Friday, September 27, 2013

Chosen


We lost November in Meridian, Sierra outside of Tupelo. Juliett was wounded in the push for Jackson, but rejoined us by the time we’d pulled back to Birmingham. The Chosen were down four: Romeo, Echo 593, Juliett and me. Echo 716.

Those were the designations the Advisors gave us, posted on our cages, dangling from our collars, and tattooed on our gums. We hadn’t proven ourselves enough to earn a name. Until we did, 593 and I called each other by secret names we used only among ourselves. He was Brud and I was Calli. But only when we were well beyond the Blood’s sharp hearing. Not that they would understand without an Advisor at their collar. They were genetic rejects just like we were.

The Advisors called us Bast’s Chosen. They said we were invincible and undetectable. They told us that the charms on our collars meant bullets would pass right through. That our backpacks could read our minds. They promised if we proved ourselves, our genetic line would survive. But we only had two seasons.

The Chosen were fearless predators but we were not the gods who touched in the sky. We hunted rogue Blood and other enemies through the Advisors’ ruins to prove our worth. We were patient killers. We knew when to stalk and when to wait silently in hiding. When we extended our claws, someone died.

Despite that, we were too few. The League was in retreat all across the Mississippi Front. Everything had collapsed soon after the Sky Gods had abandoned us. Juliett said the Advisors had broken up their Pride.

Our new quarters stank of dust and mildew, just as each of our old ones had. We hid deep in the high central ruins of Birmingham. We played a game of cat and rat, never lingering in one place too long.

Once the Advisors released us from our cages, we had free run of the room. Romeo immediately paced out our new confinement, careful to avoid the unstable debris. 593 jumped up into a window looking out into a shadowed breezeway. Juliett remained curled up in her cage, seemingly disinterested but we all knew it was a trap. I settled beneath a wall shelf where I could watch the others and still keep a close eye on the door.

Romeo was the youngest, still under a full season and a kitten in many ways. November and Sierra had mothered him like aunties but Juliett despised him for his markings. Male tortoiseshells are rare. I liked him well enough anyway even if his coat was more tabby than calico like mine.

Echo 593 and I were not quite a season older. Everyone knew we were littermates even though we looked nothing alike. My brother was a bicolor tuxedo who had started to develop the jowls of a full-grown male. Yet he still looked to Juliett for approval even though he’d joined the Chosen less than half a season after she had.

I was newer to the Chosen than even Romeo. I’d washed out of evaluation as a Sky God half a season after Echo 593. Like the others, I might still have value as a breeder if I could prove myself. But unlike them, I’d entered the unit with a pawful of points toward a name. I’d been trained in skills they’d earned through hard-won experience. That’s where the Juliett’s jealousy set in.

Juliett was the oldest and the Advisors’ anointed leader. When she’d returned, they’d started calling her our White Queen for her newly condescending attitude as well as her unblemished fur. Like most things, she took it as a taunt. We all knew she was closing in on her allotted two seasons to prove herself before she went extinct. Harder now that the Advisors had stripped away her points as the price for her recovery.

“I smell rats and roaches,” Romeo pronounced, his survey complete. “You think we can convince the Advisors to let us hunt?”

“We’re on the third floor,” 593 observed from his perch then turned to Juliett. “That means the area’s not secure, right?”

She slit an eye. “They left us a sandbox. That means they don’t want anyone sniffing us out later. We won’t be here long.”

“The short-haired males don’t like to let us hunt, anyway,” I told Romeo. He still had a lot to learn. But if he thought Juliett would teach him, he was wrong. “We sometimes have better luck with the long-haired females. They’ll feed us soon. Get some sleep while you can.”

“But I’m hungry now,” he whined. “Hungry enough to kill a snake.” He started play-stalking a bright plastic strip that had blown in with the debris, tossing it into the air and pouncing on it, snorting at it with wild eyes like little kittens do.

“Hunger keeps you focused,” Juliett told him. “Snakes belong to Set. They all deserve to die.”

“You shouldn’t lie to him.” I snapped back, risking a confrontation. “The Advisors say we can’t hunt snakes.”

She eyed me narrowly. “The boy’s got to learn not to believe everything he hears.”

“It’s not his fault he doesn’t know any better,” 593 chimed in as though I needed his protection.

Juliett turned on him. “I was three kills away from a free ride out of here. Then I got wounded and they reset my count. All because of his stupid mistake.”

“Maybe if you trained him better,” I observed.

“Trained him?” she hissed. “He’s bad luck. Since he’s been with us, we’ve lost two of our best hunters. Both of them assigned to keep an eye on him. Male calicos are unnatural. All of them should be drowned at birth.”

“He’s not a calico.” I set my ears. “He’s a torbie.”

“Don’t show off your words with me, missy. Save them to impress the Advisors.” Juliett’s ears went flat as we stared each other down.

The door swung open then, preventing a full-fledged skirmish, undoubtedly one that Juliett would have won. She was cunning and experienced, and outweighed me by at least an tenth. She’d turned vicious since her return.

“Ok, listen up,” the short-haired Advisor barked at us from the doorway. “We’ve been called off the line for a priority mission. The League needs your expertise in hunting down a fugitive. So much so in fact, they are offering up triple mission points, pooled and divided equally among the survivors.”

All our ears turned forward. Triple points would make up everything Juliett had lost and then some. The entire unit would be on track to earn a name. Usually, each of us only earned points for our individual kills. The Advisors valued competition not cooperation.

“The trick is,” he continued, “this one comes back alive.”

That set our ears and whiskers in confusion. We hunted prey that needed killing. If the Advisors wanted trackers, why hadn’t they brought in Blood?

As if able to read our minds, the human male answered, “Ours is the closest unit. The Blood have been recalled from another operation three days out. When they arrive, they’ll take over and we’ll be withdrawn.” And all of the mission points along with us.

With that our briefing was over. We’d be given any additional details when we arrived on site. The short-haired male motioned in two long-haired females with our rations, a heaping bowl of soft, wet food each. A treat almost as good as catmint. Most days we only received hard rations and stale water.

The long-haired Advisors stood guard, making certain the quickest among us didn’t nose into the bowls of our slower comrades. Something else unusual. The Advisors drilled into us that only the strong and assertive will survive.

After days in retreat with only intermittent rations, we were hungry. We wolfed down our meals, ignoring the slight metallic scent lingering beneath the fish. Bowls were cleaned and defended without need for human intervention. Then we split between the water bowl and the sandbox, each waiting our turn in an order we’d established amongst ourselves.

Breakfast, whenever it arrived, was the best part of any day. With the excitement over, I settled into grooming. I had barely dragged a paw across my whiskers when a wave of sleep overtook me. Suddenly, I felt a nap attack coming on. I quickly crawled into the safety of my cage. I purred when I felt the reassuring warmth of my brother curling up against me before the darkness fully descended.

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When I awoke, Brud was gone. Just like the morning so long ago when the Advisors had first stolen him away. I cried out in fear and loneliness as I opened my eyes. Then I heard the loud, resonant thumping of a transport. We were in transit to our next mission. But something felt different. The transport was shaking as well as bouncing. I noticed the blackout cover had slipped from a corner of my cage. Still groggy, I peered out.

At first I only saw the wall of the compartment. Tubes like veins ran inside the metal skin in which we traveled. One of them was tied off with a rag dripping like a bandage, just barely red in the dim, interior light. Only it smelled sickly sweet instead of like the vital nutrients of blood. Beyond it I could see the brightness of the sky through a small, rounded window. Shadows circled through the compartment as we changed directions. Did that mean we were flying like the Sky Gods? My stomach flipped over at the thought. I wished I had some catmint to settle it. I’d never made it this far in my evaluation. How did anyone ever get used to this feeling?

My eyes darted back into the compartment. One of the short-haired males was seated across from my cage holding a map tucked within a see-through folder spread across his lap. I hunted the unfamiliar symbols splashed across the page with patience, stalking each one by one. None of the Advisors knew I had stolen the magic of their words. Slowly, a chain of names came into focus: Columbus, Albany, Valdosta and finally the one in the smallest print that had been circled with arrows pointing down away from it. Waycross.

None of the ruined places had been mentioned by the Advisors. But I sensed that we were traveling toward sunrise which meant away from the Mississippi Front. This fugitive must be important to send us so far off the line.

The short-haired Advisor noticed my nose pressed between the wire grate. He reached over and snapped the blackout cover shut. With nothing else to do, I curled up near the back of my cage, nesting in the soft cloth lining its bottom, and returned to enforced sleep.

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When the Advisors uncovered my cage again, I found myself peering out onto a grassy lot of broken asphalt outside a ruined building. All the others were nearby. I tried to stalk the symbols carved into wood above the building’s door but only came up with the words “Swamp” and “Visitor” before a short-haired Advisor noticed I was staring and I had to look away.

Our transport slept nearby, a metallic teardrop beast that used whirling blades to beat the sky into submission in typical Advisor fashion. I studied the markings scratched along its side. We had emerged from its belly just behind a brightly painted arrow emblazoned with a word I didn’t have time to read, vomited up like accumulated fur onto a feral landscape.

I tested the air through the grillwork of my cage. All the smells had changed, more radically than from any other transit. I caught a scent of decay, ancient and elemental rather than the decomposing body of something recent and manmade. We sat on the edge of the primeval wilderness.

A pair of long-haired female Advisors released us from our cages. Cautiously, we approached each other, sniffing nose to nose, verifying at least one set of scents remained unchanged. Satisfied, we turned our attention to our surroundings.

The day was as hot and stifling as Birmingham a full turn of the moon earlier. The air was alive with the buzz of flying insects, the murmuring rise and fall of land-bound peepers, the grumbling cronk of distant frogs. Songbirds screeched territorial warnings from the edges of the weedy field. The confusing cacophony seemed to have unsettled Romeo who cowered beside his cage.

This landscape was green instead of grey. The lone building was the only one in sight. Normally, the Chosen stalked our prey among the Advisors’ ruins. The wilderness we left to Blood. We remembered that it was our choice so many generations ago that led us to cooperate with the ancient Advisors. We were individual and willful but domestic. The Blood retained a feral taint. They were ancient enemies who didn’t intimidate us on or off the leash. Our enmity runs deep.

In the shade of the ruined porch, the Advisors equipped us. They buckled on our collars and secured our backpacks with ungnawable straps. While they prepared us for battle, a long-haired female gave our briefing. She was old even by Advisor standards. Her dark hair was streaked with silver like the sheen of a gray tiger. She was small even for a long-hair. But she wore an eagle, the sign of an experienced huntress, so we listened.

“The League has ordered Bast’s Chosen here to help recapture a deserter. Her scent is feline but she is not one of the Chosen. She is a conspirator and a traitor. She is cunning. Do not let her speak. If she does, believe nothing she tells you. She is a liar and a deceiver who will say anything to survive. Do not underestimate her. She has murdered one of our pilots already.

“Instead of your normal venom, we have issued you tranquilizers. We need to interrogate her before her execution. Once you extend your claws, sit tight and wait. A search and rescue team will retrieve you and your prey as soon as possible. We’re always watching.

“As your Advisors may have told you, she is a dangerous fugitive. I believe they’ve informed you of the incentives. We have just over two days before the first Blood units relieve us and the League sends us back to Birmingham. Bring down this deserter and redeem your lines. With her recapture, each of you could earn a name.

“Remember, you are Bast’s Chosen. You are undetectable and invincible. Nothing in this place can harm you. Now get out there and hunt.”

We were divided into male-female teams, the way we operated best. Juliett was assigned 593 as her hunting mate. Which meant I drew Romeo. Normally, our experience would have been distributed more evenly. The Advisors sent Juliett and 593 northwest into the sector where they thought the fugitive most likely hid. Romeo and I would cover to the southwest as backup in case the other two flushed her out. We were given discretion to hunt together or alone based on our desire. And then we were released.

The four of us set off down the grassy track that led into the wilderness, slit-eyed and nearly day-blind in the noontime sun.

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Juliett quickly diverted northward, 593 close on her tail. My brother cast a forlorn look over his shoulder before they disappeared into the underbrush as if he wished we could hunt together for a change. We both knew that would never happen. Unusual enough we had been assigned to the same unit. The Advisors were cautious of the Chosen developing alliances they didn’t control. They didn’t want us forming up a Pride. Perhaps they’d learned their lesson with the Sky Gods.

The path I chose snaked deeper into the forest, south by southwest, on an old, raised road that had crumbled to grassed-over, tarry gravel that left no tracks just like in the ruins. Black, stagnant water pooled to either side of the embankment. It smelled completely unsafe to drink. Dark trees shaded our passing, some straight and tall with their knees in the water, others twisted and gnarled, their roots sunk into pockets of dry land. The deeply shadowed light was almost an invitation for us to hunt.

This place was wild not feral. None of the landscape we saw beyond the road had ever been tamed. The infrequent breeze carried the warning of new scents beneath the ever-present stagnation. Canines ranged nearby in the distant past. Not strays or Blood, something undomesticated. Coyotes maybe. There was the barest feline scent there, too, the undernote of an undernote. Something about this path felt right for a predator on the run.

Romeo intermittently dogged my trail. Curiosity had overcome his initial caution. He felt compelled to sniff and swat at every blowing weed and buzzing bug before trotting to catch up. I opted to stay together for the moment. In unfamiliar territory, a second pair of eyes was better than mine alone.

Early in the afternoon, we stood on a crumbled edge of the embankment. Long ago, some force of nature had reclaimed the road, creating a series of distant, broken islands. I eyed the dark water suspiciously. Below, ripples from unseen threats occasionally marred its mirrored surface.

