The trees, eerily leaved out in bright green spring foliage, weren’t enough to get a visual read. Ripples through the dune grass along the island’s shore seemed to swirl first in one direction then another.

Strand answered, “Winds are light and variable, consistent with interior eye conditions. Should be clear either way.”

“Good enough,” Colding said. She lined up with the runway by the shortest route possible. She stole another glance down on the way by. At one end of the island, she spotted a large house with numerous outbuildings, all worse for wear, and the pilings of a dock. Alves wasn’t kidding the inland field was short. Close to their minimum. She’d have to touchdown almost where the warning track should be just to make sure they didn’t overshoot.

She and Alves ran their normal checklist, abbreviated by the absence of air traffic control. She had no idea how bush pilots, smugglers and drug runners did this on a daily basis. This was well outside her comfort zone for all her other skills. But necessity was a mother, or so her own mother used to say.

Colding lined up the plane with the cut and came in as low to the trees and scrub as she dared. As much as it went against all her instincts, she dropped the moment she confirmed pavement beneath her. As the last few feet of air fell away, she mouthed a silent prayer.

The wheels touched down harder than expected from a sudden downdraft, then bounced back up. When the plane dropped again, the starboard wing wheel caught sand and stuck while the port wheel bounced again, leaving the wing exposed. A crosswind through a break in the trees grabbed and lifted it, dipping the starboard wing tip dangerously low. A moment of light equilibrium told Colding the plane was poised to flip. She immediately steered to port with all the power her lone engine would give her, dropping that wing again, hard. This time the wheel stuck. Only now, they were headed straight for the surrounding scrub. She slewed the controls back immediately to realign them with the runway.

Because she’d gunned the engine to get the plane back on course, the end of the runway was racing up on them faster than she’d anticipated. Colding applied all the aerobraking the flaps would give her. She then calmly killed the remaining engine, hoping the prop drag would slow them down enough. It wasn’t like touch and go had been an option from the onset.

Slowly, painfully, they rolled to a stop, gravity and friction doing the rest of the work. The Orion came to rest a couple dozen feet from the end of the runway, a Hunter no more.

An eerie silence descended through the cabin as their situation settled in. If they didn’t find a way to get airborne again, they would be stuck here for the duration. Wherever here was. But Colding knew that here might not exist soon if certain policymakers won their argument.

Now that the plane had stopped moving, she was exhausted. Alves noticed and took over, like a good second should. First, he popped in a fresh stick of gum.

“Ok, listen up,” he called over the intercom. “We’ve got a lot to do to get back in the air. First, we run through our post-landing checklists as normal. I want reports on any and all damage and systems malfunctions. Second, Garcia, you and your crew break into the survival kit. Take the water packets and see if you can flush the engine intakes. If it’s just salt, we should be able to refire them and get back in the air. That’s our top priority. Friedel, see if you can nail down our exact position and reestablish comms with base. Let’s get on it, people. We don’t want to be here come sunset.”

“No one is to stray too far from the plane,” Colding added, trying to keep the weariness from her voice. “Strand, you and Zuma help Redmond inventory our survival supplies. Everything, including personal effects. Then identify any equipment that isn’t flight critical that we can easily remove. We’ll need to shed weight to make this runway work. Alves and I will assess the strip after we inspect the exterior of the plane.”

“I recommend we establish a security perimeter,” Strand stated flatly, his input unrequested. His tone made it sound like an order, which Colding didn’t appreciate. “Someone must have seen us land.”

She conceded the second point but not the first. “Zuma will establish a lookout and alert us if anyone approaches. But remember, we’re here to help the locals. They are not the enemy.”

“With all due respect, ma’am,” Strand drawled, “I think you underestimate the power of desperation. The indigenes won’t see us as help. They’ll see us as a source of supplies they need to survive. We need to defend our position.”

“We have neither the time nor resources to pursue your recommended course of action, which in my estimation is counterproductive.” Colding hated how much mil-speak she’d picked up already just from the daily briefings. But she had to speak a language she knew he would understand. “This isn’t a military flight, Strand. There’s no rifle in the survival kit. There’s probably not even bear-spray, just a knife. Our best defense right now is to get back into the air ASAP. That is our primary objective.”

“If we’re stuck here,” Strand responded with more arrogance than sense, “we’ll need to adjust those priorities.”

“Noted,” Colding replied icily. “Until then, you have your orders, Captain. See to them.”

“Aye, aye,” he replied with the barest edge of contempt.

Colding knew that if she didn’t keep him busy, Strand would find a way to cause trouble. She suspected he might anyway when they got home. As the plane’s commander, failure fell on her, regardless of circumstances. Hers was only the second Hurricane Hunter to go down on a mission in the Atlantic Basin. The first was more than six decades earlier, a Navy P-2 with no survivors. The Air Force had lost three planes to typhoons in the Pacific. NOAA none at all. She’d be damned if her plane and crew would add to those statistics.

Within moments, she was too busy to think about it more. Routine and training were their keys to survival right now. She and Alves ticked through their post-landing checklist. Soon, station reports came trickling in.

They were lucky. There was no damage to avionics or flight critical systems. Mostly just cosmetic dings and scratches from equipment breaking loose. The stabilizing cable between the fuselage and the tail had shorn clean away, thankfully without taking either anchor point with it. If it had whipped loose, they’d have been a brief oil slick in the Atlantic.

They weren’t as fortunate with comms. Their radar glitch had migrated to their software-defined radio, which was currently offline. It looked like their nosecone had taken a direct lightning hit that had scorched the diverter strips. There might be antenna damage, but without a full teardown, there was no way to know. At a minimum, indirect lightning effects had injected a gremlin into the electronics. Their transponder was still working, but they were beyond line of sight to any monitoring station.

Which meant they’d simply dropped off the air traffic control screens. Out of communication and presumed lost. Would base even send Search and Rescue? Unlikely, given they’d disappeared in the eyewall. By now, the C-130s would be returning to MacDill, awaiting a new guide plane tomorrow. If there was another mission. Perceived loss of life could be the excuse the hardliners needed to convince the Administration to implement their plan. That created a new sense of urgency.

What little luck they had held when Garcia and her crew flushed the intakes. All four engines refired. The controls showed no lingering ill effects. That meant they were minimally flightworthy. The hard part would be finding a way to get the plane back into the air. Realistically, they needed a full maintenance overhaul. In the past month, they’d seen more than an average season’s worth of flight hours on the airframe. And that was on top of an already record season before Alpha arose. But that wasn’t likely to happen any time soon.

Before she and Alves walked the strip, Colding set the crew on the task of removing every ounce of unnecessary weight from the plane, everything Redmond and Strand had identified. Personal gear, the dropsondes, any and all loose equipment, the smaller of the modular, rack-mounted electronics they could maneuver without a lift, even the survival kit. If they had to ditch into the thirty-foot seas, the life raft wouldn’t make much difference. The bill on the materiel they were leaving behind would be enormous. Colding didn’t care. Lives mattered more.

The biggest reserve of weight they had was fuel. They were already down a quarter of their capacity, which lightened their weight profile by a few thousand pounds. In theory, she could dump half the remainder and still have enough reserves to get back to the mainland. The problem was that with no depot, there was only one way to get rid of any remaining excess: burn it before takeoff. That was impractical. Once they were airborne, they could dump fuel over the ocean but by then it wouldn’t matter. A catch-22.

Outside, the air was warm and dry. The sky overhead was clear. The sun felt good on Colding’s face. She hadn’t seen clear skies in weeks, except intermittently before Alpha’s cloud cover had fully settled in. There was very little wind, just a constant breeze. After so long, the lack of wind was eerie. Just a whine from the distance like a gust that never quite arrived. Except for the looming charcoal clouds on all horizons, she could almost forget where they were.

Almost. The scrub and low trees lining the runway were a stark reminder they weren’t where they were supposed to be. Like they’d dropped onto a deserted tropical isle, or been transported through a rift to some hidden world like on a slow Saturday matinee movie she remembered as a kid. The constant susurration through the new, bright green leaves reminded her of whispered conversations in her college dorm, the late-night ones she couldn’t quite make out the words to but which kept her mind half-awake desperately trying to understand.

She focused on the task in front of her. The runway looked sound. Someone had spent a lot of money on it, cutting back the scrub, levelling the karst, pouring the tarmac, with all the equipment shipped in from elsewhere. But she supposed that was a minor expense compared to the cost of a private island or the private jet its owners needed to access it, when they didn’t use a yacht.

“What do you think, Alves,” Colding asked as they neared the end of it, “maybe two thousand feet?”

He critically examined the lay of the airstrip, looking first back toward the plane, then to the trees nearby. “Twenty-two hundred, best.”

“So, twelve hundred short if we’re fully loaded.” She kicked a small, dead-leafed branch at her feet. There was surprisingly little debris given the surrounding scrub looked to have been stripped nearly bare when Alpha had settled into position. Five weeks later, it had all leafed back out. Most of the detritus had blown off to the clear, grassy space lining runway.

Colding looked at the scrub on the end farthest from the plane. “How high would you say those trees are?”

Alves eyed them a moment. “Twenty-five to thirty maybe.”

Colding gazed back at the plane, doing calculations in her head. If she backed the Orion to the very edge, set the brake, then fully throttled the engines…. It all depended on how much weight they lost.

“Hello,” Alves interjected as much in surprise as to get Colding’s attention. “We’ve got company, Yeti.”

She turned to him then followed his eyes to the tree line. A face watched them from inside the shadows of the underbrush maybe twenty yards away. She caught the glint of metal lower, somewhere near its owner’s body. He, she decided.

“Hey there.” Colding called to him using her command voice, a clear calm the carried without making it sound like an order but not quite a request. “Why don’t you come out.”

He faded back as she stared but didn’t quite disappear. Like a cat torn between caution and curiosity.

“We’re here to help,” she added reassuringly.

He paused. He didn’t move for a moment, then seemed to make a decision. He stepped into the light without hesitation. A hand tried to grab his arm and missed, then pulled back into the shadows.

He was tall, an inch or two over six feet, with a once lean, athletic build that now looked gaunt in ill-fitting work clothes, faintly stained. His own, no doubt. Still, he stood straight, perhaps defiant, a machete trailing easily from his right hand.

“We’re not going to hurt anyone,” Colding said, hoping he felt the same. Alves just stood beside her, watching intently, chewing his gum.

The man used the machete to point down the runway. “That your plane?”

“Yeah,” she answered. “We’re from the States.”

“I thought you were drug runners,” he replied evenly, with a slight Caribbean lilt.

Colding tried to keep the surprise from her face, but doubted she succeeded. A non sequitur she hadn’t expected.

“You’ve heard of the Hurricane Hunters?” she asked. He nodded slowly. “That’s us.”

“It’s not safe for you here,” he said.

“We weren’t planning on staying,” Alves replied dryly.

“They will have spotted your plane and come looking,” the man continued.

“The drug runners?” Colding asked.

He nodded again. “They use the field sometimes at night when the owner isn’t here. It’s best we turn a blind eye. They’ve raided the main house a few times for supplies but otherwise have left us alone.”

“Us?” Colding probed. “How many of you are there?”

The man hesitated, realizing he’d given away more than he’d intended. He shrugged and shook his head, still intently watching her. “My wife and I are caretakers.”

“And it’s safe for you when these drug runners come?” Colding tried to map out their situation in her mind.

“We hide in the brush until they leave. They know we’re here but so far haven’t searched.”

“Just you two?” Colding gauged his weight and started calculating again.

He hesitated before answering. “Us and the children. A boy and an infant girl.”

Oh, sweet Jesus. How had they survived. Colding couldn’t imagine.

“And they’re with you.” She left it between a question and a statement, nodding toward the brush.

He stared at her opaquely, then turned over his shoulder and called a name, his eyes still never leaving hers. “Cynthia.”

A woman stepped from the shadows, a baby perched on a hip in the crock of one arm, her other hand clutching her young son’s. All their clothes were smudged but not dirty, their faces clean. The boy, maybe four, looked equally hollow and haggard as the adults. His mother’s eyes smoldered at her husband. “Ian Beneby, what have you done? Bad enough those thugs steal our children’s food.”

Colding smiled reassuringly. “It’s ok, ma’am. We’re here to help.”

“Can you lift this scourge of God?” Cynthia snapped, nodding toward the horizon.

“No, but maybe I can help you escape it,” Colding replied. Suddenly she had the attention of all three adults, including Alves. “I’m Brigid, by the way. This is Thomas. And who are these two little ones?”

Ian Beneby rested the dull side of the machete against his shoulder. “Troy and Arianna,” he said, not disguising a hint of pride.

“Don’t try your charm offensive on me, Miss Pilot,” his wife interrupted before Ian could say more, eyeing Colding critically. “My husband may be swayed by a pretty lady in a uniform, but I, for one, am not.”

Colding faced her. “Your husband told me it’s not safe here, Mrs. Beneby. He couldn’t be more right. We need to evacuate you.”

Ian now stared at her slack jawed. Alves stopped chewing his gum. Cynthia started to laugh.

“Your plane just dropped out of the sky like a heron shot by a fisherman.”

Colding nodded. The other woman had a point. But she had to convince them. If the hardliners won, they would never survive.

“We had some engine trouble but that’s all been fixed. You probably heard us test them a few minutes ago. Thomas and I are checking the runway while the rest of my crew is lightening our load.”

“And why would they do that if your engines are working perfectly?” Cynthia asked pointedly.

Colding paused, considering how best to explain it.

“See those trees at the end of the runway?” she pointed. “We just need to make sure we get high enough over them. Once we do, the rest of the flight shouldn’t be a problem.”

“Don’t talk down to me, Miss Pilot. I’ve been to university. You will be flying through a category 6 tropical cyclone the likes of which this world has never seen. And you are saying this runway is too short for your plane.”

Cynthia Beneby was sharp, Colding would give her that. She tried honesty instead. “About a thousand feet too short. If we get our weight down far enough, I should able to clear those trees. The flight home shouldn’t be a problem. We’ve flown through this storm once every three days for the past five weeks. This is the first trouble we’ve experienced.”

“And why would I trust my babies’ lives to shoulds and shouldn’ts?” Cynthia shot back.

Colding eyed her, appraising. In for a penny, in for a pound. “Because in a few days, it is likely there will be no more supply drops coming to the islands. People are saying no one on the islands could have survived, and that continuing to drop supplies would just be a waste of resources needed on the mainland.”

“The only people who receive your crates and boxes, the ones that don’t sink into the ocean, are thieves and drug runners. They are best armed and organized. They always have been because they are connected to our government. Your government has tolerated their corruption for far too long because it suits them, Miss Pilot. They know it exists and yet refuse to grant people like us asylum to escape it.”

Colding nodded gravely. “The Administration and the public need to see they’re wrong. They need to hear your story. If you come back with us, everyone will listen to what you and your husband have to say.”

“What my fool of a husband does is up to him,” Cynthia snapped, but her expression said she was considering. A decision Colding wouldn’t want on her shoulders.

“Like you said,” Colding continued, this time going from honest to blunt, “those thugs will come back to investigate the plane. What are the chances that this time they don’t search for you to find out what you know, or whether we gave you supplies? How much longer can you make it out here alone? How much food do you have for the children? We all need to leave soon or none of us will be safe.”

Cynthia Beneby chewed her lip, looking first at her young son, then at her infant daughter, obviously weighing what Colding had said. “It sounds so risky.”

“Yes, it’s a risk,” Colding admitted, “but no more than ones Thomas and I take every day. It’s our job to calculate them. We don’t take them unnecessarily. NOAA has never lost a Hurricane Hunter. Mine won’t be the first.”

Alves seemed to sense Cynthia Beneby needed one final nudge. Something Colding said must have convinced him, too. “Ma’am, I’ve flown with a lot of pilots over the years. Commander Colding is the best. I grew up in San Juan. Trust me, you’re safer on her plane in this storm than in any car in the Caribbean.”

Both Ian and Cynthia laughed at that, the tension broken. Everyone knew that driving on the islands was like entering a demolition derby staffed with unlicensed New York cabbies.

Now Cynthia looked uncertainly at her husband who nodded encouragingly. She turned back to Colding, hitching her infant a little higher onto her hip. ‘Ok, Miss Pilot. Show me this plane.”

Colding smiled as she turned away. Maybe some good could come out of this mission after all.

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As they approached the grounded Orion, Colding saw piles of equipment stacked in the grass just off the runway. The crew had made good progress. She just hoped it was enough. No one was in sight which struck her as odd. Then she spotted Zuma lurking within the stacks of discarded electronics. When Colding raised a hand to wave, Zuma put her fingers to her mouth and emitted a long, sharp whistle.

Strand emerged from the hatchway into the plane, striding down the folding ladder. When he reached the ground, he brought up the pistol in his right hand, pointing it at Ian Beneby. Where the hell had he gotten that? He must have smuggled it back onboard in Zuma’s flight bag.

“Drop the machete,” Strand ordered in his Texas twang, sighting down the barrel at Ian’s chest.

Slowly, carefully, Ian laid the machete on the ground. It didn’t appear this was the first time he’d had a gun pointed at him.  Cynthia turned to shield little Arianna with her body, pushing Troy behind her. Ian deliberately sidestepped to position his body in front of hers.

“Strand, lower your weapon,” Colding ordered. “The Benebys are with me. They’re coming with us.”