Overhead, squirrels shrieked out warnings that we had entered their domain. I yawned back just to antagonize them. Their antics began to fray my nerves. The tree rats scurried along branches, jumping from tree to tree as they fled deeper into the wilderness on a highway the likes of which I’d never seen before. At first I ignored their dramatics. I was hungry but wanted to be farther from the Advisors’ base camp before we paused to hunt. But the more I watched them and considered the water, the more I realized they had revealed a path deeper into the wilderness that might keep our paws from getting muddy.

I turned to Romeo then raised my gaze to the nearest tree. Its bark was rough and broken, providing perfect purchase for our claws. I approached its trunk and tested it by stretching as far up as I could. As I pulled down, the bark held, so I gave a few quick scratches both to scent-mark our starting point and to sharpen the tips of my claws.

“You ready, kitten?” I asked Romeo. “Stick close if you’re planning to hunt with me.”

Before he could reply, I scrambled up the trunk, scattering squirrels in all directions. It took me a moment to get my bearings on the nearest rounded bough. I kept a sharp eye out as the tree rats evacuated what I now claimed as my tree, I ignored the larger, more vocal males to pay attention to the females and the young. The sentinels would lead us on a diversion. The females would head for safety. It was time to put the fear of Bast into their swishing, bushy tails and see where they fled. Maybe they would lead us somewhere interesting. They needed water, too.

Without checking to see if Romeo followed, I stalked toward the end of the mostly horizontal branch I’d seen a number of females sprint down. Just as I gained confidence, the branch began to bounce and sway beneath my weight. Thankfully, I was not fully grown. Romeo was even smaller and lighter, so if I could make it, he could, too, if he didn’t pause to think.

It’s a good thing I wasn’t hunting them for food or I would have starved before catching any squirrel in this terrain. They were quick and agile. We were pouncers more than chasers, built for sprinting not for distance. And certainly not for jumping through the trees. But pressing the tree rats to keep fleeing was easy enough, at least until I ran out of branch. Expertly, they leapt to the outer branches of another tree, turning to taunt me as if they were already safe. 

On the run I eyed the distance to a branch sturdy to hold my weight and quickly made the leap. For a moment, I felt nothing but air beneath my paws. Then my claws hooked into bark and I scrambled back to solid wood. The tree rats looked from one to another in shocked confusion. They’d never seen a predator so persistent. Then they fled for their very lives. Now the chase was on for as long as I could keep it up.

They bounded effortlessly from tree to tree. How they gauged the distances I couldn’t comprehend. For me, each leap was more difficult than the last. More than one branch cracked and snapped as it took my weight, sending me scrambling with all my claws extended to keep from plunging into the dark waters below. Each time, I allowed instinct to take back over, driving me in pursuit. Behind me, I could hear Romeo following, at first slowly, then quickly as he grew more accustomed to this game.

When the females and young I chased scrambled to the ground instead of springing along another set of branches, I knew we’d found our destination. Panting, I slunk down the tree trunk and let them go, too exhausted to pursue. Romeo sprinted past me after them. He was younger and more resilient, choosing to give chase even though they remained elusively beyond his grasp.

While he burned off seemingly boundless kitten energy, I laid down in the shade and caught my breath. I examined my new surroundings. A large island by the look of it, extending well beyond my vision. I caught a whiff of something old and human, a hint of ruins baking in the sun. A few minutes later Romeo returned, no meal dangling from his mouth.

Food shouldn’t be a problem for the duration of our hunt. Water, however, was a more pressing matter. The heat was oppressive. We’d found no artificial pools like we drank from in the ruins.

Suddenly, the shadows around us deepened as the sky began to darken. A crack of thunder warned of approaching storms. I rolled up to my feet. It was time to find shelter before rain doused our fur.  

The island was larger than I’d realized, almost the full hunting range for a female in the wild. That alone was promising. We found no signs of our prey, but inland, we discovered a small set of human ruins decaying on a sandy lot. We scurried under the split-rail fence and ducked inside the largest of the buildings abandoned long ago. We retreated into the safe, dry space just as raindrops began pounding against the metal roof like a litter of kittens skittering back and forth across its surface. We dozed inside while we waited for the storm to pass.

It wasn’t long before the sun reemerged. The storm didn’t cool the afternoon air so much as prime it to hold more heat. As much as I wished we could wait until evening, I knew we needed to explore if only to establish that the ruins were safe.

Prowling around inside the fence, we found a couple improvised basins near the other ruined structures. Romeo lapped up warm, algae-laden water from the closest, ignoring the puddles as we’d been trained to do. When he was finished, I dabbed a paw delicately into the basin then washed it to cover up the taste. I dipped and drank just enough to keep me going, hoping I would find a cleaner source as we continued our hunt.

Water revived Romeo’s restlessness. While I knew to conserve my energy until twilight, he had not developed that patience yet. So I sent him off hunting food to get him out of my fur. I reminded him that to avoid any rattles or other strange noises. Snakes were strictly off-limits.

With Romeo occupied, I began stalking the game trails outside the ruins. I quickly realized we had a lot of area to cover and would need to split up. Males naturally covered more territory, about four times as much as females. Two days wasn’t long.

I followed along the shoreline, nosing around for any telltale signs of our prey. On spit of land at the far end of the island, I found a gnarled tree leaning out over an expanse of dark water, its branches intertwined with others like the highway we’d taken in. Cool, clear water bubbled up from the ground not far from its base.

I sniffed the area cautiously. There, beneath the pervading scent of rot and mud, I caught the whiff of a feline scent, its particulars diluted by the rain. If it was our prey, she would likely be back for more water. Yet there was something odd about one of the undernotes, something I didn’t quite recognize.

After I drank my fill, enjoying the almost magical taste of fresh, untainted water, I climbed into the leaning tree and found a vantage from which I could assess potential ambush sites. I lay with all four paws dangling as I straddled a branch to keep a fraction cooler in the blood-warm air.

Half dozing, I considered my next move. I was working out how to divide up the nearby territory when a mother duck trailing a tail of ducklings caught my eye. As I watched them slice through the water with barely a ripple, hunger set the tip of my tail twitching. Unfortunately, she showed no sign of leading her brood ashore, though I didn’t think she’d spotted me. She was quacking away contentedly as if issuing them instructions.

Without warning, the idyllic scene transformed as violence erupted from below. Teeth thrashed beside the mother, spraying a curtain of water. Ducklings scattered in all directions, squawking in high-pitched terror as a massive pair of jaws snapped shut. I scrambled to my feet and nearly fell head first into the chaos.

When the water finally settled, the mother and a pair of ducklings had simply disappeared, leaving not so much as a stray feather behind. A thick, black, scaly tail snaked away from the carnage behind a pair of beady reptilian eyes. The remaining ducklings swam in erratic circles, crying as lost kittens for their mother, confused and forlorn at the onset of a new reality.

For an instant, I considered easing them from their misery, knowing other predators would soon be drawn by all the noise. But I wanted no part of those black eyes lurking near the surface of that dark water. I had entered a dangerous territory with rivals unknown in the familiar ruins.

With a watchful eye toward the water that had stilled as if even the ripples had been consumed, I crept down from the leaning tree. My whiskers remained alert until I felt solid ground beneath my paws. Quickly, I retraced my steps back to the ruins.

Once inside the fence, I thought about scrounging dinner for myself but was spooked by the sudden violence I’d witnessed. In this place, I didn’t know whether we were predator or prey. I dozed off in the shelter of the building where we’d ridden out the storm as I waited for Romeo to reappear.

I awoke to the scent of blood. I opened my eyes to find the carcass of a small, red bird set beside me like an offering, its neck lolling unnaturally to one side. Definitely a feline kill. I sniffed it tentatively then scanned the area. No sign of Romeo though the bird bore his scent. I wondered why he’d left it. Unlike the Blood, we don’t hunt in packs. But it smelled too good to leave unsampled. Greedily, I set my teeth into it. Soon, I was spitting out feathers and tearing away fresh meat. It tasted delicious, gamey and wild. I devoured it until there was nothing left but a pile of bloody bones.

By the time I finished washing afterwards, twilight had fallen. The air felt almost electric now as if scrubbed clean by the rain. The perfect time to hunt in earnest but I still had no idea where Romeo had gone. I didn’t want to set off without him.

Thinking I’d wait just a little while longer, I curled up on a high perch deeper within the ruins for another nap. The stress of the transport and the long day exploring must have drained me more than I thought. I couldn’t keep my eyes open. Without meaning to, I fell into a deep and sudden sleep.

I dreamed I was back in the crèche where I’d been raised. I was Romeo’s age again. Everything was gray and featureless like I was beside the windows of the playroom on an overcast winter’s day. I knew that Brud had already been removed. I missed him desperately, missed his familiar scent, missed the comfort of his body at night after we’d been taken from our mother. Neither of us remembered her specifically, just a vague impression of warmth and safety that was no longer there.

Another of the Chosen appeared as a ghostly silhouette. I could just make out the white blaze on her chest and the inverse kohl that outlined her eyes. From her posture I knew she was not one of the aunties who helped evaluate and train us. She approached with too much confidence and grace. Her size and stature were imposing.

“Are you a Sky God,” I asked, subdued. Her ears and whiskers flicked to pensive.

“The Advisors call me Hathor,” she answered. I’d heard that name whispered among the aunties as the surrogate mom-cat among Sky Gods for those of us who passed the evaluation.

As I cowered into a submissive posture, she whispered, “But I have a secret name I only share with friends.” She began to wash my forehead.  “Remember me as Heather,” she purred. I liked her right away.

“I’ve heard you also have a secret,” she continued. “One of the aunties saw you staring at the symbols the Advisors use to stain their thoughts onto paper. Can you read them?”

“A few stand out,” I said, “like the words the Advisors use to instruct us. Some are sharp and clear but most are fuzzy.”

“Tell no one,” she instructed me. “Your gift is very rare but not a Talent the Advisors need. That ability will not earn you a name. But keep practicing it anyway. If you are taken from us, you’ll find it useful.”

“My brother was already taken,” I said. “I miss him terribly.”

“Don’t worry kitten.” She washed my head again to comfort me. “I think you’ll be reunited soon.”

I purred at the thought of seeing Brud again not knowing how hard our lives would be. I naively thought that just our being together would make everything ok. That was magical kitten thinking Juliett would say.

“Now, listen carefully,” Heather said. “I don’t have much time. I’ve told the other Sky Gods your secret name is Calli. You need to remember it. If the Advisors ever hear it, they’ll think it’s because you’re a calico. But we’ll both know it means calligraphy, an ancient art of writing.”

“Calli,” I repeated, the word suddenly familiar.

Almost as if I’d uttered a magic spell, the light began to fade. As the dream closed around her, Heather’s voice trailed into darkness, “Come back to us, Calli, and we’ll remember.”

As I awoke, I could still feel the comfort of her rough tongue against my forehead and the warmth of a body against my back. In the twilight of the dream, I thought it was Brud. I snuggled closer, purring my contentment. Until needle-sharp teeth grabbed the skin around my neck like a mom-cat and paws stomped astride my body. Behind me someone yowled.

Fully awake, I caught Romeo’s scent just as he tried to push aside my tail and mount. His weight pressed against my backpack. What was he thinking? I wasn’t in heat and never would be unless I earned a name. He knew the shots the Advisors gave the Chosen’s females held our nature at bay. Did he somehow think my accepting his gift of food was an invitation? Unlike the long-haired Advisors, Chosen females derive no pleasure from this act.

“Stop it!” I hissed. I laid my ears flat as I swung my head from side to side. I wondered if he’d been wound up by the storm.

He didn’t want to take no for an answer. But no Chosen male can force a female against her will. With a quick twist, I rolled free from his grasp. Separated, we stared at each other. His tail swished like as snake as he tensed for another pounce.

“What is wrong with you?” I growled, my eyes slit and angry. All this noise would attract attention. Did he know how unsafe that was in the wild?

He leapt on me again. I swatted his face with enough force to draw blood then brought up my hind claws up to rake along his belly. From there, our grappling devolved into a kitten wrestling match just like I’d had with my brother when we were young. Back then, he liked to gnaw my ears if he woke up in the middle of the night. As a male, he was always bigger. But I was older and stronger than Romeo.

Hissing, I threw him off once more. When I slashed at his face again, he slunk into the darkness trailing a scent of confusion and disappointment. I watched him go wondering if this was what had made Juliett so mad and had gotten Sierra and November killed. But I knew better than pursuing it until the morning. Any sooner and we might be at each other’s throats. Better to delay the hunt and let him sleep it off somewhere else, alone.

A full night wasted. I washed the blood from beneath my claws then grumped as I resettled. If he wanted to share warmth and comfort, he was welcome, but nothing more. I returned to a fitful sleep with my ears forward and one eye slit.

I awoke again in pre-dawn twilight. Romeo had not returned. His scent was cold. I stretched and yawned, baring teeth and claws in case he was watching from somewhere nearby. I didn’t want him to think that I’d forgotten.

I froze when a silent feline silhouette darted across the moonlit sand in front of the ruins. She paused a moment in the entryway, sleek and slender. Definitely a female, she wasn’t jowly enough to be a male. I caught the barest hint of white. Her eyes flashed green as she peered within. Despite the darkness, I was certain she saw me, too. An instant later she disappeared as if she’d been a ghost. I wasn’t sure if she’d been real. For the Chosen, the line between dream and waking often blurs.

Cautiously, I stalked from my perch and padded quietly outside. I stared in the direction the ghost had departed. She did not reappear. I knew I had to follow her, real or not. She might just be our prey.

As I started sniffing around to see if I could uncover any trace her scent, a strangled yowl of pain snapped my head in the opposite direction. Romeo. I trotted toward his cry until I smelled a powerful musk that meant he’d been gravely injured. Then I broke into a run.