“I’m afraid that’s not possible,” Strand replied, his eyes never leaving Ian. He crouched slightly, moving cautiously forward, stabilizing his grip on the pistol with his left hand.

Colding straightened and turned on her full command voice. “I said drop your weapon, Captain. That’s an order.”

“With all due respect, Commander, I am no longer in your chain of command.” Strand kicked the machete to one side with a foot. “This is an Air Force mission and I am the senior Air Force officer on the ground.”

The rest of the crew crowded into the hatchway of the plane, watching the situation play out. Colding wondered exactly what had transpired while she and Alves had been away. She stepped toward Strand, reaching out a hand for the pistol. He swung the barrel to her. She froze.

“Be careful who you point that at, Strand,” she observed coolly. “It’s a long walk home.”

“You aren’t the only one who can fly this plane, Colding,” he replied, his eyes darted toward Alves.

“If you think I’ll fly for you,” Alves retorted, “you’ve lost more of your mind than I thought you ever had.”

Strand smiled slowly. “I can fly this plane if I have to.”

“Don’t make me laugh,” Alves shot back. “Under ideal circumstances your limited training might suffice. With an experienced crew, which I doubt you’ll have behind you. But you’re pointing a gun at the only pilot I know who can clear the trees at the end of a very short runway. How you’ll explain that when you get back is beyond me.”

“Security risk,” Strand stated tersely, eyeing Colding. “We’re too tight on weight as it is.”

“I’ve already run the calculations, Strand,” Colding explained calmly “These four people aren’t the difference between getting airborne and not. The only obstacle right now is you.”

“You told them what’s coming, didn’t you?” Strand’s aim didn’t waver. “You’re endangering the mission.”

“In case you’ve forgotten, Captain,” she responded, remind him she still outranked him, “these people are the mission.”

“Not for long,” he replied with certainty. “In two days, we start taking care of our own like we should have from the beginning. We’ll do what you and your bleeding-heart scientists have been unwilling to do from the beginning; we’ll solve the problem of Hurricane Alpha. Permanently.”

“What the hell are you talking about?” Alves demanded. “Solve it how?”

When Strand met him with stony silence, he looked to Colding for an answer.

“If I read the situation right,” she said slowly but loudly enough for the crew in the doorway to hear, “the Air Force wants to drop two twenty-megaton bombs into the eye of this storm to try to disperse it, in accordance with Jack Reed’s 1959 Plowshare Program plan. They want to militarize NOAA so our Orions can fly recon for the bombers, as well as to silence our dissent.”

“That’s crazy,” Alves exclaimed. “If they were going to do that, why wait five weeks?”

Colding didn’t face her copilot, just kept watching Strand for his reaction as she unveiled a theory based on what she’d read. “They probably needed time to recondition a couple weapons from the stockpiles. We don’t have anything that big right now.”

Her revelation was met by stunned silence that simmered toward outrage as a smug smile played at the corners of Strand’s mouth. She was right.

A new sound caught Colding’s attention, a steady, high-pitched whine that rose above the distant wind. Outboards. Approaching at full throttle. Strand cocked his head.

“You hear that, Strand?” Colding said. “That’s decision time approaching. Those are drug runners coming to check out our plane and turn over the island for supplies. And I guarantee they will be better armed than you.”

“How do you know that?” he asked skeptically, narrowing his eyes.

“Because I talk to people rather than pointing guns at them. Now you have a choice, Captain,” she used his rank honorarily at this point, knowing he wouldn’t keep it long if they returned. “You either let us do our jobs, or you can reenact the Alamo as a one-man play. Me and my crew are the only ones who can get this plane off the ground before those men get here. You’re running out of time.”

Strand hesitated a moment, then seemed to relax slightly as if he’d made a decision. When he started to swing the pistol back toward the Benebys, Colding moved and Alves with her. Colding stepped inside Strand’s guard, clamping her arm over his while Alves grabbed for the gun. Strand was strong, strong enough to move her body with his arm. Two shots rang out. Behind her, someone shrieked.

Colding brought up a knee as hard as she could but missed her target, connecting only with Strand’s thigh. She quickly brought down the heel of her boot on the top his foot. That earned her a blow to the head from his left hand, one that left her ear ringing. She lost her balance but desperately clung to her hold on his arm, sending both of them tumbling over sideways. She pinned her body onto Strand’s elbow hoping to give Alves an opportunity. Her copilot stomped Strand’s hand with his flight boot. She heard the snap of dry kindling. A moment later, Strand slumped in defeat as Alves came up with the pistol and pointed it at him.

Colding turned toward the Benebys, expecting the worst. Both adults stared at the scene before them in horror, but otherwise looked unharmed. Troy burrowed into his mother’s legs, while Arianna let out howl of fear as loud as a warning siren that drowned out the approaching boats.

As she clambered back to her feet, Colding stared down at Strand. “I should leave your two-hundred pounds of deadweight here. But that’s not what we do.”

She turned to crew in the door of the plane. “Redmond, zip-tie his mutinous ass and throw him in back. Everyone else, prepare for takeoff. I want this plane turned around and wheels up in fifteen, if not sooner. Move with a purpose, people.”

Colding was surprised it took no convincing to get the Benebys to board the plane after the violence on the tarmac. Ian Beneby summed it up as he paused on the fold-down ladder in the doorway, staring at the bright yellow arrow marked “rescue” pointing directly at him. Distractedly, Colding thought they’d need to add a new flag to the collection trailing down the fuselage behind it once they got home.

“I will never forget what you have done here for me and my family,” he said, turning to face her.

Cynthia Beneby added, “WE will never forget, Miss Pilot. You will have saved us twice.”

Colding smiled back at them professionally. “We’re not out of here yet.”

Just then, the whine of motorboats ceased. Ian said it would take the men ten minutes to hike through the brush to the landing strip. Less if they hurried.

They strapped the Benebys into spare seats, one of which was Strand’s. Cynthia held her infant daughter on her lap. Not ideal but there was no other choice. Redmond strapped Strand into a seat as far away as he could.

“We’ll have to roll through the checklist hot, “Colding informed the crew. “Cut out everything nonessential. Critical systems and safety only.”

As soon as she and Alves buckled into the cockpit, Colding fired up the engines and conducted a three point turn on the pad at the end of the runway. Zuma, who had the good sense to look stricken at what Strand had done, claiming she hadn’t known what he’d intended, relayed instructions and their position from the ground to Redmond in the doorway who then shouted them forward to Garcia and the cockpit.

Colding backed the Orion’s wheels to within a foot of the ragged edge of the tarmac. The tail section overhung the grassy clearing between the strip and the edge of the brush. With the added weight of their four new passengers, they’d need every extra inch. Once they were positioned, Zuma climbed back aboard. Redmond pulled up the ladder and sealed the hatch behind her.

“Door secure. Passengers and crew strapped in,” he relayed over the intercom.

Passengers. That was a word Colding wasn’t used to hearing.

She engaged the brake and set the flaps for maximum lift. She and Alves ran through an abbreviated checklist, double checking that they hadn’t overlooked anything critical. There would be no time for recovery if something went wrong.

After confirming each station was secure and ready, Colding throttled the engines to just below their redline maximum. Once the props were fully up to speed, she released the brake.

The heavy plane not so much jumped as surged forward, gaining speed as they steadily rolled down the runway. Alves called out the estimated remaining distance.

“Seventeen hundred feet.”

They were moving slower than Colding had anticipated. They hadn’t shed enough weight.

“Twelve hundred feet.”

Colding expected to feel a lightness to the plane but it still remained solidly connected to the tarmac, despite their groundspeed being near what it would have been at almost double that distance on a routine takeoff.

“We’re not going to make it, Yeti.” Alves covered his mike and shouted directly at her so the rest of the crew wouldn’t hear. “Now or never to abort.”

Colding nudged the throttle a fraction farther forward. “When pigs fly.”

“Seven hundred feet,” he continued his countdown.

Colding finally felt the lightness she’d expected. Garcia informed her all four engines were now flickering into red. Come on, girl, you can do this.

“Five hundred feet.” Alves’s voice betrayed his concern.

Just then, a group of men emerged from the brush in front of them, near where she and Alves had first encountered the Benebys. In the center of the runway, they brandished assault rifles, waving the plane to stop.

Too late for that, gentlemen. Colding wound up the engines with all the remaining throttle she had. The men dove to the ground, scrambling out of her way.

“Three hundred feet.” Alves voice rose, intoning a warning. They were running out of space and time. The wall of trees rushed toward them second by second. Second by second, the wheels bounced a little higher.

Zuma broke into the intercom with a VFR report. “Commander, we’re taking fire from our six. I think our friends back there are unhappy they missed their flight.”

“They’ll just have to be content with the luggage we left at the gate,” Redmond quipped back lightly.

Colding didn’t laugh, just kept focused on threading the needle with her plane. If their bullets hit anything vital, theirs would be a tragically short flight.

“Two hundred feet,” Alves called out, his voice tightening further.

Colding felt the wheels part from the ground one last time. She immediately pulled back on the yoke.

“Retrack landing gear,” she ordered as calm as if she were noting an interesting weather phenomenon. The mechanism whirred and thunked as it locked the wheels back into the plane.

When they reached the trees at the end of the grassy warning strip, Colding could almost feel the new, green leaves tickle the bottom of fuselage.

Once she was certain the plane had enough air beneath it, she waggled the wings as a final taunt to the men behind her, then banked to gain as much altitude as possible within the calm at the center of the storm before confronting the looming gray eyewall before them.

“Cinch up those straps, people,” she announced over the intercom. “We’re headed home.”

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Three days later, Colding and Alves stood in the sheltered doorway behind the hanger, watching through the sheeting rain as the wind and waves continued to undermine the O-Club at the base. Parts of its foundation now hung over open air. The road just north of it was gone. The main runway would be next. They’d have to abandon the air base soon.

She was still in her dark blue uniform although, technically, she was no longer employed by NOAA. None of the airwing was now, only the research fleet. But the Director had insisted she wear it, she suspected for a photo-op when they landed. It had taken three days to spring the Gulfstream, which wouldn’t be officially turned over to the Air Force until after it gave her a lift home. Most of that time, Colding had spent in debriefing, explaining up through the chain of command exactly what had transpired on the mission, where the bullet holes in her plane had come from, who had ordered  a crew member restrained for the return flight, why she’d made an emergency landing at the international airport just a few miles to the south and inland of the base, and how the press and an immigration judge just happened to be on-hand.

That and filling out all the additional paperwork confirming her early retirement.

“Did you see the Benebys on the news last night?” Alves brought her back to the moment. “Cynthia gave as good as she got. I’ve never seen O’Really at a loss for words.”

Colding smiled. Cynthia Beneby would make the perfect advocate for her islands. All talk of nukes had gone silent overnight. Not that all they would have done was create a radioactive storm that would have further devastated the Florida coast. The Administration would have known that if they’d listened to their own scientists.

“I couldn’t get past the talk of a Presidential pardon for how ‘unfairly’ we treated Strand,” Colding replied.

Alves snorted.

She turned back to face him, trying to picture him in his new uniform. It would be odd not to see him in her same dark blue. She wasn’t sure Air Force green fit him. “It sounds like that man might still have powerful friends, Thomas. You sure you’ll be ok?”

“Not powerful enough,” Alves replied. “Zuma’s been undermining him at every opportunity. She feels pretty sorely used.”

“She should,” Colding agreed, although she wondered how much the other woman had really known.

“The crew all stand by you,” Alves continued. “None of us will ever forget that incredible piece of flying. Hell, we’ll never have to buy drinks in an O-Club again. We can all say we flew with a genuine hero, the only NOAA pilot to be awarded the Distinguished Flying Cross for a takeoff under fire.”

“Don’t believe it until they pin me with a medal,” she admonished him. “They’re more likely to bring me up on charges if they can. Or we’ll be taught as the last NOAA flight from hell. Our names will live in infamy.”

Alves eyes twinkled mischievously. “That nets free drinks, too, Yeti.”

They fell into a comfortable silence, staring out as the next feeder band crashed ashore. Hard to believe that in only six weeks, this had become routine.

“How much longer do you think it will last?” Alves finally asked, seeming to read her mind.

Colding shrugged. “It can’t be much. It’s almost December for Christ’s sake. The Atlantic should be as cold as hell by now.”

“I hear they’ve detected a drop in central pressure that might be more than eyewall replacement. There’s talk it might dissipate in place.”

“Sounds like wishful thinking,” Colding said staring back out. “I believe that about as much as the talk of rescue operations.”

Their conversation lapsed again into silence. Rain pelted the roof overhanging their temporary shelter.

“Why do you think it’s here? “Alves asked idly. Turning to her, he added, “Alpha?”

Colding shrugged then shook her head. “Hubris?”

“I am beginning to think Cynthia Beneby is right,” Alves continued. “It’s a scourge from God. But for whose sins?”

Colding smiled as the answer formed inside her head. The sins of a society that creates men like Strand and then promotes them to the highest ranks of power.

Before she could give it voice, someone pounded on the inside of the metal door behind them. A second later, it cracked open. Friedel stuck his head out. “The Gulfstream’s almost ready. Roll-out in five minutes.”

“That’s your cue, Lt. Alves. Or should I say Captain?” Colding smiled, clapping him on the shoulder. “I’ll be there in a minute.”

When the door behind her shut, she stared back out at Alpha, wondering when it, too, would grow weary of fighting nature and retire like its name.


© 2019 Edward P. Morgan III
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Friday, September 6, 2019

The Cure


I waited for Jane in the new, improvised holding area just beyond the House Appointment Desk in Capitol Visitor Center. She was listed as my escort although, technically, we were both Congressional guests. As the Old Man’s Science Advisor, she could roam the halls of power freely, at least today. Even as the Chairman of his Biophage Task Force with a Top Secret clearance, I was only as trusted as a constituent. Keep to the public spaces, don’t deviate from the tour.

At the security station, the Capitol Police officer had graciously given me the now standard lecture on etiquette. I’d smiled attentively as I’d listened for the seventh time, knowing it was unlikely I’d have time to lean against any walls. The disruption I was likely to cause would be away from public eyes. Any harsh language was unlikely to be mine.

Even though security hadn’t yet limited access, the Visitors Center seemed emptier than the last time I was here. People had already begun to avoid large congregations. It wouldn’t take long before the economic damage alone would force action. But by then, we might have passed the point of no return.

Jane was running late, as usual. She was cutting it close all around. In six months, the simulations said the situation would be truly desperate, more so than it already was. Unless the Administration and Congress agreed to act, more and more people would begin to die. But first, they had to acknowledge that a problem existed. My only goal today was to ensure that happened, one way or another. We still had time to craft a calm, controlled response.

I thought about pulling out my phone to practice my prepared remarks again, until I remembered this presentation wasn’t on it. Not that I’d have my phone in the room anyway. Instead, I ran through bullet points in my head. I wished Gwen were here. She was better at presenting the details without responding to the inevitable, pointless provocations.

“Director Fortune,” I greeted Jane when I saw her head pop behind the temporary screen.

“Fabian,” she answered in an even tone. She waved me to follow her. “Why so formal?”

“Just practicing for the meeting,” I said, rising from a waiting room-style chair which was much more comfortable than in my oncologist’s office. “How many should I expect in there?”

“Seven of us facing twelve of them,” she replied, heading into the Emancipation Hall.

“Jesus, Jane,” I said before I could control my reaction. “I said to keep it small. You saw what happened on the Senate floor last week. We haven’t seen a caning since right before the Civil War.”

She threw up her hands in well-practiced powerlessness but didn’t break stride. “This is as small as we could make it within your limits.”

“I said twenty was the redline maximum.” I shook my head as the shock began to wear off. I thought I’d made it clear that with anything close to that, the meeting could devolve into chaos.

“And you got nineteen,” she responded without pause, her heels click, click, clicking on the polished marble.

“I thought you said it was just going to be you, me and the leadership.” I was not at all prepared for a gathering of this size. There were too many uncontrolled variables for the simulations to keep up. Too many individual agendas. The cone of uncertainty for the outcome was too broad.

“They insisted on the committee Chairs and Ranking Members,” she said. “Plus, the number twos in both chambers. As it is, the House Majority Whip got sidelined, which didn’t sit well with him. The Old Man thought we’d be too outnumbered so he called in reinforcements from the Task Force. Plus Dr. Ferguson, of course. You have no idea how many markers we had to call in just to get this meeting.”

Once a general, always a general, I thought. Instead, I said, “Honestly, I thought you’d given up on us completely.”

She favored me with a well-practiced, perfect smile. “We needed a few other pieces in place before we set this up.”

I wondered what she meant by that. Hopefully nothing that should concern me. Her job was policy, mine was information.

“Besides,” she continued, “I have full confidence in your ability to persuade them.”

That was the only acknowledgement I was likely to get. I tried to shrug it off and adapt to the new reality. Nineteen should be doable if we handled it right. It just wasn’t optimal. But no sense fighting a battle already lost.

I paused when she didn’t turn at the Statue of Freedom toward the staircase up into the Capitol proper. “Where are we going?”

“Change of venue,” she said as she turned down a back hall that I’d never noticed. Or if I had, thought it led to a bathroom. It appeared to be an unmarked entrance to the underground House annex. “We’ve taken over the Intelligence Committee SCIF.”

I had to scramble to catch up. I still had no idea how she moved so fast in a skirt. “Please tell me we at least kept this with the Health committees.”