I found him just beyond the tumbledown fence, near a hole at the edge of a palmetto cluster. He lay on his side, panting, his shoulder swollen. Nearby, a splash of white caught my eye, attached to a black bodied snake, its wide-mouthed head bent unnaturally to one side as if flung there like a kitten’s toy. A deep set of slashes had been clawed into its side.

Romeo tried to raise his head as I crept closer.

“Echo?” he asked, his eyes milky in the half-light.

“I’m here,” I purred, the only comfort I had to offer. A scent of death clung to him. He began to shudder and laid his head back down. He didn’t have long.

“I avoided the rattles just like you said,” he struggled out through the pain, “but she told me the black snake was ok... ”

“Who told you?” I asked, sparing a glance behind me to see if the ghost had returned. “Romeo, who?”

“I had to say…” he continued as if he no longer heard, “…I’m sorry….”  The venom wracked his body with convulsions. His mouth began to foam. Then he sighed and laid still, his eyes glassy, his mouth agape. I slowly backed away.

We deal with death differently. I sang out briefly to alert the Juliett and 593 if they were within hearing that Romeo had become one of Bast’s Chosen in more than name. I didn’t curl up near him or continue my song for more than a few heartbeats. I liked him well enough but we weren’t that close.

I’d been on missions where other Chosen had died but none of them had been my partner. I wondered if the Advisors would blame me. I wondered if Juliett would think I’d taken on Romeo’s bad luck. I wondered about the ghost I’d seen. She had to be real. Romeo had seen her too. But why would he trust her? Unless she’d been Juliett.

The snick of Romeo’s harness and collar releasing confirmed that he was truly dead. That brought me back to my training. His backpack would have signaled the Advisors as soon as his heart had stopped. Buried beneath it was a recessed button I could nose that would initiate an emergency recall to all the Chosen within range.

I eyed it suspiciously. A recall now would mean our mission was a failure: none of us would earn a name. With so little time left until our deadline, the Advisors would never redeploy us.

Something was wrong with this mission anyway. Despite Romeo’s death, I couldn’t let it end just yet. I needed to be certain who or what I’d seen. If the ghost had been our prey, I was tantalizingly close to earning a name. But if it had been Juliett…

I’d let Romeo’s death remain accidental. The Advisors could learn the details in my debriefing and decide whether to punish me then.

My job now was to hide Romeo’s backpack so the Advisors could recover it later. So I wrestled it away from his body and dragged it into an outbuilding among the ruins, clutching one of the straps like a wayward kitten in my teeth. It was awkward and heavier than I expected. I’d grown used to its weight between my shoulders, like a Blood that no longer strained at its leash. When had that happened?

I dropped the backpack in a dark corner we hadn’t visited and buried it like scat. His collar I carried to the perch where I’d slept the night before. Any decent Blood would trace our scent there anyway though few other scavengers would think to look. That still meant I couldn’t sleep here tonight. It only bothered me a little. I’d spent many nights curled up under bushes or holed up in some other creature’s long abandoned den. I’d be busy anyway. With only one more day and night before the mission ended, I had to sniff my prey out quickly.

But first I needed breakfast, and I knew where I’d find it waiting. I returned to Romeo’s body and sniffed his flank which had already begun to cool. Then I turned to his final gift, the black snake. I swatted it solidly to make sure it wasn’t playing possum. When it didn’t flinch, I dragged it deep into the underbrush and tore into its flesh ravenously, careful to keep an ear cocked the entire time. This wilderness had turned lethal, more so than the ruins had ever been. Now I was vulnerable and alone.

When my belly was full, I buried the remaining carcass under a thin screen of sand. After a quick wash to cleanse the scent of blood from my face and whiskers, I fought off the post-meal lethargy and made my way back to the bubbling spring by the leaning tree.

Sniffing around, I found a fresh scent, faint yet unmistakable. As I suspected, my prey had made her way back. She had somehow disguised the details but I’d still managed to suss out a trail that led away from the island. I drank before I followed it. If my prey had returned here, it meant safe water would be in short supply.

I tracked a trail of scent-marks doled out like breadcrumbs in an Advisor’s children story I’d once read. The deeper I descending into the foreign landscape, the darker and danker it became. Stunted trees wove their leaves into a dense canopy overhead blotting out all traces of sun. My eyes sprang wide to compensate for the depth of shadow. The sense of twilight almost energized me. The shaded landscape was ideal for me to hunt.

The dotted trail bobbed along a pathway that no Blood would easily follow, high into trees, along rounded branches, through the low underbrush of marshy islands clogged with leaves that left no tracks. Following my prey was like hunting the ghost I’d seen earlier. I wondered if the trail was an invitation or a trap.

The hunt finally landed me near a small island surrounded by black, fetid water. A sprawling, tangle-limbed tree dominated a central mound, spreading wide and low across the water like a mother bird trying to conceal her chicks beneath her wings. Clumps of grassy whiskers concealed the shoreline. Towering, wet-kneed trees stood sentinel like islands all around.

The only path onto the island lay across a slightly submerged sapling, barely visible just inches beneath the water. Tentatively, I padded across the narrow bridge, uncomfortably aware of the dark liquid seeping into the fur between my toes. I resisted the urge to splash across, or shake the water from my paws after each cautious step.  The rough bark was slick with algae. Without my claws, I’d have quickly found myself sliding in over my head. Like the Blood, we Chosen know how to swim. Unlike our rivals, we prefer the dignity that comes with staying dry.

Swimming would have been folly anyway. The image of the mother duck disappearing behind a screen of teeth replayed constantly through my mind. I wondered what other predators lurked nearby, waiting for me to slip. Or perched in the surrounding trees poised to swoop down with talons extended as soon as I was fully exposed. My ears swiveled back and forth as I listened for the faint rustle of feathers or the telltale dying of the songbirds’ chorus.

Neither came before I leapt onto mostly solid ground. Again, I relied on my training and fought the instinctive urge to wash my dripping paws, uncertain what might linger in the unclean water. Bad enough they’d been immersed. At least I didn’t feel the sting of any scraped or raw paw pads from my journey so far. An infection would take longer but could be just as deadly if it slowed my reflexes even a fraction.

As the ground rose and firmed beneath my paws, the unmasked scent of my prey assaulted my nose. She’d made no attempt at camouflage this time. Her scent stained the air everywhere as if she were marking territory. She smelled like one of us, only vulnerable and distinctly female. Her scent-mark reeked that she was in heat.

How could she have gotten so far in that condition? And how had she avoided the shots? Juliett had told me our heat could last for many days. Was that why she’d lingered in the area? Despite the torturous path she’d taken, this island wasn’t terribly far from the spring. Almost like she wanted to be found.

That changed everything. I surveyed the island cautiously. At the base of the great, central tree, I found more scent marking along with the castoff sheaths of claws beneath some furrows in the bark. After so much sharpening, her claws would be razor-fine. Maybe not so vulnerable after all. I scanned the area again from the crest of the central mound.

That’s when I spotted something unnatural half floating out in the water. A small capsule, smooth and gray, lay half-submerged, trailing lines that led to a dull patterned swatch of fabric mostly concealed beneath the dark stained water. A small egress hatch stood canted open. Scorch marks rimmed a nearby panel. The compartment wasn’t large enough to hold an Advisor, maybe only a tiny, yapping Blood. Or a Chosen. Was this just another piece of the Advisors’ ruins or had it somehow transported my prey here?

I stared at the symbols just visible between the waterline and the hatch hoping they might reveal an answer. While I couldn’t read them all, I recognized one word painted across a bright arrow pointing to hatch. “Rescue,” it said. My blood froze. I remembered that same arrow painted on the outside of our teardrop transport. That told me exactly what the compartment had been designed to house. A Sky God.

The hackles on my neck rose like tiny antennae. They had sent us to hunt a Sky God? Had I become her prey? She could be lurking anywhere in ambush, just waiting to spring her trap. Why else would she lead me here? I was certain I’d been lead. Her trail, while subtle, was too obvious for any of the Chosen to miss. 

Now I had to decide exactly what to do. Until I had her tranqed, I couldn’t call in the Advisors. If I captured her, she would be worth more than a few points toward a name. Would she know that I’d been here? Could she tell with Sky God magic? It was too late to cover the traces of my presence. I had to hope that her territorial markings would mask my nosing around. But where could I ambush her? I hadn’t smelled her at the bridge. She must have another way off the island, a back alley path I hadn’t run across.

I felt time pressing against me. I was so close yet so was our deadline. And a Sky God. I didn’t think I could bring her down alone. I knew I could trust 593, but could I really trust Juliett? Had it been her paw that guided Romeo to his death, or the Sky God’s?

I had no choice. I needed help and fast if I was going to bring the Sky God in. But was that what I really wanted? The Chosen didn’t hunt our own. And she was in heat. That meant I’d be trading her genetic line for mine. I wasn’t sure exactly how I felt about that. But what was my alternative?

Once again, my training kicked in. This was no place to ponder these questions or hash out a plan. I’d lingered far too long. Slowly, deliberately, with my ears swiveling in every direction, I turned back the way I’d come. Some deep, instinctive sense told me she wasn’t watching. I didn’t feel her eyes upon me. But I was exposed. She wouldn’t be far away.

I had just reached the far side of the underwater bridge when my collar buzzed. I jumped straight into the air. My heart pounded in my ears. I’d just been recalled. Why now when I was so close? Surely not because of Romeo.

Calm down, I told myself. Focus on your mission and the protocols. As I did, I realized that not all the pounding was inside my head. The distant thump, thump, thump of a sky transport drew closer.

I darted into the nearby underbrush, uncertain what it meant. If the Advisors could see me they’d know exactly where I was. They were always watching. Our backpacks can read our minds.

In an artificial voice, my collar spoke. It had never done that before.

“Bast’s Chosen. Your mission is hereby terminated. Half your team is dead. You are recalled back to your point of departure. Blood units are forming up onsite. Return before they engage or we cannot guarantee your safety.” After a pause, the message repeated twice more as the thumping first grew louder then receded and disappeared.

Bast’s Chosen… Half your team is dead. Romeo and who? Juliett or 593? I needed to find out. If I wanted to bring the Sky God down before honoring their recall I needed help. But I needed to get away from the Sky God’s island while I decided what to do. The sky transport would have drawn her attention.

I huddled in the underbrush a moment, making sure the Advisors had no other message to deliver. I was confident the Blood wouldn’t scout too far before nightfall. They couldn’t see like the Chosen in the dark. I knew I could convince my brother to keep hunting past the recall. And I knew Juliett would never give up the possibility of a name. But first, I needed to learn who lived. So I set off toward their sector.

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It was late afternoon when I found my answer. I’d been zigzagging back and forth for hours, hopping from island to island looking for any sign of 593 or Juliett. I’d paused in a tree just off another middling island when I heard faint yipping from somewhere near the shore. I tested the air and sure enough detected a familiar canine scent. I’d strayed into some coyote mother’s territory. They were our primary competition for food among the ruins. They would eat almost anything, alive or freshly dead. A den was doubly dangerous as all mothers sought to protect their young.

I’d climbed down and circled to give her den a wide berth. I had just exited from beneath the tunnel of underbrush and there he was lying in a marshy pool, his face staring up at me with sightless eyes. Gray intestines trailed from the ragged fur around his midsection. There was no blood even though his hind quarters had been completely torn away. His backpack and collar were also missing. Echo 593. Brud. My brother.

I felt a yowl creep up my throat and fought to keep it down. Too much danger lurked too close for me to sing his passing now.

Tentatively, I sniffed him. The smell of his body betrayed that he’d been dead for more than just the few hours since our recall. He’d died before Romeo.

Something else was wrong here. Coyotes are lazy eaters but even they bury their kills, in sand not in water. And then they either keep their rations close or dispose of the remnants far away. Rotting flesh attracted scavengers. No mother would risk that danger so close to her den.

Then I noticed faint paw prints and drag marks in the mud. Feline prints. I quickly spotted clumps of white fur snagged on a snapped off twig. I nosed around it carefully and found what I was searching for. The scent of Juliett. She must have dragged his body here but why? Had she tricked him like Romeo? 593 would never fall for that. What had she done to my brother?

Emotion overcame my training. I called for him like a mother to her lost kitten and listened for a reply. When none came, I knew I shouldn’t linger. I would call again tonight and for many nights to come. We deal with our dead differently. I sang another quick song of mourning and turned to leave his body behind.

As my head swung around, a glint buried deep within the foliage caught my eye like movement. A tiny, empty capsule with a needle reflected the dying light. Now I knew. Juliett must have tranqed him near the coyote’s den. She must have dumped his collar and backpack somewhere in the water afterwards. She was eliminating her rivals one by one to claim the Sky God for herself. That meant I could be next.

She could be stalking me right now, waiting for her chance to pounce. She could have left my brother’s body as a trap. My eyes darted across the underbrush to each potential hiding place before I realized there were too many.

The light was failing. I needed water. I needed food. I needed time to rest and formulate a plan. There was only one place I’d find all three, back at the island with the ruins. I needed to get moving. There was no one left to help me. There was no one I could trust.

I retreated toward the day’s starting point as quickly and quietly as I could. It was a long journey back. I’d ranged farther than most males today.

By the time I reached the spring, my tongue lolled and panted in the stagnant air. I drank deeply from the bubbling water, replenishing myself after the long, hot trek. I was still hungry but too bleary with exhaustion and grief to hunt. Even though I knew Juliett could be anywhere by now, I had to clear my head before I plotted my next move. So, I climbed into the leaning tree, curled up between two branches and drifted off to sleep.

I awoke in darkness to a chorus of frogs and insects. The night was old, the air now cool yet not quite fresh. Tendrils of white mist rose from the black water below me.