She smiled over her shoulder at me. “We did manage that.”

At a podium around a corner, a Capitol Police officer checked our badges and waved us toward an elevator door. Jane pressed the call button. The arrival bell dinged immediately. She led the way inside.

She continued as we descended, encased in dark wood and polished brass. “Keller’s been trying to keep traffic out of the main building without drawing attention. The last thing the Old Man wants is another confrontation with reporters. Which is why I came in through the tunnel to the Library of Congress instead of by the street. Hopefully no one noticed you.”

They rarely did unless I was with a more familiar face. “I would have thought she could control access better in the fourth floor SCIF.”

“Probably. Not my call.” Jane ran her hands over her suit and ponytail to make sure everything was in place. She checked her makeup and teeth in the mirrored control panel. “Pick your battles, Fabian.”

That was the point of the memo I’d sent when I asked her to set up this meeting months ago. If it turned into a battle, we’d already lost.

The elevator door slid open. Beyond, we were greeted by a two more guards at another security station. They crosschecked our names against a list, then demanded all our electronics. We both handed over our phones which were locked in separate metal cubbies. They advised us no notes were to be taken in the briefing room, and reminded us we were subject to search on our way out.

“Is everyone inside?” Jane asked one guard as if it was her meeting.

The woman checked her list. “Looks like you’re the last, Director Fortune.”

Jane smiled as if that was the way she’d planned it. Which I had no doubt she had. One of the first rules of power is that you always make someone else wait for you. It reinforces dominance.

And yet, since we weren’t members of Congress, we had to wait while the guard keyed a code to unlock the door and let us in. As the woman swung open the vault-like door with little effort, I did some slow, deliberate combat breathing, silently counting to five between each breath.

Jane winked at me. “You ready?”

Before I could answer, the door was fully open and her professional mask had settled into place.

Jane strode into the room like she owned it. I followed, taking in the room at a glance. A large, spartan conference room with pastel blue walls above pale frame and panel wainscoting with a chair rail, the colors somehow richer than government office institutional. Buttercream and Colonial blue.

The floorspace was dominated by a polished wood conference table, mahogany, capable of seating at least twenty-four. From two flat ends it curved outward at the center on one side and inward on the other, similar to the arc in a public hearing room only more subtle. Printed name-cards assigned seating. In a nod to informality, or impatience, the customary water pitchers and glasses were laid out on a sideboard. Someone didn’t want this meeting to last long.

The Speaker of the House was encamped at one end of the table, the Majority Leader of the Senate at the other, like a rival CEO and chairman in a hostile boardroom. But not in the traditional position of shared authority at the center of the convex side of the table where they could see and control the door. That position of power they left to their committee Chairs and Ranking Members as if Leadership were merely observers in the room. Even then, an empty seat stood between the House and Senate Chairs. Far from a united front. That could be either good or bad.

Leadership was using the committee heads as the point of the spear, content to let them do all the heavy lifting. I was familiar with the tactic. The Chairs would be making the arguments and voicing the objections., even though the real decision lay in Leadership’s hands. A tricky situation, but one I could work with.

The four committee members were the ones I had to make my arguments to, or at least assuage. The House committee Chair and Ranking Member, O’Brien and Reyna respectively, represented the People’s Party and the Public Party mainstream. Which made their concerns predictable. Both had been in the House for multiple terms yet still chose to serve on the Health Subcommittee. O’Brien represented a district on the Pacific coast, Reyna one in a Midwest farm state.

The Senate side was more problematic. Chair Montero led the Public Party libertarian wing, hailing from the Old South. Sen. Wolff was an independent New England progressive. Both were firebrands from the extreme wings of their parties for whom the Health, Education, Labor and Pension Committee was just a podium for their ideology, or their path to a larger stage.

Arrayed in hierarchy between the committee chairs at the center of the table and the poles of power at either end were the remainder of the Congressional Leadership, House to the left, Senate to the right. Midway down the Senate side, the Majority Whip’s cane leaned prominently against the table as a reminder that she was willing to use it, as the Minority Whip’s black eye could attest.

Where the party lines fractured in each chamber’s delegation, there was a subtle extra space between seats which they probably didn’t even know existed. A subconscious indicator that the cooperation between the opposing parties controlling the two chambers remained at a historic low, especially with a true Independent occupying the Oval Office.

Our delegation was arrayed along the concave side of the table. The arrangement was adversarial. The Old Man would have said we occupied a salient into Congressional territory, with the Speaker and Senate Majority Leader positioned to outflank us. They had placed Jane at the center of our contingent. Not a good sign but not unexpected. She had become the face of the Administration where the Biophage was concerned.

Surveying the faces on our side of the table, I saw my only nominal ally was Dr. Ferguson, but his agitation was barely contained. Colonel Jorgenson kept him under a cold, hard eye. The colonel had been the Old Man’s adjutant in the Mideast campaign that had catapulted him to power. But, somehow, he had only risen to head of the Army Bioresearch Division rather than Chief of Staff. There were rumors of an incident during the shadow war in Yemen. Ferguson had worked under Jorgenson before he left Ft. Detrick for private research. The other three Administration department heads looked uncertain yet prepared to follow Jane’s lead.

For the moment, I had no choice but to do the same. After some many months of inactivity, this meeting had come as a surprise. I wasn’t sure where Jane was going with it but I knew time and patience were better initial allies than accidently subverting my own side. At least until I spotted an opportunity to direct this meeting where it needed to go.

I was once again reminded how young this Administration was. No one of our side was over forty. No one of theirs was under fifty-five. Age facing youth across an old-growth forest table with our side as the focus of its lens.

If we wanted them to listen, we would have to change the dynamic. The Congressional delegation currently controlled the room. Maybe if the Old Man were here, he could have forged a consensus by sheer force of will alone. Jane would try but just didn’t have his gravitas.

I’d grown up in a large, argumentative, dysfunctional family. Given the opportunity, I knew how to make this work. Our best approach would be a counter-punching strategy. Let them air their grievances until they exhausted themselves then land a knockout blow that would carry them to our side. That likely meant rolling with some punches and absorbing a lot of damage.

That might be difficult with so many of us facing off against so many of them. The arrangement was too contentious; it put both sides on the defensive. If nerves frayed, consensus would be hard to find. Everyone needed to feel like their concerns were being heard. A viable solution to the Biophage crisis required at least the illusion of cooperation rather than open confrontation. One of several reasons I’d wanted to keep this meeting small.

Once again, I wished Gwen was here. Her aura of calm was impenetrable. Mine always eventually frayed. It always had, even before the Biophage. But mine was also the face the Congressional leaders were most familiar with. That small edge might be important in getting them to listen.

I assumed my assigned place at Jane’s right. The guard shut the heavy door, illuminating the red light above it indicating the room was now secure. As soon as we were sealed inside, Colonel Jorgenson began distributing handouts, reminding everyone they were classified Top Secret and numbered, and would be collected at the end of the briefing.

While everyone waited for the silence to settle and either the leadership or one of the committee chairs to convene us, I glanced at the packet on the table before me. The coversheet was an executive summary of Dr. Ferguson’s research. The remainder appeared to be the Task Force’s preliminary report.

I barely controlled my expression. I hadn’t authorized its release. We hadn’t fully agreed on conclusions, yet. Even some of the verbiage was still in flux.

Before I finished flipping through all the pages of the packet to see what other surprises might be included, Majority Whip Edilson rapped the ball of her burlwood cane against the table, effectively convening us.

“This is your meeting,” she said with a scowl at our side of the table, “Let’s get to it.”

Jane took a moment to recover from that rather unorthodox opening. In a tactic meant to reassert control, she held up a finger to make them wait again and leaned over to me.

“Change of plan,” she whispered in my ear. “I want you to take point. You’re our best chance to convince them. The Old Man agrees.”

Odd that she hadn’t set this up in advance, even in the elevator. Though I’d seen things like this before. The Old Man liked his people to seize initiative based on the situation on the ground. Always under the guise of helping or the best fit solution, but always with a secondary objective. I made a mental note to have Gwen feed that into the simulations when I got back to the office.

I could read the room as well as Jane could. This time, I had my own agenda. I had to get the decisionmakers to see, regardless of the outcome the Old Man wanted. This was likely my one and only opportunity. So, I stood and rolled the dice.

“Mr. Majority Leader, Madame Speaker, Honorable Chairs, Senators and Representatives,” I made eye contact with each as I spoke. “Thank you for your indulgence. I recognize your time is valuable. I intend to keep this briefing short. But before we get started, I’d like to ask that you indulge me a little further.”

I shot a questioning look at Majority Whip Edilson since she had taken the lead in convening us. She cast a startled glance at Majority Leader Lambert, who tersely nodded. I then cast my eyes to Speaker Keller who smiled tolerantly. From there I glanced at each committee chair. Both indicated their assent.