Now I was really hungry. I remembered the remains of the black snake buried near the ruins. I decided to risk going back to it despite how close it was to Romeo’s collar. Hunting something fresh would take more time, time I no longer had. Just after dawn, the entire wilderness would be crawling with eager Blood. And then it would be too late.

I crept back toward the palmetto break but paused well short on the trail when I noticed the twinkle of distant lights. The Advisors and their Blood had setup an advanced camp in the ruins where I’d slept. By now they would have found Romeo and his collar. I was surprised they remained so confident to burn their lights at night.

The thought of the snake so close made my mouth water. But I knew the Advisors must have sentries. Even the Blood wouldn’t be as arrogant as that. If they hadn’t found me yet, there was no reason to give them an easy trail to start on in the morning.

I swatted at a clump of nearby leaves in frustration. A fat palmetto bug scurried away in the moonlight. I pinned it with a paw and crunched though its shell, biting it in half. Both pieces tickled as they went down. Their wriggling didn’t soothe my stomach much. What I really needed was fresh meat. But the howl of a restless Blood sent me creeping back toward the spring, tail low and belly grumbling.

My hunger barely eased, I only paused there long enough to formulate a plan. I knew I couldn’t wait until dawn to pursue my prey again.

I wanted to go after Juliett but the only sign I seen of her was 593’s body dumped like rotting meat. I knew I couldn’t trust her now but I didn’t know whether she’d hunt me or the Sky God first. She had to know the Blood were close. If she were anywhere nearby, she would have heard them just like me.

That left two choices. Either slip around the Blood to our departure point before morning and trade my knowledge of the Sky God to the Advisors, if Juliett hadn’t found her first. Or deny Juliett her victory and capture the Sky God for myself. I didn’t trust that the Advisors would split the points if either of us honored the recall.

The longer I thought, the more 593’s eyes haunted me. I wanted to sing for him again but didn’t dare with the Blood so close. I decided then I had to move forward not back. Our line must survive. I wouldn’t cede that to Juliett.

From the spring, I stalked back along the trail I’d followed earlier, cautiously sniffing my way. The scent markers had faded but the map inside my head guided me back to the trail each time my nose led me astray. The Bloods’ noses were ten times more sensitive. It wouldn’t be hard for them to follow my new, haphazard trail once they found the spring come dawn.

Eventually, I stood before the submerged bridge that led to the Sky God’s island. The mist on the water had congealed into a low, thin fog. On the last patch of dry land before the fallen sapling, I caught the faint metallic scent of blood.

I froze and focused to identify the source, and found myself staring into the eyes of a black snake, mouth agape, fangs bared. Slowly, I drew back a paw. When it did not move or hiss, I batted it without claws. It rolled harmlessly aside. Someone quick and clever had left it like a guardian. Was it an omen or warning? From the Sky God or Juliett? I wasn’t sure. But someone knew I’d come this way before.

I padded back crossed the bridge, careful not to splash or shake my paws. The fog dampened the surrounding scents and all but the loudest sounds. The trill of the insects and night peepers came from everywhere and nowhere all at once. The fog itself seemed radiant with moonlight as if glowing from within.

As my paws touched dry land, I caught a flicker of motion off to my right. Something sped through the fog, low, white and feline, as silent as a ghost. Juliett? Or the Sky God? I extended my claws and fired a dart just as the form blended back into the surrounding mist. I didn’t hear my prey fall. A miss.

I only had three shots and now had wasted one. Juliett still had two, enough to bury me like my brother and still claim the Sky God for herself. After seeing 593, I knew she wouldn’t hesitate if she saw me. And I still had no idea what magic the Sky God might possess.

Shadows danced as a soft breeze swirled through the fog like a kitten’s paw chasing imaginary fish around a water bowl. I broke left to avoid whomever I’d just seen. With any luck, she wouldn’t have noticed the dart I’d sped her way. Maybe I could circle around and ambush her. With all the territorial marking on the island, I’d never be able to detect Juliett by scent. Or the Sky God either for that matter. A very clever trick.

I stalked toward the whiskery grasses that lined the shoreline. A blur of white rushed in from my left. I turned and fired on instinct but the dart sailed wide. She crashed into my flank. The impact sent me sprawling. We tumbled together, claws and teeth flailing for purchase. When we rolled to rest, I was pinned on my back by the full weight of an adult female, her paws to either side. Even as I struggled to bring my rear claws to bear against her belly, she laid her teeth against my throat. Submissively, I lay still.

The Sky God released my windpipe to study me a moment. “So they’ve sent a kitten to claim me,” she hissed. In the moonlight I could see dark symbols tattooed along her gums as she bared her teeth. “What did they offer you, little one? Please tell me more than the promise of a name.”

I said nothing. Her fur was mostly white like Juliett’s but with patches of tan and grey like me. She was lean and muscular yet outweighed me by at least a third. She wore a collar of the same webbing as my own. Two silver slashes like tiny claw marks were embroidered within its weave. A dusky charm dangled from a metal hasp just above my nose.

My mind raced through possibilities of escape, rejecting each in turn. Maybe she hadn’t noticed Juliett. One cry would bring her running. But would she save me or just claim the Sky God for herself? It didn’t matter. I needed help.

“You’re a fool if you believed them,” the Sky God growled. “The charm on your collar says ‘expendable.’ How many others did they send die?”

A smile is an Advisor’s expression, one our faces couldn’t form. And baring teeth meant something completely different to us anyway. But I knew she lied. And that sparked a flicker of hope.

“You’re wrong,” I told her. “It says ‘Echo 716, Bast’s Chosen,’” I concentrated on her medallion. “Just like yours says, ‘Bast, (provisional) Captain, USAF.’”

“You can read?” The Sky God’s ears and whiskers twitched in stunned confusion. She relaxed her guard for barely an instant, but that was all the time I needed.

I twisted like a snake until my rear claws clutched the ground then I unleashed them like a coiled spring. As I shot out from under her, her claws belatedly raking down my sides. The entire time I yowled out one word as far as my voice would carry. “Juliett!”

When I spun round to face the Sky God, she had melted back into the fog and shadows. Was she really Bast? The Bast? Were we the ones she’d chosen? As my heart slowed back to a normal pace, I wondered what it meant. Had I made a terrible mistake?

Juliett’s singsong voice greeted me as if to answer. “She’s right, you know. The Advisors never intended for us to come back from this mission. They lie about everything. We’re all expendable to them.” She was close but I couldn’t pinpoint exactly where. Then I heard a dart ricochet off my backpack followed by the skittering of claws on bark. The tree! She was somewhere in the tree!

I bolted for a new position, praying I didn’t run into the Sky God along the way. “Just like you lied to Romeo?” I taunted.

Juliett snorted from above. “That kitten was bad luck from the day he joined us. His stupidity must have finally caught up with him.”

I edged around clinging to the brush. If I could keep her talking, the Sky God might go after her if she hadn’t fled already. Juliett and I each only had one dart left. Neither of us would fire without a clean, clear shot. Whoever took down the Sky God might not be the one to claim her. A three-way stand-off.

“And 593?” I asked, still moving through the fog.

“He smelled that slut’s heat from a mile away,” Juliett spat from a new position. “I just followed him. In his distraction, he strayed too close to a coyote’s den.”

“Don’t lie to me, Juliett. I found his body, or what was left of it. I saw your dart.” I moved again, circling around. If I couldn’t pin her down, maybe she couldn’t line up a shot on me.

“That’s too bad,” she said, almost sounding mournful. “I always respected you, 716. With you, I’d split the points.”

“That’s because you only have one shot left,” I countered. A branch that almost scraped the ground emerged from the fog in front of me. Did I dare pursue her in the tree?

“Poor, naïve Echo,” Juliett almost purred. “The Advisors always wanted us to take out each other out. Why else would they split the points among the survivors? But who am I to argue. Less competition means I earn a name when I bring the Sky God back.”

I climbed while she spoke, careful to keep my balance and not let my claws skitter along the bark. I needn’t have bothered. The Sky God’s voice boomed across the island just as I rose above the fog. “Don’t count your points before they’re tallied, kitten. You have to take me first.”

While Juliett and I had been stalking one another, the Sky God must have come around from Juliett’s blindside. She pounced on Juliett from a higher vantage. She’d chosen her ambush well. Juliett barely had time to fire. Her dart grazed the Sky God’s fur but didn’t stick. An instant later, Bast’s full fury was upon her.

Juliett sprang up and sideways, dodging the Sky God’s attack. The Sky God recovered quickly, pivoting on a branch and pouncing back into Juliett as a mass of swatting paws. The melee quickly became a tangle of claws and flying fur up and down the tree, each trying to cast the other to the ground. At turns, they broke apart and repositioned. Increasingly, both of their white fur was streaked with red. Staring each other down, they yowled their war cries before diving back together. I had no doubt the Blood could hear this fight all the way back in the ruins. How long before they came?

The battle raged to the very edge of the branches overhanging the water. The Sky God held the advantage in size and muscle, Juliett in quickness. The next time they separated, the Sky God had a ragged gash along her nose while one of Juliett’s ears was tattered. I climbed higher, desperate for a position from which I could take a shot and yet stay above the fray. I couldn’t tell which of them would win. Their skills were fairly matched. It just might come down to luck.

Fate favored Juliett. As the Sky God crouched and sprang for what might have been a deadly strike, her hind paw slipped on a patch of moss. As she fought to keep her balance, one of her rear claws completely tore away. She screamed and fell, barely saving herself from the water by twisting and catching a narrow branch that snapped. She clutched it with both front paws but now dangled like a kitten who eyes overreached her legs. She tried to pull herself up by scratching for purchase with one hind leg, but she needed both. The other dangled uselessly as if broken. Blood dripped from her wounded paw.

Juliett dropped from branch to branch stalking the Sky God now. If Juliet could pry her loose, the Sky God might drown, if her blood hadn’t attracted another duck-eating predator.

I circled down to watch.

“Extend your claws, 716,” Juliett turned to me as the motion caught her eye. “With her capture, we both can earn a name.”

“Don’t listen to her, Calli,” the Sky God cried. “If the Advisors kill the Sky Gods, what chance do the Chosen have?”

Did she say Calli? The name from my dream? Could that memory be real?

“How do you know my name?” I demanded.

“Heather reminded me before they gave her the needle’s kiss.” The Sky God struggled again to find purchase with her good hind paw but only managed to reposition and gain some time. Juliett was almost on top of her now. “Come back to us, Calli,” the Sky God added, “and we’ll remember.”

Those words echoed from my dream. For the first time in half a season, I felt the full weight of my collar and backpack. I couldn’t tranq them both. It was either the Juliett or Sky God. Vengeance or a name. Would the Advisors know what I was about to do? No, that was magical kitten thinking. Juliett had taught me that. Or maybe the Advisors had. After 593, I knew no one could read our minds. I lined up my shot.

“Don’t listen, Echo,” Juliett growled, “She’ll say anything to survive.” She turned to face me. When our eyes met, she knew it wasn’t the Sky God in my sights. She coiled to pounce. I extended my claws. The dart flew straight and true. It caught her just below the shoulder. She wobbled for a long second then plunged into the water below.

She tried to swim but kept slipping beneath the water as the drug wormed deeper into her veins. She sputtered each time she broke the surface again. As her endurance finally failed, her glassy eyes stared up at me just like my brother’s before her backpack dragged her under. She didn’t rise again. The dark water thrashed with tails and teeth where she’d gone down. The predators had come.

“That’s for killing my brother,” I hissed down at her.

Then I crept down the branch, careful not to bounce it, until I stood over the Sky God considering. She eyed me warily. She knew I could easily dislodge her and there was nothing she could do.

“Did you kill Romeo?” I asked. Her life hung on the answer.

“That kitten was no threat to me,” she said, even as her grasp began to fail. “I needed the Chosen to linger until the Blood arrived so I could lead them on a chase. For that, I needed all of you alive.”

When our eyes locked, I detected no lie, no softness, no plea for mercy. Just hard, intense interest at whether I would send her to follow Juliett. If I did nothing, her fate would no longer be in my teeth. If the Advisors reclaimed her collar from the reptiles that might earn me a name. All I had to do was watch from the safety of my perch as her strength slipped away.

I wanted to but couldn’t. The Sky God was in heat and might already be pregnant. I wouldn’t trade my line for hers if it meant murdering her kittens.

So, I splayed myself before her, all four sets of claws extended for stability and told her to try again. She seemed to understand. As she pulled herself up one last time, I reached out and bit into the loose skin around her neck as if she were a kitten. While I couldn’t support all of her weight, I could hold just enough to allow her to gain purchase on the branch.

“Thank you,” she purred as she climbed to more solid wood. Once she was secure, I backed away to a safe distance.

We lay facing each other on the branch exhausted until the baying of the Blood reached our ears. It wouldn’t take them long to find us once they came across the spring. As quickly as I could, I turned and picked my way back along the branch until I found a spot where it was safe to jump to the ground. The Sky God limped along behind me. Where I descended lightly, she landed with a thud.

She panted on the ground a moment. “Do you think you can release my collar,” she asked. “With it you can at least confirm that I was here. That might earn you enough to avoid the needle’s kiss.”

I studied it and noted it was different than my own. While mine was clamped in place in such a way that none of us could release it, hers had a simple buckle I thought I could worry free. A minute later, it dangled from my mouth.

The Sky God struggled to her feet. Her back paw bore some weight. At least it wasn’t broken. I knew the agony of her wound would be fading. Once the shock fades, the Chosen can block out even a considerable amount of pain.

In the distance, the baying changed. The Blood had found my scent. Now, neither of us was safe.

“You need to go before they find us,” I told her. “I’ll draw them off. They know my scent. I can make it back to the Advisors before they catch me.”