With the true hierarchy of leadership reestablished, I continued, “I’d like to ask my colleagues on the Task Force to move back from the table. Don’t worry, it’s just for the moment. We can call on them as needed to tap their expertise.”

I opted not to explain my rationale. Another calculated move to pique their curiosity which might diffuse some of the tension in the room.

This time, I looked to Jane. She shot up an eyebrow not knowing where I was going. But she knew if she overruled me, she would undercut the entire meeting. I was the expert. She was a gatekeeper. The others were just support.

She nodded everyone toward the wall behind us. A moment passed as our entourage rolled their chairs back. Once they had cleared out, I collected their name-cards.

“I don’t think any of us will forget who’s who,” I said as I set them on the floor. I reset my chair to the center of the inward curve and hung my jacket across its back.

When I sat down, I was at the focal point of the table. The room now belonged to me.

I launched into my prepared introduction. “As most of you know, my name is Fabian Romero. I am the chairman of the Joint Biophage Task Force. As you also know, I don’t work directly for the Administration. I was appointed as Special Technical Advisor by the Secretary of Health and Human Services, similar to a Special Counsel at DOJ. My authority to run this independent task force was confirmed by this Congress last year.”

Representative O’Brien interrupted as House committee Chair. “And you’re a microbiologist, Mr. Romero?”

I smiled pleasantly at her. “I am not. Few researchers could match the experience on the Task Force already. EPA, NIH, FDA, and the Army Bioresearch division all have very competent doctors and scientists. Only a handful of outside researchers could add to their expertise. Those who could, and could obtain the appropriate clearance, have been discretely consulted.”

“My job is risk management,” I continued. “I run socioeconomic simulations to determine the impacts of decisions like the one we face today. You may remember my work from...”

This time Senator Montero cut me off. “We are familiar with your credentials from the confirmation hearing. What decision are you talking about?”

Their impatience was neither unusual nor unanticipated in a closed-door session. I skipped the remainder of my intro and launched into a situational recap.

“Seven years ago, in our quest to combat antibiotic resistance, we discovered a bacteriophage that attacks every known variety of cancer. Where previous oncological bacteriophages worked either through immunotherapy or by modifying the tumor’s microenvironment, this one injected its genome directly into the affected tumor cells based on unique chemical markers, essentially short-circuiting the cancer’s ability to reproduce. NIH, with help from the Army Bioresearch Division, developed it into a probiotic form known as the Biophage. Clinical trials demonstrated that after a year of daily exposure, the Biophage was completely effective in ninety-nine percent of the human population. After expedited FDA and EPA approval, the current Administration began adding it as a supplement to water throughout the county. For ease of transport and storage, they culture it inside a dormant, environmentally resistant endospore that actives in water. Because the initial research was conducted under the Administration’s new, finely tailored NIH grants, the data and formulas remain under Federal control.”

“We heard all this in the Public hearing last year.” Now it was Senator Wolff’s turn to cut me off as Ranking Member. “What exactly has the Task Force found?”

“In the past four years,” I shifted gears to answer her question, “there has been a rapid rise in public aggression. Sectarian clashes have escalated across the country. In the last two years alone, violent crime statistics have surged. Whereas in the past we have been able to trace such changes to underlying socioeconomic and demographic conditions, this time none of the established markers held.”

“We know all this,” Representative Reyna snapped. “Get to the point.”

This was quickly becoming less of a briefing and more like a Supreme Court argument. I took another deep breath.

“Last year,” I forged ahead, “Dr. Ferguson, who was a member of the original Biophage development team, uncovered a link between a buildup of certain chemical compounds associated with aggression in the livers of the population and long periods of exposure to the Biophage. Based on his research, which has been replicated at Ft. Detrick, our models now indicate that violent crime will rise exponentially each year at current dosage levels. Even if we discontinue exposure to the Biophage immediately, it will take 5 years to clear the accumulated toxins from the majority of the population.”

That revelation was met with stunned speechlessness.

After a moment, Sen. Wolff broke the silence. “How do we know this isn’t just some lobbying ploy to put oncologists back in business?”

“Senator,” I answered as calmly as I could, “by and large oncologists no longer exist. They’ve all converted to other medical specialties.”

I didn’t bother telling her about the melanoma treatment I’d received two years ago. Finding an oncologist had been difficult. Finding chemotherapy drugs, nearly impossible. Convincing my insurance company to pay for either had been even worse.

“We never should have bailed out Big Pharma,” she added. “It would have been better to let them fail.”

I left that comment unaddressed, though it stung to hear. Without federal assistance, innumerable pharmaceutical companies would have gone bankrupt, endangering the rest of public health. The government had lost nothing on that financial assistance. In fact, the Treasury had made money and kept that segment of the economy afloat, not to mention preserving the country’s position at the worldwide forefront of medical R&D. Everyone in the room knew all that whether they were willing to admit it or not.

“I’m sure the Task Force is in bed with them somehow,” Rep. Reyna chimed in from down the table.

This time I chose to answer before her sentiment derailed the meeting.

“Representative, I’m one of the 1% of the population that’s immune to the Biophage. So, I have no dog in this fight other than as a guardian of public welfare. As for the others on the Task Force, I can vouch for all of them personally. They are civic-minded scientists who happen to be civil servants. They have no other underlying agenda. We each swore an oath to protect and defend this country when we signed on, the same as when you were sworn into office. An oath I’m sure we all take very seriously.”

A murmur swept through the room at my pointed implication.

When the grumbling died down, Sen. Montero asked equally as pointedly, “Why does the government need to get involved in this at all? Why can’t we just let people continue to take the Biophage once they know the risks?”

“Laissez-faire economics aren’t a substitute for public health policy, Senator,” I replied, recognizing her standard rationale to every problem, from immunizations to gun control. “You will see from our report that the increase in aggression is quite sustained already. Maintaining the Biophage as an individual choice does not create the herd immunity we need to diffuse the situation. It leaves the majority of the population at the mercy of the few who refuse to acknowledge the reality of the problem.”

“My science advisors warned me that the Biophage was just like another unsafe vaccination with hidden side effects that no one admits exist,” Sen. Montero stated flatly. “So much for settled science.”

“The Biophage went through rigorous FDA and EPA approval,” I reminded her. “No other medical treatment has had to go through both.” I didn’t say her “science” advisors had degrees in theology and law, not STEM, and all seemed to minor in conspiracy theories. 

“So, you’re saying the Administration rushed the approvals?” Sen. Wolff surprisingly came to her colleague’s defense. The only independent progressive in the room agreeing with a libertarian reminded me that the Administration had no friends on either side of the aisle.

“None of this showed up at any stage of the clinical trials,” I said. “Much like early birth control, the FDA and EPA based their approval on the best evidence available at the time. NIH believes there may have been an interaction with unknown environmental factors. Bacteriophages are some of the oldest and most diverse components of our biosphere.”

“That sounds like a bunch of ‘GMOs are completely safe’ nonsense,” she shot back. Several of her colleagues around the table nodded in agreement. The People’s Party didn’t always have a great track record on confronting science that made them uncomfortable either. Neither side was clean.

“With all due respect, Senator, now that the Biophage has extended life expectancies by ten years, GMO crops are the only thing keeping our people fed. While the underlying science of GMO crops did experience the normal twists and turns of scientific understanding, by and large it was a lack of government regulation and oversight that led to the majority of issues.”

I continued quickly, trying to get back on topic by touching on another of my bullet points while I had the chance. “Feeding a larger population is only one of the side effects of that increased lifespan. With a healthier elderly population working longer, we are seeing a spike in youth unemployment from an unavailability of jobs. This is causing a great deal of sociological pressure. We are at risk of resuming the open generational warfare we saw in the last attempts to reform Social Security and Medicare.”

“Is that what this is about?” Sen. Montero asked. “Overpopulation? Unwanted elderly? With the Task Force as the final arbiter of who lives and dies? It sounds like you’re setting yourselves up as the new Death Panels.”

My patience began to fray. It was time to make a point. “Senator, the only death panels you’re likely to see are the juries or military tribunals hearing murder cases as aggression grows and the courts get overwhelmed. Several states are considering reimplementing capital punishment, which is unlikely to be a deterrent. New Mexico already has. Three others have legislation pending.”

“Don’t be hyperbolic, Mr. Romero.” She thumped the unopened report before her with a thumb. “I believe you are gravely overstating the problem. You sound like Al Gore on global warming.”

“With all due respect, Senator” I said, “the initial reports by the IPCC ended up being rather conservative estimates in hindsight. And even those were fought against tooth and nail until it was too late to blunt all but the most catastrophic damage, as the levees along the Potomac attest. This Task Force is trying to prevent anything like that from happening again.”