“Come with me instead,” the Sky God offered.

I couldn’t believe what I’d heard. With 593 gone, I had no reason to return. After the Advisors had stripped Juliett of her points, I had no doubt they’d do the same to me if I came back without the Sky God. Could I really escape their game? I longed to accept but knew that was magical kitten thinking.

“I can’t,” I mewed. “They’ll track my collar and my backpack.”

“I can short them out just like I did with my compartment when I landed.” She glanced toward the water where it lay out. “But if I do, there’s no turning back. If they catch me, they’ll give me the needle’s kiss, just like Heather and the others. They’ll kill you, too. We will be alone, a Pride of two with no others of our kind.”

Could she really release me with Sky God magic? Could she really set me free?

“Why would a Sky God want me?” I asked, uncertain I could trust her.

“Because you are Chosen,” she answered. “You may have lesser Talents but you are still the Sky Gods’ young. We need each other to survive.”

The cries of the Blood grew closer. The Sky God turned to me favoring her wounded leg. “It’s now or never, kitten. Die free with me or chained with them. There is no other choice.”

The Blood would soon stand before the bridge. I knew what would happen when they crossed. Then I remembered what Juliett had said. We are all expendable. In that she’d told the truth. I bowed my head to the Sky God in submission.

She pressed her forehead against my backpack. With crackle and a sharp, acrid scent of Sky God magic, the latches released. The weight of my collar and backpack slid to the ground. She’d killed me. And I was free.

The Sky God clutched the Advisors’ artifacts in her teeth, limped over and dropped them in the water. As she hobbled toward her back-alley path off the island, I scrambled to catch up.

“Thank you, Bast, for choosing me,” I whispered reverently toward her tail.

“The Advisors named me that,” she replied, glancing over a shoulder. “You can call me Beth, Calli.”

My ears and whiskers perked with joy even as the Blood drew closer. The Sky God had spoken to me like an equal. Echo 716 was dead. But in my heart I knew I’d earned my name.


© 2013 Edward P. Morgan III

Friday, August 9, 2013

Captain Rick's Eye


"Captain Rick's Eye" - a reading (on YouTube)


I saw the fight outside my window the night Captain Rick lost an eye. It didn’t last long, just some yelling then a crack that sent him sprawling before the shadows disappeared. His eye flew across the alley like he’d spit out a jawbreaker.

Captain Rick knocked over trashcans looking for it until Crash threw a beer bottle at him. When Captain Rick began to sob Crash burst outside and kicked him like a dog. “I’ll give you something to whine about.”

When I heard Crash stumble down the hall, I crawled back into bed and pretended to sleep. He stood swaying in my doorway, watching his little cat he always told Darlene. Then their bedroom door slammed shut and I knew I could sleep.

I heard Captain Rick back in the alley the next morning but I’d gotten out there first. I’d found his eye near the storm drain, resting against a needle and a balloon I wasn’t supposed to touch. It felt cold and hard inside the pocket of my dress.

I was eating a baloney sandwich in the kitchen when Crash woke up. He opened the fridge for a beer.

“Captain Rick lost another eye last night,” Darlene said.

I asked Darlene what would happen to him now.

“The VA will give him a new one just like last time.”

“Maybe he’ll get a blue one this time,” Crash laughed. “Then he could pass for a husky.”

I laughed, too. Captain Rick reminded everyone of a mangy dog no one wanted to be around.

Darlene didn’t laugh. She liked to talk to Captain Rick on our way to school each morning. He was almost nice when he remembered to take his pills. Crash said he’d lost his eye in the war along with half his mind from killing so many people. Darlene said he only killed the evil ones.

The glass eye didn’t match his real one. The brown was darker and the white brighter, like his real one had faded in the sun. Crash said that’s what the desert does. And it never pointed exactly where his other eye was looking. It followed me even when I hid behind Darlene.

That eye was clearer, too. Like it saw all the mean thoughts inside my head and made me not want to think them. Like the eye of God, Father William said.

We stopped going to church when I told Father William that Crash kept a box of teeth under his bed. I got a quarter for each of mine. I wondered how much Crash had gotten but none of his were missing. Crash hit me when he found out I’d told. Darlene got mad.

“Little cats need to learn that curiosity can kill,” he said.

“Crash, she’s just a little girl.”

“Not so little anymore." He'd looked at me funny.

Now, Crash had that same look in his eye. I sank down in my chair and drank my milk. He tickled Darlene’s ribs instead, his fingers creeping higher like they always did. She giggled and swatted away his hands just like me.

That night, I set Captain Rick’s eye on a bottle cap between the paws of Mr. Whiskers. Crash had won him the first Sunday we went to the boardwalk instead of church. Darlene wouldn’t let me have a real cat.

Captain Rick’s eye watches over me now where it can see and not be seen. Maybe it will keep the mean thoughts out of Crash’s head on the nights he stands outside my door so I can finally sleep again.


© 2013 Edward P. Morgan III

Monday, July 8, 2013

Amongst the Crowd


Amongst the Crowd - a reading (on YouTube)


We don our disguises and pretend to be someone genuine and new,
Lurkers at the threshold peering in with the eyes of a predator.
Our razor-cut, Sokka-styled host greets us at the door
Beside a pile of shoes like a Holocaust sorting station.

High-heeled pretense lies abandoned poolside.
A brief, surficial stillness reflects the evening sky.
Bowed notes glide effortlessly along the water
The caress of cat-silk across the bridged body of a doll.

Screens of bamboo, brown, bound and horizontal,
Vibrant, vertical and green, whisper susurrant secrets
That send chimes of iridescent laughter twinkling on the twilight breeze.
Fireworks of orchids burst beneath the nightshade of an arbor.

There is chemistry to these gatherings, a primal alchemy,
An iron cauldron stirred by a trio of green-skinned Kalis
Smiling Mona Lisa seductions to reveal too much
Or be forever shunned in silence.

Connections, brief and enduring, form in the universal solvent of alcohol,
The swell and lull conversations stirred by the aqua blue catalyst of the pool.
Marital bonds dissolve for the preferred valence of male to male, female to female.
Pairings reconfigure as exchanges are interrupted by commingling Brownian motion.

Eyed by long-faced masks that peer from every dark and tribal palm,
I am an unstable isotope that drifts through the night alone.
While from his secret alcove buried deep within the garden,
A smiling, torch-lit Buddha reminds me who I am.


© 2013 Edward P. Morgan III 

Friday, June 14, 2013

All That Glitters


My life got jump-started the night all those storms rolled through the county awhile back, the ones that dropped the tornado that wiped out most of Greenville. If I’d been smart, I would have hunkered down somewhere safe and rode them out. Instead, I’d borrowed trouble. Or maybe it had borrowed me.

I was nursing a beer in the 8-Ball Lounge that night, waiting for Thurston to show with my money. Gil had on the Weather Channel instead of the usual Sports Center. He said it was a public service because of all the tornado warnings but I knew he had the hots for that blond anchor they had these days. When I tried to change the channel, he said the remote was for paying customers only. I had been hoping to change that before last call but it was looking more and more like Thurston had stood me up again. But he was my cousin so what could I do.

The wind howled like a banshee as Dizzy came in through the back door. The reinforced steel echoed through the barroom as it slammed back in place.

“Raining yet?” Gil asked him.

“No, but it’s blowing something fierce. Wouldn’t be surprised if we saw a twister.”

“Sounds like one just touched down in Greenville.” Gil nodded toward the TV.

“Good thing you built this place like a bunker, Gil.”

“With the only liquor store in twenty miles, what choice did I have?” He smiled.

“Hey, Diz, have you seen Thurston around tonight?” I asked.

He shook his head. “I heard just before I left the Legion post that he got himself arrested. Way I hear it, he was loading up crates from the Oyster Shack into the bed of his pickup when the sheriff pulled up. Didn’t even have them under a tarp. Must have thought no one would notice with storms.”

I rolled my eyes. That would be about Thurston’s style. Rob Peter to pay Paul then stiff the Lord himself.

“Anybody bail him out this time?” I asked.

Diz looked at me like I was crazy as he headed back toward the billiard room. “With Janie gone now, who the hell would?”

Not me, that’s for sure. Even if I wasn’t dodging collectors myself, he owed me enough as it was. Besides, he’d probably been tying one on most of the afternoon to pull a stunt like that. He’d need drying out or he’d likely be a handful. Thurston could be mean as a snake sober but drunk was a whole different kind of party. A couple months back, he’d shot a man who’d been ragging him about his name in the 8-Ball parking lot. Got him in the leg. Self-defense, or so he said. Not that they’d ever found the gun. And nobody’d seen a thing. The advantage of being born into the right side of the family, I guess. But with my aunt gone, so was his protection. Not that it had ever extended to me. I’d spent half my life getting punched in his headlock. Until the day I’d stood and fought back that had earned me my nickname. Since then, he listened to me. Mostly anyway.

“Hey, Gil, one more on my tab.” I shook the empty longneck. “It don’t sound like it’s safe for me to go back to the Airstream just yet.”

Gil shot me a glare as he walked over. “You need a shelter, Brass, you better get down to the high school. If you’re looking for charity, try the Methodist church. Otherwise it’s cash only or get the hell out.” He thunked his cracker-whacker onto the bar to show that he was serious.

Driving home, the Duster nearly twice got blown into a ditch. That would’ve been about a perfect nightcap. I still had the letter I’d found in my PO Box saying my unemployment would go dry after one more check. Seven years degreasing aluminum tubing for that Norwegian outfit and six months is all I get. Thanks for nothing, governor. I might have voted for you, too, and would’ve considered it again if I could’ve ever dragged my ass down to the courthouse to register. But that would’ve meant the bill collectors would know exactly where I was.

The wind was swirling like a stew pot by the time I eased up the dirt road to the lot I rented. My acre of paradise in the middle of puckerbrush, up and behind the woodlot for the organic mushroom farm. Water and a septic tank thrown with the rent, with a discount to keep my eyes open for any drunk college students out shrooming from the state university.

In the glow from drop light on the pole, I could see the door to the Airstream had been tagged as I pulled up. A plucky little Watchtower jammed beneath the door ruffled in the wind but stubbornly refused to fly. Goddamned Witnesses. Like they didn’t have nothing better to do. Why the hell they’d trek all the way out here every Friday was beyond me. I suspected Aunt Jane had given them directions before she’d died in a last ditch effort to make sure at least some of the family would be reunited one day. My granddad would’ve loaded them up with buckshot. Which is why he left the Airstream to me and not her. Aunt Jane had been pissed. She had some delusion about extended family vacations on the road, though that was a mild one by her standards.

The lights from town gave a greenish cast to the clouds moving low and fast overhead. The high school was looking like a real possibility before the night was through. The wind snatched at the Duster’s door before I’d slammed it shut with a squeal. I was just grabbing the Watchtower to add to my collection for lighting the grill when the hair on my neck began to rise.

The wind picked up to a sudden scream. The drop light on the power pole flickered. I cussed up a storm as I fumbled with my key. Just as I jammed it in the lock, lightning and thunder exploded in an arc-welder of deafening bright white light. Pink and green flames danced atop the power pole. The drop light showered glass across the lot. A sign from God, Aunt Jane would say.

Just then something crashed into the Duster. I edged back over to find a massive dent in its hood, a new one. Lying in the dirt near the front tire was a blue metal lockbox with one corner slightly crushed. Where the hell had that come from? Had it just dropped out of the clouds? As I stood there staring at it with the wind plucking at my jeans and shirt, the sky opened up. I snatched up the box and sprinted across the dirt that quickly turned to mud.

The wind ripped the door from my hand as I opened it, slamming it against the Airstream’s body. Trees and branches snapped and crashed throughout the woodlot as I fought the door closed from inside. Even then the Airstream rocked and rolled like a bass boat caught in a thunderstorm on the lake. I hoped the tie-downs held. 

I dug up a flashlight and set to work examining the lockbox as I waited out the storm. It was light and didn’t rattle much when I shook it but enough to let me know there was something inside. The box itself was a touch rusty with three numbered brass tumblers by the latch like the cheap bike lock I had growing up. I thought about scrounging up a screwdriver when I remembered how easy those were to pick. I ran through every number one at a time on each dial, testing the lid for looseness with each stop. I could’ve done it the hard way, it was only like a thousand combinations but I didn’t know how long the flashlight would hold out. A dozen clicks later, the lid popped open.

Inside were just some papers. God sure had a twisted sense of humor dropping this on me. Hardly seemed with my effort but now I was curious. And I didn’t have much better to do until the power company came out to repair the line which wasn’t likely before I paid that third and final notice.

The first page was some kind of receipt spotted with brown mold that made my nose itch. I quickly set it aside. The second was a shiny financial newsletter, slightly less spotted, touting gold as insurance against a coming calamity that made the end times described in the Watchtower sound like a trip to Disney World. Pure Fantasyland, and I’m not talking about the Adult Superstore down by the Interstate. This Ranting Andy was almost as funny as Glen Beck’s old Schlub Club routines on AM radio. But I thought everyone knew they were set up as a joke.

That was until I went back to the receipt and found that one Shelley Colson of Greenville had taken it all quite seriously about a decade back. She’d bought into the gag to the tune of ten thousand dollars for which she’d received twenty-five one-ounce gold coins. Old school US currency, not some cheap foreign knockoffs you couldn’t trust. Now this box had my full and undivided attention. What was it Beck always said? Gold never loses value. I seemed to remember it’d gone up some since then.

God had just handed me a treasure map. All I had to do was find this Shelley Colson and I’d be rich. And He had conveniently put her address right there on the receipt. I thought my troubles were over.