Deny, delay, deflect was the standard Public Party playbook on any issue that required a change which might jeopardize their self-interest.

“And then what?” Rep. O’Brien chimed in again. “We go back to the days where cancer caused one in three deaths across the country? The public won’t stand for it. We’ll have riots.”

“You’ll have riots if you don’t,” I assured her. “This increased aggression will only get worse the longer we wait. If we act within six months, we believe we will be able to resume treatment at a reduced dosage in five years. The current one-percent immunity might rise as high as three.”

“It sounds to me like the Administration wants to use this supposed increase in aggression to waive people’s rights,” Sen. Montero jumped in again, referencing back to her earlier point.

“Senator, we are trying to protect people’s civil rights from those who might use any ensuing violence for their own ends. Political, personal, or economic.”

“I don’t like what you’re implying, Mr. Romero.”

I could almost hear Montero’s mind closing.

“Forgive me.” I replied in a neutral tone, then took another breath. “I only mean to say that people listen to their leaders, Senator. They look to you not just for guidance on the issues but for what is and isn’t socially acceptable. People emulate what they see and hear.”

“I think you overestimate our influence,” Speaker Keller interjected from my left, in a tone meant to play the peacemaker. “We are as much bound by public opinion as we influence it.”

In other words, they were all afraid of not getting reelected.

“I strongly disagree, Madame Speaker.” I responded, turning to face her. “Most people don’t have the time, expertise or inclination to sort through the science of issues like the Biophage. They look to you for what to believe and what not to, just as you look to experts like the Task Force. People listen. They follow where you lead. If you indicate that a certain response is socially acceptable, people will follow that, too. Just like other nations follow the example this country sets. Or used to.”

From the right side of the table, Senator Majority Leader Lambert unexpectedly altered our direction. “How exactly did we get here, Mr. Romero?”

I wanted to say that it doesn’t matter how we got here. We are. Assign blame later to prevent it again. We don’t have that luxury right now. It’s time to work the problem.

I could tell by my thoughts and reactions that the aggression in the room had begun to wear me down. So, I calmed my breathing. Perhaps it was time to run through the simulations now that they’d gotten most of their reflexive protests out of their system. They might be ready to listen.

“We effectively created a youth bubble without changing our birthrate,” I explained. “The Biophage rolled back the clock on large parts of aging but not on the mental entrenchment that comes with it.” I avoided saying “conservatism” knowing that was a loaded word, especially to him. “Remember during the Social Security debates when the analysts said that old people don’t riot, they vote? That’s no longer true. Violent crime has escalated most in the AARP demographic, we think because they are least equipped to handle increased aggression. And that doesn’t account for the copycat behavior we see in the younger age brackets, which up to now has been lagging. Mass aggression is a self-feeding cycle that leads first to intolerance and then to violence. It’s fundamental human psychology.”

“Can’t we just put everyone on anti-aggression treatments?” Speaker Keller stepped back in again, tag-teaming from the other end of the table. “I can drug test the entire House to ensure compliance.”

“That may be necessary throughout the government regardless, Madame Speaker,” I said, turning back to her. “The nation will need calm leadership to see it through this crisis. Even if we cease exposure to the Biophage right now, aggression will increase for another year before it levels off. The current anti-aggression treatments we have are already at the bleeding edge of effectiveness. Like antibiotics before them, we are developing a resistance. More precisely, the toxins building up in our livers are punching through.”

“What exactly are we talking about if we do nothing,” she asked, “unrest like the Civil Rights Movement? Protests of the Vietnam War?” She had actually read my work.

I replied as dispassionately as I could. “The simulations point to something closer to the Arab Spring, Madame Speaker. Syria or Yemen, not Tunisia. Casualties approach ten million in the nominal case.”

There was a collective intake of breath around the table as that number settled in.

“That’s two and half percent of the population,” Sen. Edilson said incredulously. “How is that even possible?”

“Think of the frequency of mass shootings twenty years ago,” I answered. “There was one at least every week. Now replace each of those with a Waco, an Oklahoma City, or a domestic 9/11. Add in a tenfold increase in the murder rate. Perhaps double that again when instances of rape and sexual assault also go up by an order of magnitude. Aggravated assault alone accounts for almost ninety percent of that ten million casualty rate. That’s the median case within two years maximum, not the extreme in time or magnitude. The numbers go up from there.”

Now everyone at the table began skimming the report, glancing at the charts even if they weren’t ready to delve into the nuances of the scenarios we’d laid out. I finally had their attention.

“So, there’s a possibility it won’t be that bad.” This time Rep. Reyna broke the silence. “Would the increased violence even overcome the increased number of cancer deaths? Best case?”

“In the absolute best case based on the models,” I replied, “additional deaths are no better than break even over the first year. But that scenario is a distinct outlier.”

“This is strictly risk management” I continued. “If you examine the scenario at the other end of the curve, it is much worse. Twenty to thirty million casualties without action, more dead than inured. Another fifty million homeless or internally displaced from insurrection and domestic unrest. No country I’ve studied has ever survived levels like those intact. The best descended into protracted civil war. The worst transformed into autocracies that turned their aggression either inward or outward on a scale this country can only imagine. Think Cambodia under the Khmer Rouge or Rwanda during the Tutsi genocide. So, while the models could drift down to one million casualties over two years, they also point to something on a scale we haven’t seen since World War Two.”

All their faces paled. They began studying the report in earnest. They believed what I was telling them even if they didn’t want to.

“And you all agree with this assessment.” Sen. Lambert addressed his question to the people behind me. I turned to look at them as well. Each simply nodded. They had nothing else to add. Even Ferguson appeared less agitated. I turned back to the table.

After a prolonged silence, Speaker Keller asked. “What exactly does the Administration recommend we do?”

That was it. I had them. I turned behind me with a gesture of deferral and handed them off to Jane. As I straightened my copy of the Task Force’s preliminary report and slid my chair aside, I felt the tension drain from my shoulders. My job was done.

Jane smiled pleasantly as she approached the table once again. Until that moment, it hadn’t really settled into me how young she was. She couldn’t be over thirty.

She nodded to Colonel Jorgenson who passed out an additional sheet to all the attendees.

“If you examine the addendum,” she said, “you’ll see what the President intends to do.”

I stared at her in confusion, unable to fully mask my reaction. The preliminary report had contained no recommendations only conclusions. We agreed it was best to come up with a consensus that all parties would accept even if that took a little time. Buy-in was critical to our success.

I skimmed the addendum with everyone else, eager to see what the Old Man was up to.

I felt the previously simmering tension in the room return to a full boil, reflected both in a spike in my blood pressure and the rising red in the necks of well over half the members of Congress.

True to his nature, the Old Man intended to act swiftly and decisively. A State of Emergency, the military seizing all the stockpiles of the Biophage across the country, an export embargo, the suspension of the writ of habeas corpus in anticipation of civil unrest. All it was missing was martial law, which I assumed would come later. This plan sounded like a blueprint for a domestic coup. At least that’s how it would be read.

These were the exact wrong moves to promote cooperation. Almost as if each bullet point had been specifically designed to exploit the increased aggression in the room. In that one page, the past half hour’s work came completely unraveled. Really the work of the entire Task Force since its inception.

After the initial shock wore off, the room erupted in accusations, excoriations and outright threats. For the first time, I was glad the table didn’t stand between me and the door.

Jane had set me up. Right down to the number of people at the table. The only thing I didn’t know was whether she had received her marching orders from the Old Man or was acting on her own, with the Colonel as an advisor. He looked to be the only other person who had known what was going to happen. It all had the earmarks of a well-orchestrated, military operation. Rumors of Yemen came flashing back.

I stole a glance to Dr. Ferguson. He rose and opened his mouth as if no longer able to contain himself.

Jorgenson shot a warning glare his way. “Not. One. Word. Doctor.”

Ferguson’s mouth slowly shut. I wasn’t sure what leverage Jorgenson had to enforced his silence. I suspected something to do with his previous work at Ft. Detrick. Now Jorgensen’s fixed his best intimidating stare on me.

I surveyed the others. The department heads all looked nauseous but refused to meet my eye. I was on my own. I turned back to the table, prepared to forge ahead alone.

Before I could, Jane leaned over and whispered into my ear, “Say anything that complicates this, I’ll make sure you take the fall.”

I knew she could make that happen. I had walked these people right into her trap, following blithely behind. Now they associated her ambush with me. By design.

But there are moments you fight battles you know you’ll lose if only because they set up battles you might win in the future. Blocking positions, delaying tactics, rear-guard actions. There had to be something I could do to buy a little time.

Before I could formulate my best response, I caught movement from the corner of my eye. Dr. Ferguson strode for the door. It was obvious he could no longer stand by and watch his research twisted to justify actions he vehemently disagreed with. Actions I knew were counterproductive at best. Unless they had been the plan all along.

When Ferguson reached the door, he swung it open with some effort. The red light above it winked out.

Surveying the of table again, I saw the situation was no longer tenable or salvageable. Keller was trying to calm the House contingent, and her People’s Party colleagues in the Senate, with limited success. Lambert was less enthusiastically trying to do the same on his side. Everyone had engaged in a verbal melee that could erupt into something physical in an instant.

Jane stood calmly in the eye of the storm, as if waiting for this series of protests, too, to exhaust themselves. Jorgenson had positioned himself to guard her flank and cover her retreat if necessary.

The Majority Whip brandished her cane in my direction though I couldn’t make out her particular words above the din. If she was physically capable of scrambling across the table, she would have, I was certain.

Fergusson was right. In this toxic environment, a silent protest was my best and only option. So, with angry vows of impending subpoenas trailing in my wake, I followed him out.

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When I retrieved my phone, I didn’t bother to turn it back on. The world could wait until I got back to my office. If I connected now, I was likely to resign my position on the Biophage Task Force publicly and immediately. I needed more information about whether this had been the Old Man’s plan, and, if so, whether he was still open to reason. If not, I needed time to think through all the consequences before I reacted.

I found a back staircase up so I wouldn’t have the share the elevator. The exercise might clear my head.

Locked in the windowless room, I hadn’t realized how far the day had darkened. I emerged from underground to heavy flurries. After a quick walk to the metro station, watching my footing on the dusting, I descended once again. I didn’t reemerge until I’d reached our offices in Crystal City. By then, it looked like all DC would shut down at any moment. Three inches had accumulated already.

When I entered our office suite, I found Gwen waiting at reception. Her expression bordered on grave. She handed me a steaming cup of coffee.

“I would ask how it went, but I think I already know.”

I accepted the mug graciously after shrugging off my coat. Black with a touch of cinnamon and dark cocoa. Normally, my preference, but today its semi-sweet tasted only of bitterness.

“I think they were ready to cooperate before Jane sabotaged it,” I said between sips. “Now both sides will resist on principle. This setback could last years.”

“It’s worse than that.” Gwen directed me toward the nearest conference room. “The story broke before you got here. I tried to text you. I assume your phone was off.”

I followed her. “What’d I miss?”

The monitor on the wall was tuned to a cable news station, one of the less sensational ones. A red “Breaking News” banner adorned the top. A recap crawled across the bottom. The volume was muted but it wasn’t difficult to interpret the coverage. Jane had made the news. So had I. Each of our file photos appeared flanking a bullet point recap of Jane’s addendum to our preliminary report, though true to form the coverage conflated the two as one.

An anonymous source had leaked it. From the count-up clock in the corner, it appeared not long after I’d left the room. For an instant, I wished I had run with my instincts. That twenty-one-minute difference in the timestamp on my resignation might be critical for whatever came next. An opportunity lost, if only for imperfect information.

“Is it accurate?” Gwen asked.

I studied the verbiage on the screen. “Someone cited it from memory. It’s out of order but the worst is there. Now this gets ugly. Have you updated the simulation?”

She nodded. “I set it for a thousand runs based on what I knew. Do you think they know that everyone on the Task Force except Ferguson is a one-percenter?”

I shook my head, wondering how that piece of information might play out once it hit. It wouldn’t take much digging to find my brush with cancer. Others on the Task Force likely had similar electronic fingerprints.

“No,” I added out loud, scrutinizing the facial expression of the talking head for whether she was one as well or just on anti-aggression medication. “But I think the Speaker suspects. She might be one of us.”

“If so, she probably didn’t leak it.” Gwen stared absently at the monitor. With the simulation still running, there wasn’t much else we could do other than watch events unfold. I keyed my phone back on.

It blew up in a tone poem of notifications as it came back online. I scanned through the list quickly, performing mental triage. At the fourth one down, I reached for the remote and switched the channel to a competitor. They, too, had a “Breaking News” banner in a slightly brighter shade of red.

Their feed showed a confrontation between a large group of protesters and local police in riot gear outside a non-descript warehouse near a trainyard. The dateline said “Kansas City”.

“Is that one of the Biophage storage facilities?” Gwen asked.

I nodded absently, not taking my eyes from the unfolding scene, waiting for the pictures to catch up with what social media said was coming next. Soon, the angry protestors were reinforced by an armed, balaclava-clad militia in camouflaged fatigues. The police shouted into their shoulder radios and crouched behind their shields. Teargas was lobbed. Gunfire was exchanged. A SWAT APC swerved into the frame and was promptly set alight by Molotovs. The police fell back from a fusillade of automatic weapons fire to their left. The cameraman did not.

The mob took no notice. Directed by the militia, they began to move the burning APC. With coordinated effort, they maneuvered it beneath the overhang at the loading dock. The building was soon in flames. The camera panned left. Another group of militiamen held back a fire engine at gunpoint. Its crew had no interest in confronting armed individuals to do their job.


“I guess that will resolve the Biophage problem for a while,” Gwen said. “Though incinerating the existing stockpiles wouldn’t have been my first-choice solution.”

I shook my head. “Ft. Detrick engineered the endospore its cultured in to be resistant to extreme temperatures, UV and radiation by design. As the containers rupture from the heat, it’s more likely that the updraft from the fire will transport most of it high into the atmosphere like smoke until it drifts down or precipitates out. When it does, it will activate if it hits any above-ground water source or remain inert in the soil until it runs off with rain. Anything left in the warehouse will eventually wash into the Missouri River when they let those firefighters go in.”

The rising cloud from the warehouse now looked like a bomb had gone off.

“What are the prevailing winds from Kansas City?” she asked.

I did a quick search on my phone and came up with a fallout plume from a theoretical counterforce strike on the silos near Topeka. I held it out for Gwen to see.

“So, St. Louis, maybe Indianapolis, and into Ohio,” she said as we stared at the tiny screen. “What’s that, a hundred times the current Biophage dosage for several million people in the next two weeks?”

“Depends on rain,” I answered, “but yeah, something like that.”

Now there was a picture in picture of a similar scene playing out first in Chicago, then Atlanta, then LA. All the major Biophage storage and distribution centers.

The response was too spontaneous, too coordinated. Someone had set the militias in motion, or at least tipped them off. It was reminiscent of Putin’s Little Green Men in Crimea. Someone had stolen a page from the playbook of history.

“Who do you think leaked it,” Gwen asked as we stared, both of us unable to look away.

I shrugged. “Does it matter? Someone angry enough, or dumb enough to think they could control the outcome. That could be almost anyone in the room.”

On the big screen, more fires burned in the background. Soon whole cities would be alight.

Gwen turned, her expression of uncertainty reflecting the unfolding disaster. “What do we do now?”

Until that moment, I hadn’t really thought about how young she was either. She had probably been born within a year or two of Jane. Their expertise and masks of professional certainty made them both seem older. But this was well outside anything in her memory or experience. Mine, too. None of the simulations covered this.

“I don’t know,” I finally answered.

I thought a minute, and then said the only thing other thing that came to mind.

“First, we survive.”


© 2019 Edward P. Morgan III

Thursday, September 5, 2019

Tired


I’m tired of vaccines being unsettled science.
I’m tired of climate change not being real.
I’m tired of radiocarbon dating not being accurate.
I’m tired of breast cancer being cured by sprouted bread.

I'm tired of GMO crops being a tool of mass starvation.
I'm tired of fluoride being used to poison the population.
I'm tired of the Chinese being backward because of their pictographic language.
I'm tired of assault weapons not killing kids in school.

I’m tired.

I'm tired of the press being the enemy of the people.
I’m tired of all government employees being irredeemably corrupt.
I'm tired of the First Amendment only applying to God-fearing Christians.
I’m tired of praying for Supreme Court justices to die.

I'm tired of abortion being murder, and murder justifying murder.
I’m tired of supporting Israel to bring on the Apocalypse.
I’m tired of affordable care being fascism but putting kids in cages being perfectly ok.
I'm tired of God's law trumping the U.S. Constitution.

I'm tired, just tired.

I’m tired of the Holocaust denial.
I’m tired of the Earth being 6000 years old.
I’m tired of exhaustive wifely duties.
I'm tired of women lying about being raped.

I’m tired of gays being pedophiles.
I’m tired of roleplaying games being the gateway to Satanism.
I’m tired of being alone in Heaven because my entire family is going to Hell.
I'm tired of demons who walk the earth.

I’m tired of hearing it.

I’m tired of being gaslighted.
I’m tired of being brainwashed.
I’m tired of battling Stockholm Syndrome.
I’m tired of being scared.

I’m tired of the conspiracy theories.
I’m tired of the lies.
I’m tired of the hypocrisy.
I’m tired of being saved,

In God’s name.
I am so very, very tired.


© 2019 Edward P. Morgan III