About then the flashlight started going dim, so I packed it in for the night. The storm had settled to a slashing rain that beat against the Airstream like a fifty-gallon drum. I fell asleep watching water run down the dark window over my bed but all I could see were rainbows.

---

By morning, I’d come up with a plan. First stop was the public library. If everything checked out there, it was off to Leggett & Levine. And then to county lockup if everything still came up roses. I just about had time to get all that in before Thurston would be stuck there the entire weekend. Arrested on a Friday night meant he wouldn’t be arraigned until Monday morning.

The library was crowded with families and morning people, not my usual crowd. I headed straight for the computer desks. All full. Upstairs, too. So I picked the wimpiest looking snot-nosed kid and stared him down until he scurried away. Once I was sure he wasn’t coming back, I pulled up Google Earth. I typed in the address from the receipt just like all those bogus interviews the State Employment agency had sent me on. Sure enough, there it was on a dead end street right on the edge of Greenville, a nice little house on tidy piece of land with a freestanding garage and another building in back. Just across the state line. A little research in the property appraiser and tax collector databases confirmed Shelley Colson was still the owner. And that out building turned out to be a mother-in-law cottage, fully plumbed. One more stop on the Weather Channel site confirmed a mile-wide stretch of Greenville had been wiped off the map by the tornado last night, the same one that had skipped over us. The governor had declared a disaster and the Guard was on its way this morning. That didn’t give me much time. I cleared the cache and browser history then headed over to Leggett & Levine.

Negotiating with the stepbrothers was the tricky part. I didn’t think I could pull off this treasure hunt without Thurston as backup. He was a monster of a man, six foot of lean muscle by the fifth grade and he hadn’t been done growing. One good look up at him and most sane people fell in line. Thurston wasn’t a kind of man you messed with if someone gave you options. I just hoped I could control him. He ought to have sobered up by now. 

Talking to Lewis and Lester took a lot longer than I thought. Lewis Leggett ran a pawn shop that gave payday loans. His stepbrother Lester Levine was the bail bondsman right next door. They shared the building with a gentlemen’s club that they co-owned call Titillations which brought a whole new meaning to strip mall around here.

Lewis and Lester were plugged into all the local gossip so they both knew exactly why I was there. What they couldn’t figure out is why I’d want to bail out Thurston before Monday. If he was mean drunk, he was even meaner hungover. I was just hoping he’d be happy to see me. So I put on my tap shoes and danced around their questions.

Too bad they both knew my unemployment checks were just about done. When I suggested a payday loan, Lewis just smiled and shook his head. Besides, what they’d advance based on my benefits wouldn’t cover the bail Lester quoted off the computer anyway. Turns out that as well as simple burglary that would probably get dealt down to transport of stolen goods, Thurston had taken a swing at a deputy. Thank heavens he hadn’t connected or he’d probably be up for manslaughter. But that swing and a miss had jacked the price to spring him from a few hundred to a couple grand. After running through their little game of back and forth for more than an hour, I finally broke down and let the stepbrothers walk me through what they really wanted.

Turned out Lewis’s ex-sister-in-law’s boy was setting up a business fixing up vintage Airstream’s like mine and turning them for a profit on Craigslist. So Lewis convinced Lester to front me the bail money if I put up the pink slip for the Airstream. Lewis was counting on me not coming up with the money to payoff it off by Monday. Neither of them cared about the Duster, but they let me pawn it anyway. That charity freed up another five hundred which with the other just covered Thurston’s bail. They didn’t even care if I drove it. They’d just repaved their parking lot and didn’t want the fresh blacktop stained with oil. So I could keep it as long as I didn’t use it to help Thurston flee the jurisdiction. Scout’s honor, I promised.

That white lie bought Thurston daylight for just over forty-eight hours. No way they’d hold an arraignment without a lawyer, a luxury neither of us could afford. But the public defender had been on Aunt Jane’s Christmas list forever, so I knew Thurston would get the best deal possible, probably community service and a fine. So I signed the papers that guaranteed I’d have him back at the courthouse at three sharp Monday afternoon along with the money owed for both vehicles or they’d turn us over to their bounty hunter and pet repo-man.

 ---

I was waiting by the inmate release door of the jail when Thurston’s paperwork finally went through, fifteen minutes before they would’ve had to feed him again. I untied the rope holding the Duster’s passenger door shut and pushed it open with a squeal.

“Where’s my truck?” he asked as he ducked his head inside.

“It’s in the impound lot. I only had the money to bail out one of you and I’ve got to tell you that truck of yours made a pretty good case. Besides, somebody’d likely notice if we used it to leave the county.”

After a glare that could have withered a Spanish bayonet, he climbed in. He was still wearing his black hoodie from the night before. I tied the rope off around the back of the seat. I started the car and pulled around the parking lot.

“Where we going?” he asked.

Greenville,” I said as I turned onto the two-lane road. I eased the Duster to just under the speed limit. The sheriff liked nothing better than setting up speed traps right outside the jail. Outta be illegal.

“What do we want in that two-hole outhouse?”

I smiled angelically. “Seems God sent me a special delivery that’s just waiting for us to pick it up.”

Thurston glared again. “Don’t start all that Jesus crap with me. I’ve heard about as much of it as I can stand for one lifetime.”

“Aunt Jane would be mighty grieved to hear that,” I said, rolling my eyes toward heaven. “And so would our Lord.”

“Don’t test me, Brass.” Thurston stomped his boot against the plywood in the passenger footwell to make his point. I heard the snap of rotten wood. When I glanced over, he was studying the shattered plywood and rusty floorboards.

“What’s that?” he asked pointing down to the gray that had appeared between the cracks.

“Road,” I answered casually.

He lifted his feet to either side. “So what’s it you really want from me?”

“I need your help with this pick up.”

“What makes you think I’m gonna to give it to you?”

“Besides the fact that you owe me money and I just bailed you out of jail? Really, next time, you don’t have to go to so much trouble. Just ask for an extension. We’re family after all.”

He turned to me and laughed. “I’m up to my ass in alligators and you think I’m worried about paying you?”

“These gators got a name?” I asked, serious this time.

“Billy Long.” He pulled up his hood and stared out the window at the trees whizzing by.

“You don’t mess around do you? How the hell did you get mixed up with him?” I would have said I thought he was smarter than that but I knew better.

Thurston said nothing.

“Well, my friend,” I said in my best tent revival voice, “I’ve got some good news for you that’ll turn your life around.”

Thurston turned a smoldering glare back on me that looked likely to catch fire any second. I told him about Shelley Colson and quickly laid out my plan.

He considered it a moment. “She won’t take us seriously without a gun.”

“No one gets hurt,” I said. Crowbarring someone out of their property was one thing. Assault with intent was a whole other matter.

“Nobody said nothing about nobody getting hurt,” he snapped. “We just ain’t gonna be like these dumb niggers I see on TV trying to hold up some bank going buh, buh, buh. We gotta play this smart.”

“You can’t use that word no more, Thurston.” I said quietly.

“The hell I can’t. I got plenty of black friends.” He turned back to the window. “You sound just like my kids.”

We drove in silence for a while.

The more I thought about it, the more I thought he might be onto something. They definitely believed in the Second Amendment over in Greenville. But I was more worried about a dog than Ms. Shelley Colson having a gun. Most women don’t know how to shoot a gun even if they owned one. Dogs aren’t scared by damned near anything. And once they latch onto you, even those little rat dogs won’t let go.

“You know where we can pick up something on short notice?” I asked.

He nodded. “We gotta stop by your trailer first.”

---

I pulled up to the Airstream and slid the Duster into park. In daylight, the power pole looked like a burnt out mess. I was lucky the drop line hadn’t caught fire and taken the trailer with it. God must have been watching over me.

I trotted up the steps while Thurston just sat in the Duster, staring off into the woods. He’d been the one who said we needed to come here but he wasn’t moving. I wondered but knew better than asking. I’d pushed him about as far as I could, farther than he would have tolerated from anyone else. He’d tell me or not in his own time. Didn’t matter much since I needed to pickup some things we needed anyway. I just hoped he didn’t think I had any money to front him.
                          
Inside, I scrounged up a dark hoodie, a folding buck knife I didn’t dare bring near the jail and all my spare change along with the emergency twenty I kept in the freezer. I grabbed the lock box with the receipt and the printout from the library. I stuffed everything into a little black nylon duffel I used to take to work. I looked around for what else we might need, but couldn’t think of anything. It was getting late. We needed to get a move on if we were going to beat the Guard units that would begin pouring into Greenville.

When I came back out, I found Thurston digging up a box from under my steps with a tire iron. It could’ve been the twin of the one that fell out of the sky. I could only stare as he knocked off the dirt and dropped it on the steps, terrified of what he’d been storing under my trailer without telling me. He just grinned like a maniac, which gave me no comfort at all.

He popped the lid to reveal a revolver, a Saturday night special by the look of it, sealed in a scratched up Ziploc bag. Or mostly sealed, anyway. I noticed a dark tear by one corner. I wondered how long it had been down there.

“What the hell, Thurston? You don’t think to ask before burying your gun under my trailer?”

“Not mine.” He smiled as he pulled it from the bag. “Billy Long’s. He asked me to hold it for him as a favor.”

Which was probably why Thurston was tried to knock over the Oyster Shack, so he wouldn’t wake up one morning to find a pig’s head nailed to his door. Billy Long and his Asian crew had pretty much taken over the Boar’s Head Lounge as a front for their loan sharking operation. I’m not sure exactly where they were from, but I knew you didn’t want to call them Vietnamese. I’d seen what they could do with a pool cue when they got mad. Made Thurston seem as harmless as a school girl.

“Does he even know?” I closed my eyes like a kid who could make the answer go away.

Thurston rattled open the cylinder to check the ammo then snapped it back shut. “I consider this a freebee for the interest that shylock charges. Besides, like you said, it’s not like we’re gonna use it.”

Sweet Jesus, this was perfect. I wondered if that was the same gun Thurston had used to clip that guy at the 8-Ball with a while back. I wasn’t even sure the thing would fire again after all that time down there. I didn’t want to think about what would happen if Billy Long found out he’d used it. I just hoped it didn’t have a body on it. It disappeared into his pocket.

I showed Thurston what I’d gathered up. When I asked if there was anything else we needed, he shrugged. “Provisions?”

“Trailer’s tapped,” I said, hoping he’d drop it. Instead, he hefted the tire iron as if weighing it. “We’ll pick something up when we stop for gas.”

---

I eased up to the pump at the Zippy Mart just across the county line. While I leaned against side of the car pumping gas, Thurston called out what we needed through my window.

“You got any cash to contribute to this shopping list?” I asked. He stared at me dead-eyed. Kind of his default expression.

I cut the fill up to three quarters then headed inside. Thurston hung out the window and called after me, “And get some smokes. Menthol lights.”

I hit the shelves first, then the cooler, a man on a mission as I gathered up supplies. As I approached the counter, I was greeted by a singsong voice I knew. Shit.

“Hey, Brass,” Missy Simons greeted me from behind the counter in her tight white Zippy Mart polo. The 8-Ball’s number one barfly and all around biggest gossip.

I dropped my armful of stuff on the counter. “Hey, Missy. What are you doing here?  I thought you worked the store over on the other side of town.”

She twisted a finger around a lock of her bottle blond hair. The carpet didn’t match the drapes, at least that’s the way Dizzy told it, though he wasn’t always reliable. I sure wouldn’t mind finding out, but not today. “Mr. Jenkins asked me to fill here in a while. Becky’s roof got blown off in the storms.”

She smiled down at the items on the counter. “You sure know how to party,” she teased. “This all for you or you got a date?”

I looked down at my purchases and almost blushed. Fifty feet of cotton clothesline, two packages of pantyhose, a six of PBR, a pouch of beef jerky and a bag of pork rinds. I couldn’t help but glance out at Thurston in the car.

She turned to look over her shoulder and gave him a little wave then smiled back at me.

“Anything else you boys need? A pack of Trojans maybe?” She giggled.

“A pack of Pall Mall menthols,” I sighed.

“You sure you don’t mean Virginia Slims?” she laughed as she reached up to retrieve them from the overhead, pressing that nice rack against her polo. I snuck another peek as she rang everything up along with the gas. She didn’t seem to mind. She never stopped grinning as I laid down my emergency twenty then started counting out my change. I came up thirty-seven cents short. It was turning into that kind of day.

She dumped the penny tray on the counter and added it to the pile. “Close enough,” she laughed again.

I grabbed up everything as she scooped the change into her register, hoping I could escape without further notice. I thought about asking her to forget she’d ever seen us but with Missy that would be the exact wrong thing to say.

“You two boys have fun, now” she called after me as I hit the door. I could tell I’d be hearing about this for years.

I scurried back to the Duster. Now, we were on a deadline. She’d get off around eleven if her replacement was on time. Plus the drive. If she didn’t call someone on her cell. That only gave us a few hours to finish this and get back home, tops.

“What the hell is this,” Thurston asked when I tossed him his cigarettes. “I said lights.”

I started up the Duster without looking over at him. “I’m not going back in there. We’re late as it is.”

He grunted but peeled off the cellophane and tore open the top. He slapped the pack against the heel of his hand and pulled the one that stuck out the farthest. He pushed in the lighter on the dash. When it popped, he lit up.

“Do you gotta do that in here?” I asked as we pulled away.

He blew smoke at me as he circled the still glowing lighter near my eye before returning it to its place.

“At least crack your window,” I coughed.

“Crack yours,” he said, leaning back and enjoying his cigarette. Probably his first since he was arrested last night.

I cranked the handle and rolled my window down a couple inches, which just drew all the smoke straight across my face. Like driving with our granddad. Thurston opened a beer which foamed all over the seat and onto floor then dripped out the cracks in the plywood.

“Sonofabitch, you could’ve gotten a cold one,” he said, shaking the beer off his hand then wiping it on his jeans. He dug into the pork rinds next.

By the time I hit the highway, he’d made his way through half the bag. When he drained the last of the beer, he rolled down his window to toss the empty then rolled it back up before he started on another.

“Save a couple for after,” I said, hoping to slow him down. All we really needed was to get pulled over with an open container at this point. He grumbled but started sipping as he tore into the pouch of jerky.

Once we crossed the state line, we shared the four-lane with a bunch of dusky green humvees and deuce-and-a-halfs of the State Guard. I thought about easing into their convoy for cover but doubted Thurston couldn’t resist trying to toss the drivers cans of beer. So I blew past them doing eighty. The lead driver didn’t much like being passed by an antique Duster, but seemed to forget that I still had a 340 V8 and all he had was a governor. It didn’t take long before he was just a spot in my rearview mirror.  

By the time we saw the signs for Greenville, it was getting dark. About five miles out, we saw blue and red flashing lights.

“Shit, they got up a roadblock already,” I said.

“Take the next right,” Thurston told me. He rolled down his window and started tossing more empties and the trash.

I chanced a look over at him.

“I did some work at the mill a few years back,” he volunteered. “One of the other strike-breakers showed me the back ways in.”

When the two-lane came up, I followed his advice. From there we wound through a series of roads most of which were dirt or gravel. Fifteen minutes later, I stopped in a pull-off. By the overhead light, we argued over the map I’d printed out at the library. Thurston finally got his bearings once I pointed out a major intersection he knew.

Five minute later, I parked by some woods near the edge of town. The full moon had just begun to rise. The temperature had really started dropping. It was chilly enough that most people wouldn’t have their windows open even this late in spring. Global warming like hell.

“First, we check to make sure this is the right place,” I said. Thurston shot me a black look that rolled off me as he stuffed the clothesline into the duffel. He slid the pistol into his belt with practiced ease then retrieved the tire iron while I put on my hoodie. He ripped open both packages of pantyhose. Cramming one pair into the pocket of his hoodie, he handed the other to me. I did the same.

As we tramped through the woods, I wished I’d thought to bring the flashlight and buy batteries at the Zippy Mart. Branches were strewn everywhere through the underbrush. A bunch of pines had been sheared off about twenty feet up. Something wicked had definitely passed this way earlier.

Luckily, the sandy trails were still easy to spot in the moonlight once our eyes adjusted. We crouched at the edge of the woods surveying the house, sitting on a full acre by the look of it. The tornado had skipped through this part of town haphazardly. The freestanding carport in back was nothing but a twisted mess of aluminum. Where the mother-in-law cottage should have stood, I saw nothing but a slab with some pipes sticking up as if it had never been built. Yet the main house looked perfectly intact. Spooky.

It looked like somebody was home. One room inside glowed like one of those cottage painting they used to have at the mall. Judging by the lack of other lights, the power had to be out to the whole neighborhood. I studied the landscape trying to gauge the sightlines between houses.

Thurston nudged my shoulder. “What are we waiting for? Let's get in there and get this over with.”

“I can’t be sure this is the right house. Nothing looks the same as Google Earth.”

“Ah, hell, Brass,” he growled as he handed me the tire iron. “Why you gotta make everything so hard.”

He sprinted across the backyard. I stood there stunned, holding tire iron and the duffel. It would be just like Thurston to barge into the wrong house. Just about the time I knew I either had to back him up or forget the whole thing, I saw him veer to the side and disappear around the front of the house. For a big man, he was disturbingly quiet.

I waited for a response from inside the house or anywhere on the street, a dog barking, a challenge, a flashlight playing across the yard, a shotgun blast. Nothing came but the pounding of my heart. A minute later, Thurston came trotting back with something in his hand.

“No number on the mailbox.” He handed me a sheaf of envelopes. “What do these say?”

Setting down the bag and the tire iron, I took them and held them up to the moonlight one by one. The first two were junk mail addressed to Resident at the address we were looking for. That was a good sign. The last one was to a Shelley Colson, something from the IRS. That was interesting. Maybe it was a big fat check. I fished out my buck knife and slit it open.

“What the hell are you doing?” Thurston hissed. “Is this the right place or not?”

I shushed him a moment. Inside was only a letter. I squatted down. “Stand there and give me a light.”

Thurston grumbled as he found his lighter. After that distinctive click of a Zippo being opened and a couple quick scrapes of the striker wheel, a tiny flame burst to life. “Shield it while I read this,” I said.

“Quit acting like I’m stupid.” Thurston hunched over me like he was lighting my cigarette in a stiff wind. I skimmed the letter. It seemed Shelley Colson owed the IRS a whole lot of money and they were threatening to collect with an appraiser followed by an auction. That usually meant they were serious. 

I told Thurston to kill the light while I thought a second. I wasn’t sure how this changed things but I knew it did. Either Shelley Colson was broke or she was lying to the IRS.

“Well?” Thurston asked.

“Either we just found some leverage or someone bigger’s already beaten us to the punch,” I told him as I folded the letter away. 

“Only one real way to find out,” he said as he straightened.

I guessed he was right. Seemed a shame to have come all this way for nothing. But everything happens for a reason, Aunt Jane always said. I figured she was right. If God didn’t want us to have this money, He wouldn’t have dropped that lockbox on my head. I stuffed the letter into my pocket then picked up duffel and the tire iron again. 

“No one gets hurt,” I repeated from earlier. “We’re just going to scare her into talking. If she doesn’t have anything, we get the hell out.” I waited to see him to nod. “Ok, let’s do this.”

“Back door,” Thurston said. “Then we try the windows if we have to. Doesn’t look like the type of neighborhood that thinks much about locking up.”

He took off again, dodging from shadow to shadow through the yard. I followed quickly so I could keep him in sight. Within moments we were making our way toward a pair of doors that opened out onto a brick paver patio with a gas barbeque. I almost went ass over tea kettle on a lounge chair that Thurston stepped around. How the hell had none of this gotten blown away? A second later, we stood to either side of the glass-paned doors. The only light glowed from somewhere deeper within.

Without so much as a whisper of a sound, Thurston tested the latch. He grinned in the moonlight as it depressed well past the locked position. Gently, he let it settle back up then stretched the panty hose from his pocket over his head. The two empty legs looked a lot like pig tails once he stuffed the last of his lank, brown hair inside. He shoved them under his hood and pulled the drawstrings to tighten it around his face. I followed his example. I never realized quite how hot it was to breathe through these things, never mind how fuzzy everything became. Guess was glad I went with nude rather than black.

Thurston slipped through the door, motioned me inside then softly latched it behind us. We stood in some sort of formal living room that smelled kind of funky, like someone else’s cooking gone bad. The light was a couple rooms away. Nothing else stirred in the house. Thurston pulled the gun from his waist band. Then he crept down the hall like a cat on padded feet. I followed. I was beginning to think he’d done home invasions before.

He stood listening just outside the doorway with the light. Inside, I could just make out what I thought was a weather radio over the hiss of a propane lantern. Thurston motioned me to set down the duffel. Then with his free hand, he started counting down on his fingers. Three. Two. One.

He burst into the room, the pistol leveled. I clutched the tire iron like a baseball bat and followed, nearly running into his back as he stopped short in front of a massive bookcase constricting the doorway. Who the hell parks furniture where you have to dodge around it just to get into a room?

After a nudge from my elbow, Thurston sidestepped inside.

“What the hell?” he snarled at me from the side of his mouth. “You said she’d be a woman.”

I stepped up beside him, trying to look menacing. The room was almost completely filled by a couch, three shelving units that overflowed with stuff and TV stand wedged in a corner. The floor was strewn with newspapers. There was barely enough space for Thurston and I to stand. A pudgy, balding, middle-aged man occupied one end of the couch, the propane lantern hissing on an end table like it was humming along with the static from the radio beside it. Not a weather radio I noted, a police scanner. What the hell was that about?

“Just get him into the back,” I said.

“Ok, you, let’s move.” Thurston waved the pistol.

Easier said than done in the tight space. After a brief game of home invasion Twister, we managed to usher him out into the dining room near where we’d come in. He was short. Even I looked down on him. Thurston covered him with the pistol as I tied him to a straight-backed chair with the clothesline from the duffel. Then I lit some of the candles that were everywhere and dimmed the lantern. The place was packed with stuff, magazines, knickknacks, odd furniture. If I hadn’t known better, I’d have thought the tornado hadn’t stayed outside. We were lucky we hadn’t tripped over any of it on the way in. Here was someone who clearly had trouble letting go of things. Once he was settled and secure, we got down to business.

“Ok, where’s Shelley,” I said as I spun another dining room chair around and sat astride its back, “She has something we want. Tell us where she is and no one gets hurt.”

“I’m Shelley,” the man answered. He didn’t sound rattled which made me wonder if he’d be a problem.  

“Don’t even try that,” Thurston said as he drew back his hand. “Shelley’s a girl’s name.”

“It was my father’s name,” the man said, defiant. This guy had more balls than brains. I could see he was going to be trouble.

“Irregardless,” I interrupted before things got out of hand. “If you’re Shelley, you’ve got some gold coins stashed around here somewhere. Hand them over and everyone walks away happy. You definitely don’t want to make my friend here unhappy.”

“You two geniuses didn’t even do your homework, did you?” Shelley smiled as he shook his head. “Does it look like I have any gold lying around?”

I glanced around the room again. I had to admit Shelley wasn’t much of a housekeeper.  The place did look pretty shabby. The carpet was old and worn. The furniture had to date from the seventies at least. The curtains had dry rot. There were stains on the ceiling. The pictures on the walls were mildew spotted. Cobwebs hung in the corners. Everything looked dirty, dusty or run down.

But I knew he was lying. Rich people always tried to hide their money especially when they were in trouble with the Feds. So I dug into the duffel and drew out the lock box. It didn’t look like Shelley recognized it. He just stared as I opened it and retrieved the receipt from within.

“This ring a bell, Shelley,” I waved the paper in front of his face. “Says here you bought twenty-five coins back around the time Al Gore was getting his ass handed to him in Florida.”

Shelley peered at the receipt then shook his head, smiling again. “I didn’t buy those, my father did.”

“Let’s focus.” I whacked the chair leg with the tire iron to get his attention. “I don’t care who bought them. My friend here is getting impatient.” And so was I. Nothing was going to plan. The longer we stayed the more chance of a neighbor stopping by or noticing something wasn’t right. Or of Missy talking us up at the 8-Ball after work and bringing the sheriff banging on my door. Time to shake this guy.

“So you admit you have them,” I barked. “Where are they?”

“Sold.” He shrugged.

“Sold?” I said, uncertain I’d heard him right.

“Sold.” He nodded smugly. “Mortgage payments don’t make themselves.”

Thurston drew back his hand again, but I shook my head. Violence was off the table, though I certainly wouldn’t mind if Thurston put the fear of God into him. But I could see Thurston was getting tired of being told what to do.

“Screw this,” he said as he swiped the lantern. “Keep an eye on this asshole while I tear the place apart. People like him always hide their crap in the same places.”

“Hey, what about the gun?” I called after him.

“If you can’t control him with that,” he pointed to the tire iron, “you’re a bigger pussy than I thought.” He tucked the pistol back in his belt as he stalked off deeper into the house.

“You know if they’re here, he’ll find them,” I said in a low voice to Shelley. “And when he does, he’s going to be pretty mad you put him to the trouble.”

“You can’t find what I don’t have,” Shelley replied with smirk.

Man, this guy must have spent half his childhood stuffed in a gym locker with his underwear wedged up his ass. He was one smarmy little prick. And now he was staring at my forehead. I kept wondering if I’d put on the stockings inside out. It’s hard to take someone seriously if they have a panty liner plastered across their head.

I heard Thurston crashing around in another room. Then it sounded like he was breaking ice. A minute later, he called out, “Bingo.”

He strode back into the dining room with a couple beer bottles entwined in the hand with the lantern. He tossed me a cold roll of cash wrapped in a rubber band from the other. There had to be a couple hundred in twenties. That would at least cover gas money. I shoved it into my jeans.

“Found it in the freezer in a box of lard.” Thurston set down the lantern and one of the bottles. He wedged the beer cap of the other against the top of dining room and gave it a sharp blow, popping off the cap.

“Predictable,” he continued, taking a swig of his beer. “But no jewelry in the ice trays. Hey, what is this crap anyway?” Thurston shot a disgusted look at the beer in his hand.

“It’s called Pilsner Urquell,” Shelley replied.  

“Sounds German,” I offered. I never really went for the imports. Too expensive.

“Our granddad helped kicked the Nazis’ ass and now dicks like him are buying their beer?” Thurston said. “Something wrong with that.”

“It’s not German. It’s Czech,” Shelley corrected. Man, this guy liked to walk on the wild side. You’d think he wasn’t tied up.

“What, American beer too good for you?” Thurston shot back. He took another deep swallow. “Well, it’s no PBR but at least it’s cold. A bit skunky.”

He grabbed up the lantern and headed off in a new direction, beer in hand.

I figured I’d better claim the other bottle before he got back. All I needed was for Thurston to get his drunk on. It took me a couple whacks to get mine open. Shelley didn’t even cringe at the teeth-marks the bottle cap gouged into the wood. Thurston was right; it was bitter. But it was also potent.

Down the hall, it sounded like Thurston was ransacking closets. I wondered how far the noise would carry. At least there was a lot of space between the houses here in the back of the neighborhood. But we were running out of time. Our luck wouldn’t hold forever.

A few minutes later, Thurston came back with a flat, fireproof box under one arm, grinning like he’d hit the lottery. The beer was gone. “Look what I found buried beneath a pile of this asshole’s dirty laundry. Turns out he’s leaves skid marks just like the rest of us.”

“There’s nothing in there but some of my father’s old papers,” Shelley said.

“Guess we’ll find out.” Thurston slammed the box down on the table and went nose to nose with Shelley with his best intimidating stare. “You’ve got until I get back from the kitchen to tell me where the key is.”

I started to say something, but then Thurston turned his lifeless eyes on me. He left without saying a word.

I turned to Shelley instead. “I’d give him what he wants.” I took a long draw from my own beer.

“You keep him on a short leash,” he said, “just like my mother did my father. I’ve been beaten up by the best of them. I can tell you’re not going to let him hurt me.”

I wasn’t sure if he was brilliant, crazy or just plain stupid. “I wouldn’t count on that if I was you.”

Thurston came back with another four bottles tangled in his fingers. “You might want to pick up more beer the next time you’re at the store,” he said as he set them each on the table with a thunk. “Buy American this time.”

He cracked open a new one and slung a chair around to face Shelley. “Now where’s the key, Shelley-girl?”

“I think I lost it,” he said, the smirk back on his face. Like getting beat up was a point of pride with this guy.

“Wrong answer, but thanks for playing.” Thurston took another pull off his beer then wiped his mouth on the sleeve of his hoodie. He started rubbing a finger across the scars we’d put in the table. “Tell you what, we’re going to play a game. These skanky Nazi beers are really pissing me off. So each time I finish one, I’m going to find a way to vent my anger. When I’m outta beer, you’re outta time.” He looked around the dining room and spotted a china cabinet loaded with dishes. He smiled evilly at Shelley and downed the rest of the bottle in one long gulp. “I think I’ll start in there.”

“Tell him what he wants to hear, Shelley,” I said, leaning back to watch. “I’ve only seen him like this once before and it got ugly fast.” I wasn’t lying. Thurston was on a thin line. But this was classic Thurston and exactly why I’d brought him along. So far he was playing by the rules. If this didn’t rattle the guy, nothing would. I just hoped he saw sense before Thurston’s patience ran out.

Thurston swung open the glassed-in cabinet door and pulled out a dinner plate. He eyed the flowery design critically. “You pick these out yourself?”

“They’re Wedgwood,” Shelley lectured like he didn’t know another way to talk. “They were my grandmother’s.”

“My grandma had plates a lot like this,” Thurston said. “Made it all the way through the Depression without getting sold. She only brought them out at Thanksgiving. Of course, us kids weren’t allowed to eat off them, because she was afraid one might get…” he paused before he smashed the plate against the hardwood table, “…broken.”

Shelley shied a little as the shards of plate flew by his head. Good. It was time to get this over with.

Thurston grabbed another beer. Instead of the table, this time he used the arm of Shelley’s chair to lever off the cap. A sharp snap of wood greeted his blow as the bottle cap sailed across the room, skittering off the wall.

“Oops. Next time, you should really get something with a twist-off. Or better yet in a pop-top can.” Thurston started guzzling. “Ah. It don’t taste so bad when it goes straight down.”

Thurston walked back to the china cabinet and studied its contents. I shot an appealing look to Shelley. He just set his jaw. Bad choice.

This time, Thurston pulled out a crystal wine glass, like the kind you’d see in a fancy restaurant. “I just hate breaking up a…” he flung it against the wall, “…set.”

“You can trash the entire place and it won’t matter,” Shelley said, nodding to a pile of mail on the sideboard. “The IRS is about to take it all anyway.”

“We know all about your trouble with the revenue men.” I pulled the letter from my pocket and flung it him. “Those boys are like a bulldog with a rag once they smell your money. They always get their pound of flesh. Now, I can send in this receipt and leave you to deal with them after. Or you can give us the coins and we’ll leave the rest to you to hide as best you can. Either way, they’re gone.”

Shelley only shrugged. Why was the man being so stubborn? Could he really tell I wouldn’t hurt him?

Thurston snatched another bottle from the table. This one he cracked opened on the seat of Shelley’s chair, right between his legs. The bottle cap ricocheted off the man’s forehead. Thurston ambled back over to the china cabinet, this time selecting a pale blue porcelain box with white figures on its top. He weighed it in one hand as he eyed Shelley then rested his other hand on the top of the china cabinet, curling his fingers behind. Instead of smashing the porcelain box, Thurston started to pull the cabinet forward. I noticed Shelley’s eyes never left the box.

“Hang on a second,” I said as the cabinet began to creak as its back legs just cleared the carpet. Thurston glared like I’d told to stop opening his presents on Christmas but he paused. “Check the box. I think there’s something in there.”

Thurston shook the box in his hand, and sure enough it rattled. He released the cabinet which settled back into place with the crash of colliding of dishes and glassware. He popped off the lid and dropped to the carpet, where it bounced instead of shattered. The bottom followed right behind it once he’d fished out his prize.

“See, now, that wasn’t so hard,” Thurston said as he held up the key in front of Shelley’s eyes. He inserted it in the firebox. After a brief struggle, he untangled the latching mechanism and pried open the lid. A deep, musty scent filled the room.

Thurston pawed through a stack of envelopes and a couple moldy passports before he finally came up with a single gold coin encased in cardboard and plastic, no larger than the nail on my pinky. He flipped it onto the table, looking confused.

“Any idiot would have known they weren’t in there,” Shelley said in his same I-told-you-so voice. “Do you know how heavy gold is?” Was he trying to provoke Thurston? If so, he’d just succeeded.

Thurston roared like an angry bear as he swept the firebox aside, scattering the envelopes and their contents across the dingy carpet. He snatched the final beer from the table and strode over to stand menacingly in front of Shelley.

“Where’s the rest of it?” Thurston shouted in his face. This was getting serious. I didn’t think he was playing anymore.

Shelley’s face spread into the same smug grin. “Not in there.”

Thurston grabbed Shelley by the hair and shoved the bottle into his mouth, intending to use his bottom teeth as an opener.

“Thurston!” I yelled to get his attention. “Don’t!”

He turned wild-eyed toward me and I realized my mistake. “Nice going with the name, Brass-hole,” he growled, clutching the bottle by the neck like a tiny club.

I pressed on anyway in a level voice as cutting as I could make it hoping I could still control him. “I said no one gets hurt.”

“I’m tired of you telling me what to do,” he said nostrils flaring like a bull’s.

“Thurston?” Shelley laughed. “You mean like the millionaire on Gilligan’s Island? I’m being robbed by the Professor and Thurston Howell, III. That’s just priceless.” Oh, shit, here we go.

Thurston flung the bottle into the china cabinet, smashing one glass door and a row of flowered plates. He drew the pistol from behind his back. I knew he wasn’t bluffing anymore. I could tell by the look in his eye. Push him and he always goes too far just like when we were kids.

Time slowed to a crawl. He thumbed back the hammer. It locked into place with a click as loud as a gunshot. He turned the gun toward Shelley in slow motion.

I’ll never know what caused me to react. Maybe the spirit moved me. Maybe I was just pissed that Thurston was going to screw this up. Whatever we might salvage from the night wasn’t worth what he was about to do. Without thinking, I reached out, grabbed his arm and tried to pull his hand away.

I’d forgotten how strong Thurston was. I barely slowed his hand before his wide, reddened eyes turned toward me and time resumed normal speed. I never saw the backlash blow. Hell, I barely felt it land. The next thing I knew, I was staring up from the carpet through blood-soaked eyes right up the bore of that pistol.

“You touch me again, Brass, and I swear to God, I’ll do you next. I need this money.”

I could see he was beyond questions, beyond reason, beyond my control. He was about to go CYA and start eliminating witnesses. But the big sonofabitch forgot that they called me Brass for a reason. Because I had a pair and they clanked when I walked. As he swung the pistol back to Shelley, I cocked my leg and lined up the heel of my boot with his kneecap. Point a gun at me and you’d better be ready to walk with a limp. Nobody here was dying tonight unless I said ok.

Now things happened fast, almost too fast to follow except in hindsight. Thurston’s hand tensed as he started to pull the trigger. I drove my boot straight into the side of his knee, connecting with a satisfying crunch. A loud click echoed in the room as the hammer fell. Thurston yowled and spun sideways.

Aunt Jane always said God looks out for fools, drunks and little children. And nothing brings His laughter like our making our own plans.

There was no bang, no blood, no brains sprayed across the wall. In fact nothing happened. The gun had misfired. The round was a dud from too much moisture in the ground. I almost let out a sigh.

But Thurston is one tough SOB, I had to hand him that. He didn’t crumple like I expected. He just steadied himself on his good leg and pointed the revolver back at me, sighting down the barrel with rage-filled eyes. My heart iced over as he squeezed the trigger a second time. I lay frozen as I watched the hammer swing back and the cylinder spin to bring the next round into place.

It only made it halfway. The pistol exploded in white light and roaring thunder, just like the power pole at the trailer. And it was Thurston’s face that came up a bloody mess, not mine. He dropped the useless gun to clutch his eye with both hands. I could see the misfire round had cooked off and blown the cylinder apart. A message from God. I seized my opportunity and rolled up to my feet, tire iron ready to take out his other knee.

“I. Said. No. Violence.” I snarled, emphasizing each word, loud and slow like he didn’t speak English.

If you’ve ever seen a picture of a wolf facing down a grizzly, that’s probably how I looked right then. Lucky for me, that bear was wounded and all the fight had gone out of him. Instead of tearing me apart, Thurston stumbled toward the back door, howling as he left. I let him go.

I knew I didn’t have long the get out of there myself. But I wasn’t leaving that gun behind. As I bent down to grab the twisted wreck of a pistol, I noticed one of the envelopes had spilled its contents across the floor. Polaroids, a couple dozen of them, each a close-up of a different gold coin, big as a silver dollar. Son of a bitch knew they were there all along. Thurston hadn’t bothered to look.

“What the hell is wrong with you?” I asked as I looked up at Shelley. “Why didn’t you just give them to us?”

“My father gave those to me the night he died,” Shelley spat. “Not you. Not him. Not the goddamned IRS. Me. Assholes like you two have taken whatever they wanted from me my entire life. Those coins are mine now. I earned every one of them. And I’ll be damned if anyone will ever take them away.”

I could only stare slack jawed a moment. Did he realize how close both of us had come to getting killed? “And you didn’t think to destroy the receipt?” was all I could think to ask.

He shrugged. “I forgot it was there.”

Aunt Jane always said the Lord worked in strange ways. Strange ways indeed. Why he’d kept this fool alive was beyond me but who was I to argue. Maybe it was a sign I needed to pay more attention to my own life. I’d have to think about that once I got back to home. If I ever did once Thurston came to his senses. I made for the back door.

“If you leave me tied up,” Shelley called after, “there’s bound to be questions. That gunshot’s going to draw attention neither of us wants.”

Of course he was right. I strode back until I was standing behind him and thumbed open my buck knife.

“You bring the cops down on us,” I told him as I started sawing through the clothesline, “and I swear I’ll hand this receipt over to the IRS personally.” I left just enough line intact to keep him occupied until I was gone.

“You don’t need to worry.” He emphasized the first word. I wasn’t sure what that meant for Thurston but at that point I didn’t care. He was on his own.

“And I’m keeping this,” I added as I pocketed the coin from the table. “Call it an idiot tax.”

I grabbed the duffel and slipped out the way I’d come. A dog was barking in the distance as I crashed back through the woods toward the Duster. I half expected Thurston to jump me in the dark but he was long gone. I started up the car and got the hell out of there quick, watching the rearview mirror the entire time. I hated leaving Thurston behind. He was family after all. But he had tried to kill me.

I dumped the mangled revolver in the river at the state line. I briefly thought of keeping it for insurance in case Billy Long came after me instead but it wasn’t worth the risk.

Two days later, I was living in my car. That little gold coin was worth just enough with the cash to reclaim the Duster and pay my bar tab at the 8-Ball. Leggett & Levine had seized the Airstream as collateral when Thurston didn’t turn up in court. That earned me a visit from the Sheriff who’d already heard from Missy. It took quite a song and dance to keep my own pale ass outside a cell. But with nothing else to go on, he’d had to cut me loose, at least until he found my cousin.

Thurston never did turn up. I have no idea whether he’s still on the run or he’s been found by Billy Long. No one else came asking, not even his kids. Good riddance was all I heard his ex had said when she heard the news. After seeing the business end of his pistol, I wasn’t inclined to disagree.

For a long time I wondered why Shelley hadn’t blown us in to the cops. My little threat couldn’t have meant much. Each day for a full week, I scanned the paper at the library waiting to see an article describing that night. When I finally did, it didn’t read the way I thought it might. It said Shelley’d gone missing after the tornado had torn away the mother-in-law cottage on his property the night his house had burned to the ground. Someone’d knocked over a candle, him or vagrants no one was sure. They couldn’t rule out arson. The fire department hadn’t even rolled up the hoses when the FBI pulled up to raid the place the next morning. They’d sifted through the ashes and boxed up everything in sight. Federal Marshals drilled open his safe deposit box, though the paper didn’t say what they’d found inside. I suspected it was empty. There was a reward leading to his whereabouts. Made me wonder what else Shelley Colson had to hide.

But I was done with all that now. I was working for Lewis Leggett’s ex-sister-in-law’s boy, George, finally putting some of the skills I’d learned from the Norwegians to good use. Mine was the first Airstream he was converting, hardwood floors, custom cabinetry and state-of-the-art appliances plus some top-notch electronics. He’d already found a buyer, some Internet guru in Seattle. He said if the business took off, he’d cut me in on piece of it. I could live with that. Upgrading old trailers and selling them to rich people with more cash than brains for three times what they’re worth, that’s where the real money’s at these days. 


© 2013 Edward P. Morgan III